I see why they call this site Suicide Girls.
Every blog I read damn near is some of the most emo shit ever.
Some of the dudes on this site need to sack the fuck up too.
You cry like a bitch about every little thing then have the audacity to wonder why you're still alone in this world.
Catch a clue dumb asses.
Anyway that concludes today's rant.
Smile you fuckers, life's too short to be all ho-hum everyday...esh
Anyway, I'll be returning soon with a massive blog full of pics,videos,stories and shit.
Toodles bitch
Every blog I read damn near is some of the most emo shit ever.
Some of the dudes on this site need to sack the fuck up too.
You cry like a bitch about every little thing then have the audacity to wonder why you're still alone in this world.
Catch a clue dumb asses.
Anyway that concludes today's rant.
Smile you fuckers, life's too short to be all ho-hum everyday...esh
Anyway, I'll be returning soon with a massive blog full of pics,videos,stories and shit.
Toodles bitch
Once again, I have reactivated and returned for anyone who gives a shit still. 
The CHAMP IS HERE.
Just booked my trip to South by Southwest Festival today.
Stupid stoked about it.
I'll come leave a real blog in a couple of days.
The CHAMP IS HERE.
Just booked my trip to South by Southwest Festival today.
Stupid stoked about it.
I'll come leave a real blog in a couple of days.
Just wanted to say..
Go Ravens and 49ers this weekend.
My pre-season Super Bowl was Baltimore and Green Bay.
Now since Green Bay is out (tragic),I have all my eggs in the Ravens basket. (ANYONE BUT BRADY THO REALLY)
Speaking of which, how amazing was that Ravens/Broncos game last weekend?
Definitely a top 5 game I've ever seen, that touchdown to Jones was BEAUTIFUL!
Also, the Manti Teo story has been He-Larry-Us!
Fucking hate Notre Dame
Will return with a real update sometime this week.
Oh yeah, Thursday I get to go see Inspektah Deck from Wu-Tang at my local raging establishment..it sure be awesome.
Smoke something bitch.
Go Ravens and 49ers this weekend.
My pre-season Super Bowl was Baltimore and Green Bay.
Now since Green Bay is out (tragic),I have all my eggs in the Ravens basket. (ANYONE BUT BRADY THO REALLY)
Speaking of which, how amazing was that Ravens/Broncos game last weekend?
Definitely a top 5 game I've ever seen, that touchdown to Jones was BEAUTIFUL!
Also, the Manti Teo story has been He-Larry-Us!
Fucking hate Notre Dame
Will return with a real update sometime this week.
Oh yeah, Thursday I get to go see Inspektah Deck from Wu-Tang at my local raging establishment..it sure be awesome.
Smoke something bitch.
And here we are..
At the cusp of the apocalypse.
'Doomdays' a mere 9 hrs and 15 minutes (getting technical..it's suppose to 'end' 4:12 am Central time)
And what am I doing?
Smoking chronic, jamming Deftones and The Smashing Pumpkins and cooking bacon...
I do believe I am ready.
(In case something crazy actually does happen, I'll see you in the Astral world my friends,safe travels)
"What are they gonna do when they face off with a gray man
Prepare to meet your maker in the skies over the pyramids
Check stonehenge
Go ask the Mayans
2012 soon come
I will be waitin' sayin' I told you so
When the skies are ripped open
And the mothership lands on your cynical ass
Maybe then you will believe & concede
That you can't hide the sun
Can't hide the moon
Can't keep some secrets so big
Yes, the truth must transcend
And when it does, my friend I will be chillin' by the TV
Rockin' with CNN
Yeah, my bong in hand
Surrounded by friends
When the world as we know it will end "
At the cusp of the apocalypse.
'Doomdays' a mere 9 hrs and 15 minutes (getting technical..it's suppose to 'end' 4:12 am Central time)
And what am I doing?
Smoking chronic, jamming Deftones and The Smashing Pumpkins and cooking bacon...
I do believe I am ready.
