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I tried to get a pic of the Eclipse. It was cloudy as fuck here.. I have been sick since saturday.Here's Proof
Go Show Emet some love on her new set I shot. It is so good. One of my favs i shot thus far. I was kinda bummed at first when she told me she had gotten sunburned the day before but once we started shooting i ended up thinking it worked perfectly with the set and theme. The hot scorching dirty south. ENJOY.wooo weee.
So..... yeah.. I have about 5 million other things to do today.. Like pull images for my book and edit photos.. but alas.. I am wasting my life away. Took about 4 minutes and took random ass photos of my room and apartment. Hey. At least i got a good laugh out of it!!
Yes... I don;t have a life!! hahah
Yes... I don;t have a life!! hahah
Please Go support HARPER'S REJECTED SET I was dumfounded by this rejection. If you like it please leave a sweet ass comment..
In other news I have just been battling doctors over what meds they are tryin to pump my son up on. My mom took him to his appt the other week for me because the only time slot they had open was while I had a big shoot on the calendar already. They tried tripling his dosage of adderall and tried putting him on Prozac. My mom got the prescriptions filled and then the doctors got mad at me because in walked in the next day and threw his Prozac in the trash right in front of them and told em he wasn;t fucking taking it. So, I got that handled and got his adderall lowered back down.
One of the main problems is that our AMAZING Healthcare system here in the U.S. Doesn;t allow doctors the time to properly talk to, much less diagnose problems properly. They are only paid, by insurance companies, for 30-45 minutes of their time. Much more time is needed to properly diagnose these problems. BAsically, the doctors are only given the time to write out prescriptions. Sucks but that is how it works. So, now I am forking out extra money to get bio-feedback testing done with vega and paying for him to talk to a councelor as well as looking into herbal remedies to help with is hyperactivity and so called ADHD.
I also had a SEcond dose of counceling last week myself. I might be writing from the nut house next time you hear from me. ahah. But yeah. It is nice to have someone who doesn;t know or judge me listen to all the shit i have been put through and all the shit I have put others through. I had a breakdown yesterday morning but other than that things are good. VEGA keeps me Sane. "Stay STrong BRotha!!"
I found out my mom might have some new health complications. We will find out on the 8th.. Fingers crossed that it isn;t anything bad.. .Oh.. I have some hot sets on the way Peoples. STay tuned.
In other news I have just been battling doctors over what meds they are tryin to pump my son up on. My mom took him to his appt the other week for me because the only time slot they had open was while I had a big shoot on the calendar already. They tried tripling his dosage of adderall and tried putting him on Prozac. My mom got the prescriptions filled and then the doctors got mad at me because in walked in the next day and threw his Prozac in the trash right in front of them and told em he wasn;t fucking taking it. So, I got that handled and got his adderall lowered back down.
One of the main problems is that our AMAZING Healthcare system here in the U.S. Doesn;t allow doctors the time to properly talk to, much less diagnose problems properly. They are only paid, by insurance companies, for 30-45 minutes of their time. Much more time is needed to properly diagnose these problems. BAsically, the doctors are only given the time to write out prescriptions. Sucks but that is how it works. So, now I am forking out extra money to get bio-feedback testing done with vega and paying for him to talk to a councelor as well as looking into herbal remedies to help with is hyperactivity and so called ADHD.
I also had a SEcond dose of counceling last week myself. I might be writing from the nut house next time you hear from me. ahah. But yeah. It is nice to have someone who doesn;t know or judge me listen to all the shit i have been put through and all the shit I have put others through. I had a breakdown yesterday morning but other than that things are good. VEGA keeps me Sane. "Stay STrong BRotha!!"
I found out my mom might have some new health complications. We will find out on the 8th.. Fingers crossed that it isn;t anything bad.. .Oh.. I have some hot sets on the way Peoples. STay tuned.
