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Sometimes I feel like it was all out of my control. Never trusting, never believing never allowing oneself to let go and to accept love is a heartwrenching thing.
I read the Foreward to JONATHAN SHAW's new book Narcisa which was released on Heartworm Press last night and it hit me like a ton of Bricks. I have never been much of a reader but I have been skipping around from different parts of the book and I am slowly becoming intrigued with Shaw's life. EVeryone should Check it out.
Foreward: By Lydia Lunch
"You can;t save anyone from themselves. You will lose everything by attempting to play savior.
You will never heal the wounded. You cannot repair the damage already done by selfish parents, VICIOUS EX_LOVERS, child molesters, tyrants, poverty, depression or simple chemical imbalance.
You can;t undo psychic wounds, bandage old scars, kiss away ancient bruises.
You can;t make the pain go away. YOu can't shout down the voices in other people's heads. You can;t make anyone feel special. They will never feel beautiful enough, no matter how beautiful they are to you. They will never feel loved enough, no matter how much you adore them.
You will never be able to save the battered from battling back at a world they've grown to hate. They will always find a way to pick up where the bullies have left off. They will in turn become bullies. They will turn you into the enemy. They will Always find a new method in which to punish themselves. Thereby punishing you.
No matter how much you've convinced yourself that you have done absolutely everything in your power to prove your undying devotion, unfaltering commitment and unending encouragement, you will never be able to save a miserable bastard from themselves.............................."
I read the Foreward to JONATHAN SHAW's new book Narcisa which was released on Heartworm Press last night and it hit me like a ton of Bricks. I have never been much of a reader but I have been skipping around from different parts of the book and I am slowly becoming intrigued with Shaw's life. EVeryone should Check it out.
Foreward: By Lydia Lunch
"You can;t save anyone from themselves. You will lose everything by attempting to play savior.
You will never heal the wounded. You cannot repair the damage already done by selfish parents, VICIOUS EX_LOVERS, child molesters, tyrants, poverty, depression or simple chemical imbalance.
You can;t undo psychic wounds, bandage old scars, kiss away ancient bruises.
You can;t make the pain go away. YOu can't shout down the voices in other people's heads. You can;t make anyone feel special. They will never feel beautiful enough, no matter how beautiful they are to you. They will never feel loved enough, no matter how much you adore them.
You will never be able to save the battered from battling back at a world they've grown to hate. They will always find a way to pick up where the bullies have left off. They will in turn become bullies. They will turn you into the enemy. They will Always find a new method in which to punish themselves. Thereby punishing you.
No matter how much you've convinced yourself that you have done absolutely everything in your power to prove your undying devotion, unfaltering commitment and unending encouragement, you will never be able to save a miserable bastard from themselves.............................."
Can i start a "FRee Scott Smallin" campaign in order to recoup expenses paid out for Prepping to a photoshopper that won;t send me the sets much less answer My emails??.HAHA
NOw, i get to pay out another $100.00 bucks to get two sets prepped that May or may not be fucking bought. And People think I have the greatest Job in the world lots of times.
I would LIKE TO ADD THAT JOLeigh has come to the rescue. SHe is gonna do my Missing sets along with several New ONes. SHE IS MY SAVIOR.
NOw, i get to pay out another $100.00 bucks to get two sets prepped that May or may not be fucking bought. And People think I have the greatest Job in the world lots of times.
I would LIKE TO ADD THAT JOLeigh has come to the rescue. SHe is gonna do my Missing sets along with several New ONes. SHE IS MY SAVIOR.
Go show some Love!!!
NORA's MR SET!!!
I have some other sets that I am working on as well that should be up soon. I have A really AWesome set of Fatality and ONe of Emi that I would post in MR if my Photoshopper would at least respond to me. I am really fucking aggravated right now. This person has had the sets for over a month and keeps fucking Jerking my chain. I have been super Backed up on editing and ugggggggggh!!!!!!! STRESSSSEEEDDDDDDDD!!!
NORA's MR SET!!!
I have some other sets that I am working on as well that should be up soon. I have A really AWesome set of Fatality and ONe of Emi that I would post in MR if my Photoshopper would at least respond to me. I am really fucking aggravated right now. This person has had the sets for over a month and keeps fucking Jerking my chain. I have been super Backed up on editing and ugggggggggh!!!!!!! STRESSSSEEEDDDDDDDD!!!
yayyyyy.. Thanks for All the Support on Addison's set.. IT got Picked. Should be on the Front Page soon!!! wooo weeeeee!!!!!!!!!
Anyone want to buy that swimsuit can do that to. woo weee.
NOW!!!!! I need some amazing comments on Harper's New Member Review set that will be in on Thursday morning. It is SO good. She is one of the prettiest girls I have worked with. Reminds me of old School Brooke Shields. Hook up those comments People. xoxoxo
More than just my Foot made a cameo in this one!! DUH DUH DDUUUUHHNNNNN!!!
Anyone want to buy that swimsuit can do that to. woo weee.
NOW!!!!! I need some amazing comments on Harper's New Member Review set that will be in on Thursday morning. It is SO good. She is one of the prettiest girls I have worked with. Reminds me of old School Brooke Shields. Hook up those comments People. xoxoxo
More than just my Foot made a cameo in this one!! DUH DUH DDUUUUHHNNNNN!!!
Elly is Back from Japan and me, her and my son Got some Sweet Quessaillas today. Pretty AWEsome! Sindri Visited this weekend. We shot new sets And had a blast. Awesome weekend. !1 Fuck yeah.
Also, I have ANoTHer AWEsome set that should blow everyone away from Addison!! So, Ya'll better Be leaving all these Sweet SEts Sweet Comments when they hit Member Review. I think Elly and I will be shooting a new set soon!!!!! Duhn Duh DUUUHHHNNN!!!! LOOK OUT. we just have to clear it with mom and DAD first. woo weee.
PREVIEWS TO GET YOU ALL HOT AND BOTHerED!!!
Sindri
Addison
Also, I have ANoTHer AWEsome set that should blow everyone away from Addison!! So, Ya'll better Be leaving all these Sweet SEts Sweet Comments when they hit Member Review. I think Elly and I will be shooting a new set soon!!!!! Duhn Duh DUUUHHHNNN!!!! LOOK OUT. we just have to clear it with mom and DAD first. woo weee.
PREVIEWS TO GET YOU ALL HOT AND BOTHerED!!!
Sindri
Addison
YOu know. Life is a pretty amazing thing. I can;t believe that this amazing dude came from a substance from my body. God This dude rules!!! VEGA. Spawn of SCott!!!!
Back off Ladies. He has 5 more years til he is legal.
Back off Ladies. He has 5 more years til he is legal.
