because im a coward I lost the chance to be with the most amazing women I have ever met at least I could have tried but now she's getting married and im alone I deserve to be alone.
getting ready for my trip home next week got to baby sit my bro so he wont get in a bar fight or anything that i will have to bail him out of. but I cant wait to back to the old street hang with the old gang and toss back a few drinks.


well not much going on my trip to viva Las Vegas had to be put on hold till next year, going to Texas in a few months to visit fam. and my best friend is coming back to my shift and im so excited to have a friend to talk with back. time to get some food 

being away from work for a whole week has done so much for my out look on life im so happy that I dont have a job to go to and I take time to just do little things that make life fun, now I see my whole problem I hate working and it bum's me out too bad I like money too eeehhh what can ya do i guess.
x-mas was ok got some goodies I wanted my odd cousin brought a pistol to the fam dinner which is creepy and weird I am legend and aliens vs predator 2 sucked, I cant fig out how to make the digital pic frame to do only certain pics and I love my koopa shell my friend got me!
it makes sounds im thinking of making a drinking game where you chunk the shell at each other and when you get the game over sound instead of the 1 up you got to take a shot. you come up with funny things when you drink.
x-mas was ok got some goodies I wanted my odd cousin brought a pistol to the fam dinner which is creepy and weird I am legend and aliens vs predator 2 sucked, I cant fig out how to make the digital pic frame to do only certain pics and I love my koopa shell my friend got me!

it makes sounds im thinking of making a drinking game where you chunk the shell at each other and when you get the game over sound instead of the 1 up you got to take a shot. you come up with funny things when you drink.
its been an interesting day I found out that my friendship really means a lot to a friend of mine and it really touched me when I read about it. and I let someone who I thought was a good friend go since she threw our friendship into the trash. its been a good and bad day but never dull.


well i got the whole week off thank the gods! im getting tired of that place and this place, all the drama is getting old i need to get back to texas.


im am so tired today! I went to my first pagan festival I didn't know what to expect but I had a good time listened to a bunch of people speak got some supplies and what not, I kinda felt like I was out of place a bit next time I think I should smile more I guess? anyway's did another painting its all done its a Celtic boar might hang it in the living room it can out good for once. not much else going on.
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