I really like that last post I did. So far I am actually moving forward.
I started a new exercise routine. it's only a 40 minute set up but I hope even that little bit will help drastically. I mean I'm vegetarian and eat fairly well, and I walk most places I go. I try to not depend on mass transit and cars. I haven't been skating lately, that was a good source for me. Maybe later tonight.
I made a daily check list for myself. I think if I stick to it, the end of the summer I'll feel better about who I am as a person.
Daily Checklist:
Study Japanese
Practice guitar
40 minute routine
Write 2 film ideas a day
...continue job hunt.
(hey at least I got off my lazy arse and got to a restaurant and applied. Though, I doubt I'll get the job, at least I tried.)
Things I've been doing less of but should continue to do even less of:
Internets
going to the bar
Anyway, everything is starting to remind me how much I miss Tokyo. Neeeeed to get back there SOON.
I started a new exercise routine. it's only a 40 minute set up but I hope even that little bit will help drastically. I mean I'm vegetarian and eat fairly well, and I walk most places I go. I try to not depend on mass transit and cars. I haven't been skating lately, that was a good source for me. Maybe later tonight.
I made a daily check list for myself. I think if I stick to it, the end of the summer I'll feel better about who I am as a person.
Daily Checklist:
Study Japanese
Practice guitar
40 minute routine
Write 2 film ideas a day
...continue job hunt.
(hey at least I got off my lazy arse and got to a restaurant and applied. Though, I doubt I'll get the job, at least I tried.)
Things I've been doing less of but should continue to do even less of:
Internets
going to the bar
Anyway, everything is starting to remind me how much I miss Tokyo. Neeeeed to get back there SOON.
Life has been on a downswing in my opinion.
Still need a job. Still have expenses.
Melvins are playing in a week or two. Tegan and Sara in July. Crystal Castles August.
An estimate to fix my Jazzmaster resulted in 75$. ugh... why? What the hell was wrong with it? I just needed neck relief, maybe some tinkering with the saddles. They're talking about electrical work... which I know needs no tinkering. I wish I was smart enough to fix this shit myself.
Things I want to do more:
Study more Japanese
Read my 3rd book in two weeks
Apply for more jobs
Practice my guitar everyday
Things I want to do less of:
Internet. All of it.
cleaning up after untidy roommates
going to the bar.
sleeping after 9:45.
Goals for this summer:
Look into the JET program
Set aside 80,000 yen
learn how to read music
learn 3 songs in entirety
Score a job
Memorize all vocab from Genki
see Melvins, Tegan and Sara and Crystal Castles
Woodstock
3 months to do all this... so let's go.
Still need a job. Still have expenses.
Melvins are playing in a week or two. Tegan and Sara in July. Crystal Castles August.
An estimate to fix my Jazzmaster resulted in 75$. ugh... why? What the hell was wrong with it? I just needed neck relief, maybe some tinkering with the saddles. They're talking about electrical work... which I know needs no tinkering. I wish I was smart enough to fix this shit myself.
Things I want to do more:
Study more Japanese
Read my 3rd book in two weeks
Apply for more jobs
Practice my guitar everyday
Things I want to do less of:
Internet. All of it.
cleaning up after untidy roommates
going to the bar.
sleeping after 9:45.
Goals for this summer:
Look into the JET program
Set aside 80,000 yen
learn how to read music
learn 3 songs in entirety
Score a job
Memorize all vocab from Genki
see Melvins, Tegan and Sara and Crystal Castles
Woodstock
3 months to do all this... so let's go.
I love Judy and Mary. Have you heard the song Over Drive? No? Well I just bought their DVD of all their videos in 渋谷 yesterday. Yup. You're at a loss cause you havent seen them. I just drank a 2,000円 bottle of お酒 and 3 kirin ichiban tall boys after. So, nothin much intellectual to say after all that. 日本が大好きです。 東京が大好きです。
I love just wandering around Tokyo.
Even when I get lost, it never is really all that bad.
Back to じゅく題の日本語
Even when I get lost, it never is really all that bad.
Back to じゅく題の日本語
Woke up at 8:30 on a Saturday morning. ... After a night of wild turkey and al getting a new Zong...I thought I was supposed to be taking care of it for the next week or two, but I awoke and it was gone. I can only assume he just took it home with him. I don't know how I managed to stay awake for the past hour. Dinosaur Jr. Green Mind was there for me though.
I was looking at my library of music and just thought, "I need a good 'sigh, whatfuckingever album. Not too much energy, nothing tooooo slow, that's just gonna make me yawn. I still have some early morning angst to address" That's a long quote for thinking.
Only 11 minutes left of the album though. I'll have to search for a new one pretty soon.
