So its friday night, but i didn't feel like going out. I don't know why, because i'm super bored right now. I've been sitting around watching ninja warrior, playing call of duty 4, and now i'm doing this while waiting for my frozen pizza to heat up.
I'm so bored and my roomate is already in bed, so i started dicking around with my web cam. Heres some of the results.
enjoy the scott
And this is my new toy. It might not look like much, but its super loud, and super fun.
I'm so bored and my roomate is already in bed, so i started dicking around with my web cam. Heres some of the results.
enjoy the scott
And this is my new toy. It might not look like much, but its super loud, and super fun.
So i'm laying here, and its 1:45 am. I have to be at work at 7:45 am. What the hell am i doing awake. Fucking insomnia again.
So, here's my most recent "adventures."
Lets start with last week. I worked like a mother fucker, but thankfully i got a little break from reality when Yuffie texted me and i got to meet up with her in Asheville on Wednesday. That left me in a pretty great mood... come to think of it, i'm still in a great mood (besides annoyed at my insomnia)... so that definitely needs to happen again.
Thursday was just another boring day of work.
Friday was even worse because i worked from 7:45am to 10pm.
Saturday was cool. My friend Jeff brought over this cabinet for my new (to me) guitar amp that i bought off of him. I dicked around with that for a good part of the day.
Sunday, i woke up early. I played Call of Duty 4 till it was time to head over to Sylva for the best coffee in the history of forever. Also ate brunch while i was there and messaged that same cute girl that makes me smile way too much. If anyone is ever in Sylva, NC stop by Bubacz's Underground Cafe. He roasts the coffee himself and its really the best that i've ever had. After brunch i had band practice. We've started recording again, which is cool. Got the click track, drum, guitar and vocals done for one of the songs.
All and all, it was a great week. I'm hoping that this week will fly by, so that i can get to next weekend. Next weekend should hold the real adventures. The kind that make you smile and giggle like little school kids. The kind of weekend that leaves you with butterflies in your tummy tumm.
AHHHHH... i have to go to sleep now. Not only do i need to because of work, but i think i'm talking all funny and weird.
So, here's my most recent "adventures."
Lets start with last week. I worked like a mother fucker, but thankfully i got a little break from reality when Yuffie texted me and i got to meet up with her in Asheville on Wednesday. That left me in a pretty great mood... come to think of it, i'm still in a great mood (besides annoyed at my insomnia)... so that definitely needs to happen again.
Thursday was just another boring day of work.
Friday was even worse because i worked from 7:45am to 10pm.
Saturday was cool. My friend Jeff brought over this cabinet for my new (to me) guitar amp that i bought off of him. I dicked around with that for a good part of the day.
Sunday, i woke up early. I played Call of Duty 4 till it was time to head over to Sylva for the best coffee in the history of forever. Also ate brunch while i was there and messaged that same cute girl that makes me smile way too much. If anyone is ever in Sylva, NC stop by Bubacz's Underground Cafe. He roasts the coffee himself and its really the best that i've ever had. After brunch i had band practice. We've started recording again, which is cool. Got the click track, drum, guitar and vocals done for one of the songs.
All and all, it was a great week. I'm hoping that this week will fly by, so that i can get to next weekend. Next weekend should hold the real adventures. The kind that make you smile and giggle like little school kids. The kind of weekend that leaves you with butterflies in your tummy tumm.
AHHHHH... i have to go to sleep now. Not only do i need to because of work, but i think i'm talking all funny and weird.
I was already not feeling too hot last night before my show. After the show (which went great), i forgot how bad i was feeling by drowning myself in Whiskey. I haven't done shots like that for years, but it was hard to say no when people keep offering to buy them for me.
So i slept in my car last night, was in no condition to drive. Went to sleep around 3, woke up around 7 30. drove home, and passed out again. The hang over isn't too bad, but thats probably because i made myself throw up. I hate doing that, but the feeling of needing to throw up is worse than the actual puking.
Pics of me not wanting to get off the couch and feeling like shit..
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Now i have to go to work... BLEH!!!
Later loosers[SPOILER]
So i slept in my car last night, was in no condition to drive. Went to sleep around 3, woke up around 7 30. drove home, and passed out again. The hang over isn't too bad, but thats probably because i made myself throw up. I hate doing that, but the feeling of needing to throw up is worse than the actual puking.