(In case something crazy actually does happen, I'll see you in the Astral world my friends,safe travels)
"What are they gonna do when they face off with a gray man
Prepare to meet your maker in the skies over the pyramids
Check stonehenge
Go ask the Mayans
2012 soon come
I will be waitin' sayin' I told you so
When the skies are ripped open
And the mothership lands on your cynical ass
Maybe then you will believe & concede
That you can't hide the sun
Can't hide the moon
Can't keep some secrets so big
Yes, the truth must transcend
And when it does, my friend I will be chillin' by the TV
Rockin' with CNN
Yeah, my bong in hand
Surrounded by friends
When the world as we know it will end "
And today, We mourn for humanity.
R.I.P. to those who lost they lives today.
Prayer and thoughts to all the families lives forever changed and those permanently affected or scarred.
Being a father of a 3rd grader myself, I couldn't fathom the thought.
R.I.P. to those who lost they lives today.
Prayer and thoughts to all the families lives forever changed and those permanently affected or scarred.
Being a father of a 3rd grader myself, I couldn't fathom the thought.
Kendrick Lamar in Kansas City tonight.
I'm fucking super stoked..dead ass.
"Now I was raised in a sandbox, next to you and her
You was holding the handgun, she was giving birth
To a baby boy to be just like you, I wonder what's that worth
I-I wonder if you ever knew that you was a role model to me first
The next day I-I woke up in the morning, seen you on the news
Looked in the mirror, then realized I-I-I had something to prove
You told me "Don't be like me, just finish watching cartoons"
Which is funny now cause all I see is Wile E. Coyotes in the road"
I'm fucking super stoked..dead ass.
"Now I was raised in a sandbox, next to you and her
You was holding the handgun, she was giving birth
To a baby boy to be just like you, I wonder what's that worth
I-I wonder if you ever knew that you was a role model to me first
The next day I-I woke up in the morning, seen you on the news
Looked in the mirror, then realized I-I-I had something to prove
You told me "Don't be like me, just finish watching cartoons"
Which is funny now cause all I see is Wile E. Coyotes in the road"
I have been completely unable to maintain any semblance of relationship on any level
I have been a bastard to the people who have actively attempted to deliver me from peril
I have been acutely undeserving of the ear that listens up and the lips that kissed me on the temple
I have been accustomed to a stubborn disposition that admits it wish it's history disassembled
I have been a hypocrite in sermonizing tolerance while skimming for a ministry to pretzel
I have been unfairly resentful of those I wish that acted different when the bidding was essential
I have been a terrible communicator prone to isolation over sympathy for devils
I have been my own worst enemy since the very genesis of rebels
And, I'm back.
I have been a bastard to the people who have actively attempted to deliver me from peril
I have been acutely undeserving of the ear that listens up and the lips that kissed me on the temple
I have been accustomed to a stubborn disposition that admits it wish it's history disassembled
I have been a hypocrite in sermonizing tolerance while skimming for a ministry to pretzel
I have been unfairly resentful of those I wish that acted different when the bidding was essential
I have been a terrible communicator prone to isolation over sympathy for devils
I have been my own worst enemy since the very genesis of rebels
And, I'm back.
My brains contaminated
Hella rotten
Wasn't me that killed you
Who was it what was it
The effects of the mildew
My brain's wilted
In my eyes the world is a bit tilted
Lord take me away
Before somebody else gets killed
Blood spilled
Seriously
This is the letter to my homies
I'll be missin'
God told me to behold a pale horse
But I didn't listen
It's hard man
This may be my last post for awhile. My account is suppose to run out but I have no idea when it will for sure.
I will be back, don't be trying to take ownership of my groups mafuccas.
I may just take a little break from here.
I've just been busy with everything that encompasses the summer..BBQ,swimming,drinks,sunshine,baseball games,running around with the kiddo,etc.
Went to Game 6 of The Western Conference Finals in Oklahoma City last week.
It sucked to watch my Spurs lose the game and the series but I was happy that I at least got to see what is probably the last game of the "Duncan-era" in San Antonio.
