sometimes i don't know if i am glad no one cares, or if it makes me want to cry.
i shouldn't be wasting time like this, but the last hour or so has been very productive, so i thought i'd ramble a little.
*ramble*
i seriously hate my life right now.
the only thing that is going remotely right is the thing with the crush and it feels really weird to sort of cling to that as evidence that i can still function. but it's all i've got.
he said the nicest thing to me today. it made me cry. it just hit me in the right place at the right time.
back to the grindstone, i guess....