Geez here I am again... single. It feels like a sentence to jail (no congical visits and nobody writes). Its been a week since I was blind sided by my now ex gf, and Saturday and Sunday was probably the worst. For gods sake I rented "PS I Love you". On the plus side I lost ten pounds, thing about me is when Im sad or depressed, I dont eat. Its not that Im starving myself I just have no appetite, or motivation, or drive. Even masterbating feels like a herculean task. Fortunatly Im beginning to show sign of being over it. I dont look at my phone half as much as i did initially (waiting for that call or reply to my sobby text msgs that never come), i havent cried since I watched PS I love you (it was a moment of weakness and the story was so sad). Ive even gone on what i would consider a date with someone I had been meaning to hang out with since i befriended them.
I dont know what there is to miss about her... she hated all my friends and was the social equivalent of walking around with a boner in a suana. Granted she dressed nice (looked amazing the night we broke up... bitch) and she was very giving... but it all came with a BIG price tag. The sheer mental anguish and stress she put me through would be enough to make wayne brady wanna slap a bitch. No disrespect to her Im just being a bitter ex, shes still the best girlfriend i ever had, which doesnt say much about my exs. Im rambling... Ill put it how my buddy Elliot put it this morning... "Dude, its summer. What are you worried about?" Not much now dude. Might be my best summer ever.
BAMF!

I have moments in my life where a specific word will jump into my mind that defines a situation. Granted, I took a part of the definition from Webster's Dictionary and the other part i just added on.

Complacency: self-satisfaction especially when accompanied by the unawareness that life is behind you with the intention of slitting your throat.

I've got XBox 360 on the brain and when at work I thought about how there's so much stuff I have yet to do or see in my life. So I've decided I'm coming up with a SerialX Life Achivement list. Really its just a list of stuff I want to do before I die. For Example:
Learn to speak two foreign languagesfluently, therefore becoming Quad-Lingual. 5 pts
Succesfully complete one threesome. 5pts
Succesfully Skydive (must be solo not tandem). 5pts
Im just hitting a mental block and cant think of any other things to add to this. Oh
Visit Japan. 5pts
Maybe a near death experience might help me figure out things I wish I had done before I kicked the bucket.
Help or comments greatly appreciated on this one.

Diversify your bonds bitches!
BAMF!

Well who really need a girlfriend when i can just pay for sex?

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Rented UFC 52... it rocked!

In unrelated news:
I quit trying to be happy. Let the misery tear me apart.

BAMF!