Classes are seriously almost done. Except I have three huge papers to write this weekend. Then I have finals after that. Ugh. And my room doesn't look tidy like usual. So that's the agenda for the day. Although I'm sure there's going to be so many guitar breaks in between those lame ass papers. I do have enough whiskey left to drink after all is said and done. I could put on mr. dylan and smoke myself stupid and drink my insides raisin dry. I bet it'll be a damn good feeling with some huge ass papers out of the way. Sigh. Just gotta climb that mountain.
It's all so close to ending... then summer classes start. Like clockwork. Oh shit, I just found a high gravity 40 in my fridge. Todd Rundgren "International Feel" is the song of the day on my tear a day calendar. [shrugs] I don't have a comment for that.
I really didn't have anything to say. I knew this before I started. I just wrote this for shits, giggles and procrastination purposes. Bloop.
I was looking at my library of music and just thought, "I need a good 'sigh, whatfuckingever album. Not too much energy, nothing tooooo slow, that's just gonna make me yawn. I still have some early morning angst to address" That's a long quote for thinking.
Only 11 minutes left of the album though. I'll have to search for a new one pretty soon.
Classes are seriously almost done. Except I have three huge papers to write this weekend. Then I have finals after that. Ugh. And my room doesn't look tidy like usual. So that's the agenda for the day. Although I'm sure there's going to be so many guitar breaks in between those lame ass papers. I do have enough whiskey left to drink after all is said and done. I could put on mr. dylan and smoke myself stupid and drink my insides raisin dry. I bet it'll be a damn good feeling with some huge ass papers out of the way. Sigh. Just gotta climb that mountain.
It's all so close to ending... then summer classes start. Like clockwork. Oh shit, I just found a high gravity 40 in my fridge. Todd Rundgren "International Feel" is the song of the day on my tear a day calendar. [shrugs] I don't have a comment for that.
I really didn't have anything to say. I knew this before I started. I just wrote this for shits, giggles and procrastination purposes. Bloop.
Not gonna lie, I don't feel good about living right now.
A really, really good friend of mine had state cops crash his house party for his girlfriend. Two "friends" of his started a fight, called the cops and claimed there were guns involved. They raided his house, found a scale and some paraphernalia and about 9 grams of grass. Now he's most likely going to lose his job as a fire-fighter. I know this didn't happen to me, but I've been having such awful, awful luck that I feel like if I wasn't there, things would've turned out differently. (happier)
I feel so rotten. Even my roommates bother the living shit out of me these days. We used to get along so well. Now it seems it's their amusement to try to annoy me as much as they can.
(VHS or Beta - "Can't Believe A Single Word" came on shuffle. I really like this song)
Still feeling lonely too. I wish I had enough discipline to become a total recluse and just do all my school work. I'm so so so far behind. I run the risk of failing out of school. I hope my teachers will cut me slack and let me turn things in late. I really hope I don't have a big paper due tomorrow. I should find out NOW.
(in the meantime the Wailers - "Put It On" and Band of Gypsys - "We Gotta Live Together" came on, LOVE both songs)
-Okay, the whole paper isn't due tomorrow. But an outline, sources and the like are due. Sigh.
AT LEAST I'M WRITING A FEMINIST PAPER!! It's the portrayal of women in Bikini Kill's album "Pussywhipped" I think I'm gonna drink a 40 of MGD [no colts were left at the store
] smoke fags and bang this thing out. Who knows, maybe I'll enjoy myself.
Let me take a ride, cut yourself, want some help? Please myself. Got some rope, haven't told, promise you, have been true.
A really, really good friend of mine had state cops crash his house party for his girlfriend. Two "friends" of his started a fight, called the cops and claimed there were guns involved. They raided his house, found a scale and some paraphernalia and about 9 grams of grass. Now he's most likely going to lose his job as a fire-fighter. I know this didn't happen to me, but I've been having such awful, awful luck that I feel like if I wasn't there, things would've turned out differently. (happier)
I feel so rotten. Even my roommates bother the living shit out of me these days. We used to get along so well. Now it seems it's their amusement to try to annoy me as much as they can.
(VHS or Beta - "Can't Believe A Single Word" came on shuffle. I really like this song)
Still feeling lonely too. I wish I had enough discipline to become a total recluse and just do all my school work. I'm so so so far behind. I run the risk of failing out of school. I hope my teachers will cut me slack and let me turn things in late. I really hope I don't have a big paper due tomorrow. I should find out NOW.
(in the meantime the Wailers - "Put It On" and Band of Gypsys - "We Gotta Live Together" came on, LOVE both songs)
-Okay, the whole paper isn't due tomorrow. But an outline, sources and the like are due. Sigh.
AT LEAST I'M WRITING A FEMINIST PAPER!! It's the portrayal of women in Bikini Kill's album "Pussywhipped" I think I'm gonna drink a 40 of MGD [no colts were left at the store
] smoke fags and bang this thing out. Who knows, maybe I'll enjoy myself. Let me take a ride, cut yourself, want some help? Please myself. Got some rope, haven't told, promise you, have been true.