Pics of me not wanting to get off the couch and feeling like shit..
, Now i have to go to work... BLEH!!!
Later loosers[SPOILER]
I'm going to try streaming a video of my band playing tonight. If anyone is online around 11pm on 9/11 and likes a good punk show, then check it out.
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/upass
We'll see how this goes... if anything you can see me drummin like a mad man, see me rock this venues socks off, see me rock out with my cock out. You know how it is.
Feel like i'm starting to get sick, so i'm sure i'll feel like complete shit tomorrow after drumming and screaming into a mic, but whatever.
Later Suckers
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/upass
We'll see how this goes... if anything you can see me drummin like a mad man, see me rock this venues socks off, see me rock out with my cock out. You know how it is.
Feel like i'm starting to get sick, so i'm sure i'll feel like complete shit tomorrow after drumming and screaming into a mic, but whatever.
Later Suckers
Oh what to do today... Lets start it by blogging about random shit..
I have band practice at 3, but after that i am lost as to what i should do.... suggestions??
Spent the morning playing COD4, but now its time to crawl off the couch, maybe enjoy some natural light for a bit.
I feel like making a trip to Asheville to eat some Sushi. I haven't had those cravings for a while but lately its been bad. I love to cook and grill out, i love the places i go out to eat at, but i need something different. Next sunday is when this might happen.
My band has a show in Sylva, NC @ guadalupe cafe. If anyone is nearby and interested the show is on Friday @ 10pm.
Time for lunch... FOOD!!!
I have band practice at 3, but after that i am lost as to what i should do.... suggestions??
Spent the morning playing COD4, but now its time to crawl off the couch, maybe enjoy some natural light for a bit.
I feel like making a trip to Asheville to eat some Sushi. I haven't had those cravings for a while but lately its been bad. I love to cook and grill out, i love the places i go out to eat at, but i need something different. Next sunday is when this might happen.
My band has a show in Sylva, NC @ guadalupe cafe. If anyone is nearby and interested the show is on Friday @ 10pm.
Time for lunch... FOOD!!!
So things have been going pretty well lately. Still have my jobs, my health, and most of my sanity. Still there's been this sense of something missing. Maybe thats why i'm in this funk lately. I can't seem to sleep in my bed anymore, and for the past few nights even the couch isn't doing it for me. I get home, eat dinner and then all of the sudden i'm tired. So tired that i dose off around 9 or 10 o'clock. Then i wake up, like tonight, around 2 or 3. I dick around on the computer, watch bad latenight tv, and finally go back to sleep. I usually wind up repeating this multiple times a night.
Fucking Insomnia.
It comes and it goes,
but it always kicks my ass.
I think it might be time for a change.....
Hmmmmm.... what to do.....
Fucking Insomnia.
It comes and it goes,
but it always kicks my ass.
I think it might be time for a change.....
Hmmmmm.... what to do.....
Haven't posted a blog in a little while, so here it goes.
Went to the beach. Pawley's island to be exact. That was probably the best beach trip i've ever had. I was only there for 3 nights, but it was so much fun. We drank beer the entire trip, ate awesome food, layed on the beach during the day, went skinny dipping at night... sadly it was just myself and my friend john that did the whole nude thing, ha. I made a special drink that i can only brag about, yet i can't give details. Its one of those special drinks that i make for people before i tell the the secret. According to my friends down there it tasted like clear, yellow and red gummy bears all in one. From there they came up with the name Bear Squash. We stayed up late drinking, dancing (i showed everyone how to tango), playing yatzee, and chatting on the porch. Damn... i just can't stop smiling when i think of that trip.
Theres been this dry spell, when it comes to getting gigs for my band, but starting on this friday we have shows lining up almost every weekend for the next couple months. Just gotta keep advertising and meeting new people who will help us get more shows. The guitarist John (my skinnny dipping partner) just bought a Trooper, so we can haul around equipment a lot better than before. It sucked that our van broke down, but it was a piece of shit and i wasn't surprised.