I was like the only Spurs fan there, which made the crowd around me that much more interesting.
The first half, these mafuccas HATED me..couple tried to start fights,had some dude shoulder check the fuck out of me while moving through the crowd,etc.
Second half once OKC took the lead, the hate calmed down some and they started becoming tolerable.
Me in "Thunder Alley" have some drinks before the game
That's Shaquille O'Neal,Charles Barkley,Kenny Smith and EJ behind me
A screen cap of me on TNT during the game that one of my friends was able to catch.
My sister got married 2 weeks ago.
It was weird having so much family in town that I hadn't seen in forever..Aella came into town too.
It was nice to see my very deserving sister take that step in her life and to a good guy as well.
Too many open bars!
My mother and me drinking some Irish Car Bombs...she'd drink you pussies under the table
Suited up with a hat and sneakers..Gangsta son!
I got me a bottle of Maynard J. Keenan's (Tool,Perfect Circle) wine.
Busy week coming up.
Get to see my homies in Spineshank again..I haven't seen any of them since Jon (The singer) and I went to hit up Vegas like a year and a half ago...so eager to get drunk and act stupid with them fools.
Headed to the lake with my friends Dawn and Christina for Christina's bday..i guess they got some bad ass suite on the lake and has all kinds of comps and shit..should be INTERESTING
At The Left Hand Of God cd release show next Saturday
All my Cali friends.....I will be out there August 16-20 in San Bernandino for the Rock The Bells festival. The show is on the 18-19th from like 12-12..so beyond that I have absolutely nothing planned...so if any of you would like to hang out..get fucked up..do some stupid shit..anything..please let me know. I will be solo and have no car..so someone come hang out!
Some songs I've been hooked on lately.
A video I shot from the Manson show last month..front row,dead center..took a beating getting here.
And Go Heat!
Hella rotten
Wasn't me that killed you
Who was it what was it
The effects of the mildew
My brain's wilted
In my eyes the world is a bit tilted
Lord take me away
Before somebody else gets killed
Blood spilled
Seriously
This is the letter to my homies
I'll be missin'
God told me to behold a pale horse
But I didn't listen
It's hard man
This may be my last post for awhile. My account is suppose to run out but I have no idea when it will for sure.
I will be back, don't be trying to take ownership of my groups mafuccas.
I may just take a little break from here.
I've just been busy with everything that encompasses the summer..BBQ,swimming,drinks,sunshine,baseball games,running around with the kiddo,etc.
Went to Game 6 of The Western Conference Finals in Oklahoma City last week.
It sucked to watch my Spurs lose the game and the series but I was happy that I at least got to see what is probably the last game of the "Duncan-era" in San Antonio.
I was like the only Spurs fan there, which made the crowd around me that much more interesting.
The first half, these mafuccas HATED me..couple tried to start fights,had some dude shoulder check the fuck out of me while moving through the crowd,etc.
Second half once OKC took the lead, the hate calmed down some and they started becoming tolerable.
Me in "Thunder Alley" have some drinks before the game
That's Shaquille O'Neal,Charles Barkley,Kenny Smith and EJ behind me
A screen cap of me on TNT during the game that one of my friends was able to catch.
My sister got married 2 weeks ago.
It was weird having so much family in town that I hadn't seen in forever..Aella came into town too.
It was nice to see my very deserving sister take that step in her life and to a good guy as well.
Too many open bars!
My mother and me drinking some Irish Car Bombs...she'd drink you pussies under the table
Suited up with a hat and sneakers..Gangsta son!
I got me a bottle of Maynard J. Keenan's (Tool,Perfect Circle) wine.
Busy week coming up.
Get to see my homies in Spineshank again..I haven't seen any of them since Jon (The singer) and I went to hit up Vegas like a year and a half ago...so eager to get drunk and act stupid with them fools.
