So i was planning on blogging this morning, but due to some mad crazy weather, my internet has been shit. Also, i got distracted while playing Mass Effect. Trying really hard to beat it before i play the second one, which everyone tells me is bad ass.
Yesterday.... ahhhh, what a day. So if you don't know this already, i'll just come out and tell you. I'm a pretty big geek. I like video games (obviously), comics, toys, and even playing RPGs. What i did yesterday is probably about as close to LARPing as i will ever come. Nothing against LARPing. I play Airsoft. Its kind of like paintball, only with realistic looking guns that shoot small plastic BBs. I play with a group of friends who, when we all show up, amount to 12 people. We meet up with other groups and individuals and play these tactical games, where anywhere from 100-400 people show up. This past game only had about 100 people total.
So here are some pics...
And these should be of me...
I guess being an American in the south, has taken its toll on me. I do love guns. Thankfully, i've been able to withstand some of the souths influence and i'm not into hunting. In fact i hate killing things, which makes my love of guns pointless. I don't have anything against people who do hunt. Really, as long as they are doing it for food, and not just for the thrill and sport of killing something, then i support it. So pretty much all i do is target shoot, and then, of course, play Airsoft with fake ones.
and these pics have nothing to do with yesterday, just me in bed waiting for sleep to hit me. I feel like i look old in them, but whatever
mmmmmm... i love me some General Chaos chicken
Sleepy Scott doesn't take the best pics.
100 days
Yesterday.... ahhhh, what a day. So if you don't know this already, i'll just come out and tell you. I'm a pretty big geek. I like video games (obviously), comics, toys, and even playing RPGs. What i did yesterday is probably about as close to LARPing as i will ever come. Nothing against LARPing. I play Airsoft. Its kind of like paintball, only with realistic looking guns that shoot small plastic BBs. I play with a group of friends who, when we all show up, amount to 12 people. We meet up with other groups and individuals and play these tactical games, where anywhere from 100-400 people show up. This past game only had about 100 people total.
So here are some pics...
And these should be of me...
I guess being an American in the south, has taken its toll on me. I do love guns. Thankfully, i've been able to withstand some of the souths influence and i'm not into hunting. In fact i hate killing things, which makes my love of guns pointless. I don't have anything against people who do hunt. Really, as long as they are doing it for food, and not just for the thrill and sport of killing something, then i support it. So pretty much all i do is target shoot, and then, of course, play Airsoft with fake ones.
and these pics have nothing to do with yesterday, just me in bed waiting for sleep to hit me. I feel like i look old in them, but whatever
mmmmmm... i love me some General Chaos chicken
Sleepy Scott doesn't take the best pics.
100 days
I don't know if I've posted this before or not, but these two vids are two of my all time favorites.
and of course i can't forget about this one
and of course i can't forget about this one
So i've been promising a certain someone new pics. The problem is, i have no new pics of me, so i will just re-post some that i used to have on here. They're from a couple photo shoots i did for a friend who sells vintage clothing.
Enjoy
Keep in mind these are are from last summer. I'm hoping to have some new pics for you sometime soon. Gosh i can't wait for this summer.
4 months
Enjoy
Keep in mind these are are from last summer. I'm hoping to have some new pics for you sometime soon. Gosh i can't wait for this summer.
4 months
So, lately i've been busy as fuck. I've been trying to make my ultimate dream come true. That dream being, opening and running my own bar/restaurant. I went through so much trouble trying to get everything in order. This space in town opened up. It was the perfect location, has pretty cheap rent, and things would have been great. Sadly, as i am finding out, due to the shitty economic state of things, banks just aren't lending money. I have a decent credit score, but it didn't matter. They didn't even look up my score when i asked for a small business loan. As soon as i mentioned the word restaurant, they turned their noses up at me and said no. So, i tried a different route. I tried to get a personal loan, but even with putting my car down as collateral, it just wasn't going to be enough for my start up costs. So, its not going to happen, at least not just yet. I'll keep saving money, keep looking for investors, but i don't have my hopes up. Although, i might get into business with a friend of mine. A restaurant owner in town has been wanting to sell his business for a while and so i might have a business partner for this new venture. We'll see... i'm just glad i didn't get my hopes up with this last one.
Lets see... other new things in life....