I've had ex's contacting me like crazy lately. Funny how people will give me shit about how i am in relationships, or sometimes they'll just cheat on me, and then a few months go by and the contact me telling me how much they miss me, or something like that. I don't like being mean, i don't want to hurt peoples feelings, even the ones who broke my heart. I don't want to make anyone sad, but sometimes i just want to tell them TOO BAD, YOU LOST YOUR CHANCE. I know i can be a little weird, and sometimes just be downright crazy, but i think most people realize that i am an alright person. I've come to accept that most women in this small town i live in think of me as the nice, cute, yet weirdly unapproachable guy. I think that mainly comes from how i don't mind silence. I can sit with a crowd of people and not say a fucking word. It weirds people out untill they get to know me. Then they realize that i just prefer to listen to what others have to say, and i only speak up if i feel that i will add something worthwhile to a conversation.
Wow, i'm just going on and on.... guess i'll cut myself off.
Thanks for listening and all that jazz.
Hope everyone is having a wonderful life, and if you're not let me know so i can attempt to cheer you up.
Stay classy... Planet earth
Went to the beach. Pawley's island to be exact. That was probably the best beach trip i've ever had. I was only there for 3 nights, but it was so much fun. We drank beer the entire trip, ate awesome food, layed on the beach during the day, went skinny dipping at night... sadly it was just myself and my friend john that did the whole nude thing, ha. I made a special drink that i can only brag about, yet i can't give details. Its one of those special drinks that i make for people before i tell the the secret. According to my friends down there it tasted like clear, yellow and red gummy bears all in one. From there they came up with the name Bear Squash. We stayed up late drinking, dancing (i showed everyone how to tango), playing yatzee, and chatting on the porch. Damn... i just can't stop smiling when i think of that trip.
Theres been this dry spell, when it comes to getting gigs for my band, but starting on this friday we have shows lining up almost every weekend for the next couple months. Just gotta keep advertising and meeting new people who will help us get more shows. The guitarist John (my skinnny dipping partner) just bought a Trooper, so we can haul around equipment a lot better than before. It sucked that our van broke down, but it was a piece of shit and i wasn't surprised.
I've had ex's contacting me like crazy lately. Funny how people will give me shit about how i am in relationships, or sometimes they'll just cheat on me, and then a few months go by and the contact me telling me how much they miss me, or something like that. I don't like being mean, i don't want to hurt peoples feelings, even the ones who broke my heart. I don't want to make anyone sad, but sometimes i just want to tell them TOO BAD, YOU LOST YOUR CHANCE. I know i can be a little weird, and sometimes just be downright crazy, but i think most people realize that i am an alright person. I've come to accept that most women in this small town i live in think of me as the nice, cute, yet weirdly unapproachable guy. I think that mainly comes from how i don't mind silence. I can sit with a crowd of people and not say a fucking word. It weirds people out untill they get to know me. Then they realize that i just prefer to listen to what others have to say, and i only speak up if i feel that i will add something worthwhile to a conversation.
Wow, i'm just going on and on.... guess i'll cut myself off.
Thanks for listening and all that jazz.
Hope everyone is having a wonderful life, and if you're not let me know so i can attempt to cheer you up.
Stay classy... Planet earth
I did open mic night last night along with my fellow band mates. The first few songs we did sounded so good. Later on that night we played a few more but we'd had quite a bit more to drink. I don't think we played them as well, but thankfully the rest of the crowd had also had more to drink. They really got into it. Damn i love playing for a crowd.
So i was out till around 4am. For someone whos usually like an old man and in bed early, that was a step in the right direction. I can't be like an old man and be in a punk band. It just doesn't work out, ha.
Tonight i'll be going to a friends show at a venue called the Boiler Room, and tomorrow i'll be at another friends coffee shop, where he's having a DJ come up from ATL. Its been a fun filled past few days. I'm glad i'm getting all this in before my work at the school starts back up. I'll probably have to go back to being an old man once i start having to get up at 7am for work. For now, though, i don't have to be to work till noon, or a little after.
Speaking of which, i guess i should take a shower and start getting ready.
So i was out till around 4am. For someone whos usually like an old man and in bed early, that was a step in the right direction. I can't be like an old man and be in a punk band. It just doesn't work out, ha.
Tonight i'll be going to a friends show at a venue called the Boiler Room, and tomorrow i'll be at another friends coffee shop, where he's having a DJ come up from ATL. Its been a fun filled past few days. I'm glad i'm getting all this in before my work at the school starts back up. I'll probably have to go back to being an old man once i start having to get up at 7am for work. For now, though, i don't have to be to work till noon, or a little after.