Headed to the lake with my friends Dawn and Christina for Christina's bday..i guess they got some bad ass suite on the lake and has all kinds of comps and shit..should be INTERESTING
At The Left Hand Of God cd release show next Saturday
All my Cali friends.....I will be out there August 16-20 in San Bernandino for the Rock The Bells festival. The show is on the 18-19th from like 12-12..so beyond that I have absolutely nothing planned...so if any of you would like to hang out..get fucked up..do some stupid shit..anything..please let me know. I will be solo and have no car..so someone come hang out!
Some songs I've been hooked on lately.
A video I shot from the Manson show last month..front row,dead center..took a beating getting here.
And Go Heat!
On this day 8 years ago, I became a Father.
My saving grace was born and I would never be the same person again.
Prior to her being born, I NEVER saw myself being anything that could resemble a parent.
I guess that could be because I was so young at that time (I was 21 when she was born)
I was a super out of control BOY before all that.
Super heavy drug abuser,no kind of morality,Narcissistic,struggling to find any kind of balance for myself...but it was clearly because I didn't give a fuck too. Youth self destruction in it's purest of forms.
I can honestly say, I would have been dead or locked away (how cliche I know) if not for her..and I know this for almost fact.
And boy was I scared a s fuck when I found out she was on the way (which sadly diluted some of her Mother's joy, I was too blind to get outside of my selfishness)
Lucky for me though, 8 years ago I did get my life changer.
I named her Skylar Morean....her Mom chose the first name..I got the middle name..
I got the name from a model I was into when I was a young teenager..Moreana Corwin (again, I was young..lol)
She has taught me many things about myself that have helped build me into the more stable and balanced MAN that I am today.
A vast majority of the movement forward in my life is solely because of her.
It scares me how fast she is growing up tho, I guess I never really believed the "they grow up before you know it" phrase I've heard forever.
I kind of wish she could just stay my little Princess forever, but wishful thinking there.
Soon Makeup and boys will replace the dolls and cartoons..and I'm probably not ready for it.
I don't want to be pulling shotguns on these little motherfuckers anytime soon.
Anyway this was just an appreciation for my little girl, she saved me from myself.
Or this line I think describes it best..
"My hearts been broke for a while, Yours has been the one keeping me alive"
Taken yesterday
And these are the songs that I've always dedicated to my daughter (if you point out how you can't officially dedicate material you did not write, I will put a fucking blunt out in your cornea)
My saving grace was born and I would never be the same person again.
Prior to her being born, I NEVER saw myself being anything that could resemble a parent.
I guess that could be because I was so young at that time (I was 21 when she was born)
I was a super out of control BOY before all that.
Super heavy drug abuser,no kind of morality,Narcissistic,struggling to find any kind of balance for myself...but it was clearly because I didn't give a fuck too. Youth self destruction in it's purest of forms.
I can honestly say, I would have been dead or locked away (how cliche I know) if not for her..and I know this for almost fact.
And boy was I scared a s fuck when I found out she was on the way (which sadly diluted some of her Mother's joy, I was too blind to get outside of my selfishness)
Lucky for me though, 8 years ago I did get my life changer.
I named her Skylar Morean....her Mom chose the first name..I got the middle name..
I got the name from a model I was into when I was a young teenager..Moreana Corwin (again, I was young..lol)
She has taught me many things about myself that have helped build me into the more stable and balanced MAN that I am today.
A vast majority of the movement forward in my life is solely because of her.
It scares me how fast she is growing up tho, I guess I never really believed the "they grow up before you know it" phrase I've heard forever.
I kind of wish she could just stay my little Princess forever, but wishful thinking there.
Soon Makeup and boys will replace the dolls and cartoons..and I'm probably not ready for it.
I don't want to be pulling shotguns on these little motherfuckers anytime soon.
Anyway this was just an appreciation for my little girl, she saved me from myself.
Or this line I think describes it best..
"My hearts been broke for a while, Yours has been the one keeping me alive"
Taken yesterdayAnd these are the songs that I've always dedicated to my daughter (if you point out how you can't officially dedicate material you did not write, I will put a fucking blunt out in your cornea)