Band is playing a show in Asheville, NC tomorrow night at a venue called the Boiler room. Our last show got cancelled due to snow, but tomorrow looks likes its going to happen.
Work sucks, mainly because both jobs are being sticklers for hours. I work from 7:45-3:15 monday-friday at a schoool. I work from 2:30-5:45 monday-friday at the other. So i was double dipping a little bit, and now people are noticing. Its something i've obviously been doing and everyone knew, but now all of the sudden i'm just a horrible person for doing it. So heres the deal. My duties at the school are pretty much over with by 2:30. If there is a lot of work to do, i get to work early so i can start work in the afternoon by 2:30. Now, suddenly, both jobs want me working specific times and documenting exactly when i'm working. Why the fuck does it matter. I get my work done, the parents of the kids i work with are happy, and most of all, i do a damn good job with these kids. I'll fib here and there on my time sheets, cause some days i'll quit early but i'll make it up on another day.I just don't document it. Why do these people have to be sticklers after years of me doing this job, and not having any problems so far. I get reimbursed for mileage. I can go up to 45 miles a day. I usually drive at least that much, and now they're being stickers for that too. They want me documenting exactly where i'm going and how long i'm staying at each place. It annoys me, because all these ass holes who want this paperwork to be so exact have never done my job. They sit behind their nice warm desk, while i'm out in the community, freezing my ass off, and working with kids that most people can't deal with.
I guess this is why i was trying so desperately to get this other thing going. I'm tired of working dead end jobs, for people that don't appreciate it. I'm tired of bosses who just don't get it. If i'm working a job, and a customer complains, or a parent complains, then i can deal with that. But when some ass hole boss complains, just so they can get off on their so called "power" it just gets under my skin. Its even worse when they don't talk to me about it. They get annoyed at little things and they hold it against me, and then i hear from other people that my performance is being evaluated. Its poor management, it bad business. If an employee is doing something that you don't like, you talk to them. Its as simple as that. I've been doing my jobs for 4 years now, and my dumb ass boss has less experience than i do. Thats the value our country puts on a fucking degree. It doesn't matter how much knowledge or experience you have. If you don't have that piece of paper saying you're certified, then you're obviously not qualified. I work with mentally handicapped kids, but my bosses are the fucking retards. Sorry if thats not pc, but its the truth.
Sorry for the super long rant. I just needed to get that all out. I was yelling to myself all the way home. Probably looked like a crazy person to the people i passed by. HA
In happier news, i have a giant crush a girl. Too bad she lives on the other side of the continent, but she might be coming to see me this summer. Pretty excited about that.
New pics will be posted soon. For now, i'm just going to crash for the night.
Lets see... other new things in life....
Band is playing a show in Asheville, NC tomorrow night at a venue called the Boiler room. Our last show got cancelled due to snow, but tomorrow looks likes its going to happen.
Work sucks, mainly because both jobs are being sticklers for hours. I work from 7:45-3:15 monday-friday at a schoool. I work from 2:30-5:45 monday-friday at the other. So i was double dipping a little bit, and now people are noticing. Its something i've obviously been doing and everyone knew, but now all of the sudden i'm just a horrible person for doing it. So heres the deal. My duties at the school are pretty much over with by 2:30. If there is a lot of work to do, i get to work early so i can start work in the afternoon by 2:30. Now, suddenly, both jobs want me working specific times and documenting exactly when i'm working. Why the fuck does it matter. I get my work done, the parents of the kids i work with are happy, and most of all, i do a damn good job with these kids. I'll fib here and there on my time sheets, cause some days i'll quit early but i'll make it up on another day.I just don't document it. Why do these people have to be sticklers after years of me doing this job, and not having any problems so far. I get reimbursed for mileage. I can go up to 45 miles a day. I usually drive at least that much, and now they're being stickers for that too. They want me documenting exactly where i'm going and how long i'm staying at each place. It annoys me, because all these ass holes who want this paperwork to be so exact have never done my job. They sit behind their nice warm desk, while i'm out in the community, freezing my ass off, and working with kids that most people can't deal with.
