another boring day at work. BUT, i got to hang out with my buddy steve after work. and then... *drum roll* marsha called! we are gonna sing karaoke tonite and were going out tomorrow to a pool party. i'm so excited nervous too many things going on in my brain.....
blah blah blah...
another day in paradise is over. I need to get a haircut this week. And i suppose that i could get a picture up one of these days. I'll work on that this week i guess, it'll give me something to do. I can't even think straight, i hope this week gets more interesting. Need stimuli...
another day in paradise is over. I need to get a haircut this week. And i suppose that i could get a picture up one of these days. I'll work on that this week i guess, it'll give me something to do. I can't even think straight, i hope this week gets more interesting. Need stimuli...
What an amazingly boring day. Work was just blah. Now i'm sitting at home feeling blah. I'm trying to go one week without drinking or smoking, i have no idea why.
I think i might finally be getting over my ex. i found myself thinking about calling her to wish her the best of luck with her health issues, but i'm worried that she might think i've gone back on my request that she stay the hell out of my life. Quite the predicament. Sounds like a job for email.
I'm not ready for dating really, but of course since i'm not interested, the women are crawling out of the woodwork. Figures. I'm sure that as soon as i think, "ok, back in the saddle" they'll all evaporate and/or blow me off. Oh how i loathe dating. I wonder how much mail order brides are running these days....
I think i might finally be getting over my ex. i found myself thinking about calling her to wish her the best of luck with her health issues, but i'm worried that she might think i've gone back on my request that she stay the hell out of my life. Quite the predicament. Sounds like a job for email.
I'm not ready for dating really, but of course since i'm not interested, the women are crawling out of the woodwork. Figures. I'm sure that as soon as i think, "ok, back in the saddle" they'll all evaporate and/or blow me off. Oh how i loathe dating. I wonder how much mail order brides are running these days....
wow i must've had a good time, judging by the headache i have this morning 
so Velvet Love Box was awesome as usual, saw lots and lots of friends i havent seen in awhile. it was a good day.
so Velvet Love Box was awesome as usual, saw lots and lots of friends i havent seen in awhile. it was a good day. Blah, so i went to a wedding and ran into my ex. She apparently was unaware that i would be there. Oops, she got caught in a lie! Oops, everything she told me was crap! Oops, Her Roommate/Boyfriend is prolly gonna find out what she's been doing for the last six months! Heheh, i havent decided whether to let loose with a little justice or not. I guess we will see. So my car broke down, ugh! Works been kinda slow, so i dont have a whole lot of disposable income right now. Guess that means i'll have plenty of time for my journal entries on here!
tues. may 25th
Broke it off with the women i've loved for about a year now. just a fucked up situation in general. It really didnt have to be this way... oh well nothing whiskey and coke cant get you past...
Broke it off with the women i've loved for about a year now. just a fucked up situation in general. It really didnt have to be this way... oh well nothing whiskey and coke cant get you past...
