Ever feel a little left out?
ok maybe i should get a grip. just feeling a bit wierd and left out. too hot to go anywhere too broke to do anything, dont wanna hang out with my mom. Shin's off with kids and relatives and i'm not invited. so here i sit waiting for it to rain, and it wont. it never really rains here. you plant seeds they come up only to wither in the heat. i guess i'm just like a plant sitting here desperately waiting for a little love to come raining down the skys cloud up but the rain dont fall. no i'm not mad or anything, just could use a hug right now and some warmth. new aches and pains and nerve loss, you know the usual. just really fustraiting. and it just seems like no one gives a flying fuck .not my kids not no one. there all just too damn busy. So if you been wondering why no new Scandi pics? Maybe this will explain.

it is hard to take pics when your body is involentarly moving and your face is twitching.

I'm upset i'm crying and i just want all this sickness to stop.