I guess this is why i was trying so desperately to get this other thing going. I'm tired of working dead end jobs, for people that don't appreciate it. I'm tired of bosses who just don't get it. If i'm working a job, and a customer complains, or a parent complains, then i can deal with that. But when some ass hole boss complains, just so they can get off on their so called "power" it just gets under my skin. Its even worse when they don't talk to me about it. They get annoyed at little things and they hold it against me, and then i hear from other people that my performance is being evaluated. Its poor management, it bad business. If an employee is doing something that you don't like, you talk to them. Its as simple as that. I've been doing my jobs for 4 years now, and my dumb ass boss has less experience than i do. Thats the value our country puts on a fucking degree. It doesn't matter how much knowledge or experience you have. If you don't have that piece of paper saying you're certified, then you're obviously not qualified. I work with mentally handicapped kids, but my bosses are the fucking retards. Sorry if thats not pc, but its the truth.
Sorry for the super long rant. I just needed to get that all out. I was yelling to myself all the way home. Probably looked like a crazy person to the people i passed by. HA
In happier news, i have a giant crush a girl. Too bad she lives on the other side of the continent, but she might be coming to see me this summer. Pretty excited about that.
New pics will be posted soon. For now, i'm just going to crash for the night.
Ok... so its been a hot min since i've been on here, but i've been really busy.
Not much new going on. Still same old jobs, still same small town.
Band has some gigs coming up. Playing a friends house party this weekend in Asheville, NC. Playing a venue called the Boiler Room in Asheville the weekend after the party. Thats the show i'm really looking forward to. I bought a new drum set.. .FINALLY!!!
I thought i was getting a 10 piece set, but it was only 8. 8 is still a lot for me to get used to, but it came with cymbals and stands so i can't complain.
ohhhh.... i lovei t so much.
Not much new going on. Still same old jobs, still same small town.
Band has some gigs coming up. Playing a friends house party this weekend in Asheville, NC. Playing a venue called the Boiler Room in Asheville the weekend after the party. Thats the show i'm really looking forward to. I bought a new drum set.. .FINALLY!!!
I thought i was getting a 10 piece set, but it was only 8. 8 is still a lot for me to get used to, but it came with cymbals and stands so i can't complain.ohhhh.... i lovei t so much.
So i'm just wondering what the fuck is wrong with people. I've dated a few girls in my life, and a few were kind enough to sleep with me. So why is it that after things are over, whether it ended smoothly or horribly, without fail, i get a call, text or email saying how much i'm missed. Sometimes it takes only a couple months, and just recently one from a few years ago.
The call or whatever, is always the same. One of two things is said. Its either a simple "i miss you," or its a something like "hey, how've you been?" like nothing happened, like months or years of silence doesnt matter. Now i have this bad habit of easily falling for people that i fuck. Call me old fashioned, but thats just how i am. This shit does nothing but fuck with my head, and sadly my head is fucked up enough as it is. HA
I'm not saying that i'm never at fault, cause i definitely am, but the main reason that most of my relationships fail is because the other person doesn't know what they want. I've always been a man of commitment. Once i start dating you, you're the only person i want, and the only person i fuck. Once again, old fashioned. Seeing as it seems like they all come back for more, i think i'm pretty decent in bed. So its the whole commitment thing that usually scares them away. So, they leave, and time goes by. They're fucking and dating people, they get into some lousy situation, and then they want a knight in shinning armor to come and save them from the shit that they've gotten themselves into.
I'M NOT A KNIGHT IN SHINNING FUCKING ARMOR!! I'm just a normal guy. A normal guy that wants to find some cool chick that sticks around. Instead i just get a shaft in my ass. I'm not talking about the experimenting, having some fun shaft in my ass. I'm talking about prison shower, dropped the soap shaft. No lube, no easing it in, just a hard cock in my ass without warning. Well fuck that. If you want my ass you at least gotta use some lube... some spit is all i ask... just don't rip me apart. I don't want to hear about how many people you fucked since me, i don't want to hear about how you thought of me while you fucked them. That doesn't make me happy, that doesn't get me off, it makes me kinda sick. I don't want to give you advise on what you should do, and i sure as hell am not going to just jump back into something with you.
Take a fucking break people. Be single for a while, fuck who you want to fuck, live for you and you alone, enjoy yourself. Then, when you're ready, when you know what you want, date someone, or don't. If you want to call me, do it, but don't do it while you're in some shitty situation. I'm a nice guy, so i'll be that listening ear, but i don't want to be.
Sorry for the rant, kids, but i just had to get some of that out.
