Fuck. Life's a bitch. But I will not fight with this. I'll just deal with it. Yeah!

Parc de Sceaux, ohanami ( pendant ohanami les Japonais se reunissent pour regarder les fleurs des cerisiers, c'est trop beau ! ) :





Je cherche du travail a Paris. J'en ai besoin tout de suite. Putain. Vous connaissez-pas quelqu'un qui pourrais m'aider ?

Last week in Poland, with my family and my old friends...

With my sister:



And with my cat:



And now back in Paris, studying for my exams. Yeah.
I just don't know what to do with myself, I want to disappear. (But I don't know why...) Help? Please?

Yeah, I'm back. I hope so.

Happy New Year!

I don't know why, but Im so optimistic... I know this year will be better, will be just perfect! I'm so happy...
And this Sunday I'll return to Paris (I'm in Poland during holidays)... yeah, really perfect.

Oh, and I've dyed my hair for this New-Better-Year, so your favourite redhead is back! I'll upload some pics with new post.

Kiss for all!

Marry Christmas. For all.



I'm no longer engaged. And I feel so fuckin good !
Maybe next time. And maybe not... I dont care, at all.
For now, I want to be free. And I am.

I'm in Poland now, with my family, friends... but I miss Paris, I want to return NOW.

xxx

I'm sorry for late replies and all, but I have so many things to do right now! Studies and my dolls (BJD, if someone is interested...) take all my time... and I'm glad because of that! This Saturday I have really important exam, after it I'll have more time for SG (I think...).

And my new boy's pic...




for all, especially for all French people I met a week ago.

I love life, I love this shit.
Two next months will be very difficult for me, but who cares? I'm so happy, I've taken really important decision about my life. Hope it will work...

Take what you want, give nothing back! - my new maxim. So true, so true...

I. Can. Not. Live. Without. COFFEE.



Yeah, two actual photos. At last!

Yay, thank you for so many nice words. And I feel better now, much better.

Yesterday I found a good reason to be here ant to do what I'm doing right now. I'm so happy because of that! I wasn't sure if my decision to leave Poland and all people I love and to move to Paris was good. But now I know that I'm a good person in a good place. Even if my friends are so far away from me.

I'm so inspired to study, yeeeah.
Feelin' way too damn good.

Once again thank you for your comments and messages. I know I'm not so alone.

Fuck. It's not so easy to live in a big city without any friend.
Saturday... again. I hate Saturdays. Nothing to do. I'm all alone here. And all rum is already gone.