i think my account will run out soon. considering i got my account just a week or so after terry got his and his account ran out yesterday. we do not plan on giving SG anymo' money either. seeing the lovely naked ladies was nice for the past 6 months...but i got better stuff to blow money on. ouch.

to whoever gives a fuck...i am going to start using my livejournal again. here it is

now i leave you all to search the internet for cockrings and free catalogs.

too much information?? nah.

BYE

last night i was playing in the floor with my little one. she was hiding under a box and i was poking my head under peek-a-booing. my head got too close to our berber carpet and my fuckin' curved taper in my ear got hooked in a loop. AHHHHHH. after scrabling trying to unhook it i immeadiatly touched my ear to feel for blood. sure enough, there was blood. was a huge tear but im sure i could've fit a 8 ga or maybe even a 6 through it. (it is just 10ga now) fucking painful i tell you. i thought me poor earlobe was ripped off. i think im just going to let it heal back up on it's on, with the taper still in it. of course this tear will probably cause some scar tissue to form making future stretching more painful. but what do i know. OH WELL. something exciting did happen this morning though when i was cleaning them. i took the taper out and i could see through my hole! i got all giddy and shit. w00t.

hmmph.
i HATE my birth control pills. i havent had a period since dec 5th. not preg. i took 2 tests. i have always been very regular too. i cant stand irregularity like that. my mind is a constant state of disarray as it is. i dont need anymore disorder, thanks.
these damned pills have also screwed my physically too.
i have gas and bloat all the time. (but that may be due to my high fiber intake) my hair on my head falls out like crazy. i have wads in the shower. why the fuck cant my armpit or leg hairs fall out?!? i have also have record amounts of zits on my face. as of now two on my chin and a cluster of three on my forhead. that alone is making me insane. i have NEVER had more than two at a time and that is only at the start of my period. but wait...I HAVE NO FUCKING PERIOD ANYMORE!

while im on this rampage i may as well bitch about the weather.
what the hell is next? a volcano eruption? meteor showers?
i think everyone is having some screwed up weather. mudslides floods snow tornadoes and shit. just the other day we had to go into the neighbors tornado shelter. ugh that shit is scary. tornados SUCK. and soon it will be tornado season here.

i need another profile pic. considering i don't have red hair anymore. *sniff* i dreamed i had red hair the other night. *sniff*

- two year anniversary next saturday. i wonder what my husband has planned? *hint*hint*

oh well. nothing more to say.
BIE

np: dead or alive - you spin me right round (fuckin 80s style)

wow i havent updated in a while.

a few thing...

-xmas was great. lots of stuff and happiness.

-i quit smoking on jan. 5th. FUCK i want a clove.

-i've been eating like a pig...due to not smoking.

-i decided to start stretching my lobes. 10 ga now.

-just got over a cold.

-i miss being a redhead. blonde hair sucks! (the things you do for love *sigh*)

-our weather here has been straight up retarded. for example: 72 is the high for wed. and 42 is the high for fri.

-i think im starting to feel depressed.


i stay home all day. no car/liscence. no way to go anywhere. the only time i go anywhere is to get groceries once or twice a week. and we visit terry's parents often. to be fucking honest i have NO friends. i know i have you seana but you live all the way across the country that sucks, cus you rock.

oh well. this is my damn update.
something smells like cat shit. hope its not me.


BIE

Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!


yep, that's all i have to say.


oh yeah... I LOVE TERRY AND JULI!!!!!

i hate updating this shit.
i will be damned if i write interesting essays everyday for a handful of people to read. sorry guys.

ill just say a few things and that's it. i have marshmellow cream to eat and a clove to smoke. I HAVE NO TIME FOR THIS!

we bought a camcorder last sunday...and a tripod.

still have a few xmas gifts to buy.

soon i will cry...and soon i will show you why.

if you havent already go check out vanessa and mary's recnt sets.


i must go now. you FOOLS.

BYE

in 2 days all of your family and friends could be at your funeral.
isn't that a fucked up thought?
it's so easy to die. i mean, the human body is such a fragile thing. at any time your heart could just stop. a drunk driver could smash into you. you could slip fall and break your neck. you could spontaneously combust.
and you never know when it could happen.

that brings me to this question...
if you could know the time and date of your death....would you want to know?

me? hell yes i would want to know. of course i would try like a bitch to prevent it. but i would want to know mainly because i would want to be sure i could say goodbye and i wouldn't die having an enemy.

ok-i'll stop being morbid now.

i'll just talk about more things that will bore the fuck out of you!

last night, i was outside smoking (bad carmen) and heard these cows down the road mooing and screaming. yeah, cows were screaming. it sounded so fucked up. sounded like they were being slaughered.
but they were probably drowning or some shit.
it's been raining so damn much here. the field behind our horse pasture looks like a lake.

well i have only a half of a clove left. i have ultimately decided that starting JAn. 1st i will not buy another pack.
i know it wont be that hard....i never smoke more than 2 a day. somedays i only smoke a half. but that little bit just feels so nice. kind of like eating chocolate. ...now i'm not making any sense...


god this entry sucks.

BYE

i love pimpdaddyshaggy.


i love his butt.


i love his lips and whiskers.

i love everything else too. but i decided not to share those.


this is all i have to say.
BYE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

FUCK! i hate being a woman sometimes. and i hate men for having it so easy.

someone please give me something to break.

last night it got down to 30 degrees. fucking COLD. and as of right now i am sweating, half naked. and trying to decide if i should turn the AC on or raise a window. this kind of weather would seem normal if it were march. but december?!?

EEk. december came quick this year. it seems to come quicker with each year. and the depressing thing is, i know it will not slow down. soon, i'll be getting my daughter ready for school. and then comes the grey hairs and wrinkles. AHHHHHHHHH!

i've been trying to think of some kind of new years resolution... maybe quit smoking ...again. and try to find some way to make money.

since i have nothing interesting to say i suppose i can post some un-interesting pics.

more toy silliness.
kane chokeslamming shaggy


i call this one...pez intimidation.


i finally got a pic of that opossum that has been hanging around my porch.

and i thought i'd add this goofy looking pic of me when i was 11...christmas 1992. old skool.



nothing more.
BYE

our thanksgiving was good. yep. pretty good. your's?

woke up the next morning at 6 and went shopping. weeeeeeee. that was the earliest i had been up in a while. had my coffe and then cappicino and was buzzing around. we got about half of the gifts bought. we decided to get a few things for ourselves while we were out too got some new charcoal grey cordoroys and a cookie monster shirt. hub got some jeans. then we went to toys r us. WEEEEE. now that was fun. not. it was like a fuckin maze in that place. but we did find this new BADASS spawn figure, that we HAD to buy. he looked so damn cool i had to take some pics of him.

say cheese spawn!!!



while playing with spawn i decided to break out another spawn toy and have him attack the a-hole santa claus. remember how mean that santa is in rudolph the rednosed reindeer???

here is a sweet pic to leave you guys with.