The call or whatever, is always the same. One of two things is said. Its either a simple "i miss you," or its a something like "hey, how've you been?" like nothing happened, like months or years of silence doesnt matter. Now i have this bad habit of easily falling for people that i fuck. Call me old fashioned, but thats just how i am. This shit does nothing but fuck with my head, and sadly my head is fucked up enough as it is. HA
I'm not saying that i'm never at fault, cause i definitely am, but the main reason that most of my relationships fail is because the other person doesn't know what they want. I've always been a man of commitment. Once i start dating you, you're the only person i want, and the only person i fuck. Once again, old fashioned. Seeing as it seems like they all come back for more, i think i'm pretty decent in bed. So its the whole commitment thing that usually scares them away. So, they leave, and time goes by. They're fucking and dating people, they get into some lousy situation, and then they want a knight in shinning armor to come and save them from the shit that they've gotten themselves into.
I'M NOT A KNIGHT IN SHINNING FUCKING ARMOR!! I'm just a normal guy. A normal guy that wants to find some cool chick that sticks around. Instead i just get a shaft in my ass. I'm not talking about the experimenting, having some fun shaft in my ass. I'm talking about prison shower, dropped the soap shaft. No lube, no easing it in, just a hard cock in my ass without warning. Well fuck that. If you want my ass you at least gotta use some lube... some spit is all i ask... just don't rip me apart. I don't want to hear about how many people you fucked since me, i don't want to hear about how you thought of me while you fucked them. That doesn't make me happy, that doesn't get me off, it makes me kinda sick. I don't want to give you advise on what you should do, and i sure as hell am not going to just jump back into something with you.
Take a fucking break people. Be single for a while, fuck who you want to fuck, live for you and you alone, enjoy yourself. Then, when you're ready, when you know what you want, date someone, or don't. If you want to call me, do it, but don't do it while you're in some shitty situation. I'm a nice guy, so i'll be that listening ear, but i don't want to be.
Sorry for the rant, kids, but i just had to get some of that out.
So, here's a little update.
Not a whole lot going on, but i'm waiting for the roomie to get home so we can get some food.
Last week we got some snow. Usually here in the south we don't get much, but last friday we got about 16 inches in 1 day. For us, thats a shit ton. The roomie and i decided to walk out and get some food before it got too bad outside so we start walking. There's about 3 in. on the ground when we start.
After about 4 miles we get to the grocery store. The power is out at the store, so we wait around for about 1/2 hour. Finally the power comes back on, we go inside, get our food and are checking out when the fucking power goes out again. So we wait at the store while the power teases us by flickering on and off. We wait, and we watch the snow fall.
If we had cash or check on us, we could have just paid and left, but being young adults we only have our debt cards, so finally i get the brilliant idea to walk to were there is power and get some cash. So i leave.
I walk about half a mile to where the power is still on, and i use the ATM machine. I walk back the half mile get to the store. The power is still off there, so we pay and start heading back home.
We get home, hang clothes up to dry, sit by the heater and enjoy our munchies, and try to play some video games, even though the power, once again, is teasing us.
The next night, we're still snowed in. Our road is completely iced up, and neither of us have 4WD. Even if we did, i doubt we could have made it out. So the roomie decides it will be fun to bury me in the snow.
I admit, it was kinda fun, but a little scary when i could barley get out.
So thats whats new. I had the past week off from work, and i'll pretty much have all of next week off too. Been playing a lot of video games, and a lot of music. Going back to work is going to be a bitch.
Didn't do much for christmas. My friend owns a coffee shop in Sylva, NC. He was actually open for business on Christmas till noon. Then he shut down and opened it up for people like me who don't really have a place to go for the holidays. So a group of around 15 people showed up. We all brought a dish, one guy brought some home made raspberry moonshine (sooooo good) and we had ourselves a little potluck dinner. After eating we hung out, played cards and yahtzee, and drank. The food was great, the company was great, so for someone who doesn't even really celebrate holidays, i had a really good christmas.
If you're a fan of coffee, check out my friends coffee shop/roasting company.
Signature Brew Coffee Roasting Company
By far, the best coffee i've ever had, and i get to help support local business
Not a whole lot going on, but i'm waiting for the roomie to get home so we can get some food.
Last week we got some snow. Usually here in the south we don't get much, but last friday we got about 16 inches in 1 day. For us, thats a shit ton. The roomie and i decided to walk out and get some food before it got too bad outside so we start walking. There's about 3 in. on the ground when we start.