"The best thing is not to hate anyone, only to love. That is the only way out of it. As soon as you have forgiven those whom you hate, you have gotten rid of them. Then you have no reason to hate them."
Through all that I have been through the past 31yrs I never told someone I hated them. I forgive. I am not gonna waste my time hating. I am not perfect; no one is. I am human and imperfections are part of my design. I will learn from my imperfections and mistakes everyday. This will lead me to be a stronger person who is not afraid to love or to be loved.
Sometimes if we search deep within ourselves we can find out what the root of the problem is. It is at this point in which we can fully realize and admit that we may have made mistakes ourselves instead of always blaming someone else for our imperfections. Of course there can be underlying elements from childhood experiences. Maybe it was past relationship issues that are resurfacing under a new moniker. It is upon this realization that we may be able to seperate the past from the present in order to focus back on the "perfections"/"good times" instead of dwelling on the "imperfections."/" Bad times" It is at this point that we can stop the hate and love again. Optimism not Pessimism
Through all that I have been through the past 31yrs I never told someone I hated them. I forgive. I am not gonna waste my time hating. I am not perfect; no one is. I am human and imperfections are part of my design. I will learn from my imperfections and mistakes everyday. This will lead me to be a stronger person who is not afraid to love or to be loved.
Sometimes if we search deep within ourselves we can find out what the root of the problem is. It is at this point in which we can fully realize and admit that we may have made mistakes ourselves instead of always blaming someone else for our imperfections. Of course there can be underlying elements from childhood experiences. Maybe it was past relationship issues that are resurfacing under a new moniker. It is upon this realization that we may be able to seperate the past from the present in order to focus back on the "perfections"/"good times" instead of dwelling on the "imperfections."/" Bad times" It is at this point that we can stop the hate and love again. Optimism not Pessimism
Yay for Sindri's new set. woo weeeee. go show her some love. I went to Charlotte N.C. this weekend to see one of my best friends Brad and to check on his Broken toe. Photographed a RAD New set of Nora as well as 2 new beautiful ladies. I hadn;t shot any SG's in a couple of months so it was really refreshing and rewarding. Then, To top it all off Mantis came down last night to shoot a new super awesome rad kickass set that I am super stoked on!!!!!!!! And we took pics in our matching SG Hoodies.. Ate some sushi and she crashed on my couch which made my cat Sebastian happy cause she said he slept on her tummy. haha So, I leave you with this!!!!
Mantis and I in our SG hoodies...
and a new pic of Vega and I. I love him so much, He has only been with me for two months fulltime and I love it. We come home, do homework, make veggie hamburger helper, watch cartoon network and havea blast. HOwever, I have a long road ahead of me with bein a fulltime dad thing but I love it and We are gonna get through this!!!!! Wooo weeeeee
This dude makes my world go around
Mantis and I in our SG hoodies...
and a new pic of Vega and I. I love him so much, He has only been with me for two months fulltime and I love it. We come home, do homework, make veggie hamburger helper, watch cartoon network and havea blast. HOwever, I have a long road ahead of me with bein a fulltime dad thing but I love it and We are gonna get through this!!!!! Wooo weeeeee
This dude makes my world go around
I have thrown up two mornings this week. ugggggh. Maybe I am pregnant.. I managed to shoot these photos this week anyway. Despite my sickness and anxiety.
These photos are For those of you that think I live some amazing rock and roll lifestyle with Hot ladies around me at all times. Well you are wrong. I live simply, eat vegetarian, take care of my son; which is the most rewarding thing, shoot a home and interiors magazine full time and Im focusing lots of time and thoughts on learning from my mistakes. Enjoy. xo
These photos are For those of you that think I live some amazing rock and roll lifestyle with Hot ladies around me at all times. Well you are wrong. I live simply, eat vegetarian, take care of my son; which is the most rewarding thing, shoot a home and interiors magazine full time and Im focusing lots of time and thoughts on learning from my mistakes. Enjoy. xo
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