Speaking of which, i guess i should take a shower and start getting ready.
You know whats cool.... i finally feel like maybe dating again.
I have no one in mind, and i feel like i'm gonna be picky as hell, but this is a good feeling. For the past little while i haven't even wanted to fuck anyone. I've been content just sleeping in everyday, drinking lots of coffee and just taking care of those sexual urges myself, ha.
Guess thats how it'll still be till i find my next future ex, but at least i'm feeling like looking again. Its good to feel happy again. tomorrow i'll be working at the bar so i'll get a free meal and a free beer at the end of the night. Shit... i might get paid to. That would be cool.
Still have that vacation urge, or at least the urge to get out of town for a weekend, so any suggestions will be welcome.
Hope everyone else is feeling as good as i do, if not let me know, and i'll try to cheer you up
Stay classy... Planet Earth
I have no one in mind, and i feel like i'm gonna be picky as hell, but this is a good feeling. For the past little while i haven't even wanted to fuck anyone. I've been content just sleeping in everyday, drinking lots of coffee and just taking care of those sexual urges myself, ha.
Guess thats how it'll still be till i find my next future ex, but at least i'm feeling like looking again. Its good to feel happy again. tomorrow i'll be working at the bar so i'll get a free meal and a free beer at the end of the night. Shit... i might get paid to. That would be cool.
Still have that vacation urge, or at least the urge to get out of town for a weekend, so any suggestions will be welcome.
Hope everyone else is feeling as good as i do, if not let me know, and i'll try to cheer you up
Stay classy... Planet Earth
Yesterday was one of the best days of my life.
Started out actually sleeping in till 10am. Which for me, is late. With my normal work schedule i'm up around 7 am, and even during the summr when i don't have to be awake that early, i still seem to get up around that time. So, sleeping till 10 was nice.
I got ready and headed into the next town over, where i used to live. This is where all my friends are and is a much more happening town than where i'm currently at, even though its about half the size. I ate brunch at my friend John Bubacz's underground cafe. He really has the best coffee i've ever tasted.
From there i went to the park and played hackey sack with some friends, and afterwards went back to the cafe to meet up with my fellow band members. After having some more coffee and good conversation, headed over to band practice.
Our friend Austin was there to take some band photos so we can send those out with our demos. Hopefully this will help us get some more gigs. Band practice went great, but Johns, our guitarist, amp went out so practice ended early. It was so hot yesterday that we all stripped down into our boxers and sat in the river. If this hadn't been in a community with some kids in it i would have stripped down all the way because that river felt so good. So we just sat in the water, drank beers, and threw sticks to some dogs that decided to join us.
That was it. For some reason, yesterday just left me feeling really good. Sure if i had come home to a beautiful woman who could have given me a back massage with a happy ending it would have been even better, but since i currently have no beautiful woman to do such things in my life, i can't complain. The rest of the night was spent playing video games and eating pizza.
The perfect way to end the weekend. I hope everyone else had a good one as well.
Peace
Started out actually sleeping in till 10am. Which for me, is late. With my normal work schedule i'm up around 7 am, and even during the summr when i don't have to be awake that early, i still seem to get up around that time. So, sleeping till 10 was nice.
I got ready and headed into the next town over, where i used to live. This is where all my friends are and is a much more happening town than where i'm currently at, even though its about half the size. I ate brunch at my friend John Bubacz's underground cafe. He really has the best coffee i've ever tasted.
From there i went to the park and played hackey sack with some friends, and afterwards went back to the cafe to meet up with my fellow band members. After having some more coffee and good conversation, headed over to band practice.
Our friend Austin was there to take some band photos so we can send those out with our demos. Hopefully this will help us get some more gigs. Band practice went great, but Johns, our guitarist, amp went out so practice ended early. It was so hot yesterday that we all stripped down into our boxers and sat in the river. If this hadn't been in a community with some kids in it i would have stripped down all the way because that river felt so good. So we just sat in the water, drank beers, and threw sticks to some dogs that decided to join us.
That was it. For some reason, yesterday just left me feeling really good. Sure if i had come home to a beautiful woman who could have given me a back massage with a happy ending it would have been even better, but since i currently have no beautiful woman to do such things in my life, i can't complain. The rest of the night was spent playing video games and eating pizza.
The perfect way to end the weekend. I hope everyone else had a good one as well.
Peace