After about 4 miles we get to the grocery store. The power is out at the store, so we wait around for about 1/2 hour. Finally the power comes back on, we go inside, get our food and are checking out when the fucking power goes out again. So we wait at the store while the power teases us by flickering on and off. We wait, and we watch the snow fall.
If we had cash or check on us, we could have just paid and left, but being young adults we only have our debt cards, so finally i get the brilliant idea to walk to were there is power and get some cash. So i leave.
I walk about half a mile to where the power is still on, and i use the ATM machine. I walk back the half mile get to the store. The power is still off there, so we pay and start heading back home.
We get home, hang clothes up to dry, sit by the heater and enjoy our munchies, and try to play some video games, even though the power, once again, is teasing us.
The next night, we're still snowed in. Our road is completely iced up, and neither of us have 4WD. Even if we did, i doubt we could have made it out. So the roomie decides it will be fun to bury me in the snow.
I admit, it was kinda fun, but a little scary when i could barley get out.
So thats whats new. I had the past week off from work, and i'll pretty much have all of next week off too. Been playing a lot of video games, and a lot of music. Going back to work is going to be a bitch.
Didn't do much for christmas. My friend owns a coffee shop in Sylva, NC. He was actually open for business on Christmas till noon. Then he shut down and opened it up for people like me who don't really have a place to go for the holidays. So a group of around 15 people showed up. We all brought a dish, one guy brought some home made raspberry moonshine (sooooo good) and we had ourselves a little potluck dinner. After eating we hung out, played cards and yahtzee, and drank. The food was great, the company was great, so for someone who doesn't even really celebrate holidays, i had a really good christmas.
If you're a fan of coffee, check out my friends coffee shop/roasting company.
Signature Brew Coffee Roasting Company
By far, the best coffee i've ever had, and i get to help support local business
So yesterday was pretty great. I used one of my sick days that i had saved up and didn't go to work. I slept in, gave myself a haircut, booked a hotel room for tomorrow, played a bunch of MW2, and watched V for Vendetta that i got on Bluray.
Around 4 i went to band practice, we played through the set getting ready for our show in Boone,NC tonight. After practice we packed everything up, and i went to my favorite restaurant and stuffed my face. Guess thats one good thing about being single, i have more money to blow on myself. So even though 25 bucks isn't a lot, its still more than i usually spend on myself for a meal. It was soooooo good too.
I went home, watched some tv and crashed around 10. Its around 6 30 now, so i actually got a good nights sleep. I'm super excited to play in a new town, but not so excited knowing that my most recent ex will be there. This is the girl that chewed my heart up swallowed it, shit it out in the middle of the road so that i could crushed even more by oncoming traffic and then acted like nothing happened. O well, thats why i booked the hotel room, so i wouldn't have to stay at her place tonight. Shes not a bad person, i just don't trust myself around her, and i don't want to be any bit tempted to do something i know i'd regret later on. At least she helped us get the show up there.
Single Scotty + booze+ long night of playing music + ex who is super hot and my former tattoo artist = trouble
yea, gonna stay away from that chick.
Think i'm gonna try to sleep some more.
Later suckers
Around 4 i went to band practice, we played through the set getting ready for our show in Boone,NC tonight. After practice we packed everything up, and i went to my favorite restaurant and stuffed my face. Guess thats one good thing about being single, i have more money to blow on myself. So even though 25 bucks isn't a lot, its still more than i usually spend on myself for a meal. It was soooooo good too.
I went home, watched some tv and crashed around 10. Its around 6 30 now, so i actually got a good nights sleep. I'm super excited to play in a new town, but not so excited knowing that my most recent ex will be there. This is the girl that chewed my heart up swallowed it, shit it out in the middle of the road so that i could crushed even more by oncoming traffic and then acted like nothing happened. O well, thats why i booked the hotel room, so i wouldn't have to stay at her place tonight. Shes not a bad person, i just don't trust myself around her, and i don't want to be any bit tempted to do something i know i'd regret later on. At least she helped us get the show up there.
Single Scotty + booze+ long night of playing music + ex who is super hot and my former tattoo artist = trouble
yea, gonna stay away from that chick.
Think i'm gonna try to sleep some more.
Later suckers
