AHHHHH, I am an UNCLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I, obviously, knew this was going to happen for a while, but my baby sister's due date was May 1st so I wasn't expecting this "so" soon. I have know she was pregnant for 3 month, but it didn't hit me that I was going to become Uncle Sam today. It was so surreal and amazing because I got to see my nephew for the first time today. I could not be prouder of my baby sister (smalls) for being so great.
More pics of my little buddy to come. This whole thing has been so life changing. A couple of months ago my sister and I were not seeing each other as family at all. The moment I got to come into the room and see Marcus Nathan for the first time was the greatest moment of my life to date. I couldn't think of not sharing this with SG because even though I am a shy person; both offline and on, I feel a sense of familiarity with people from this site because I absolutely love tattoos and being different; which, anyone who actually reads this is aware of, being "different" in my family is liking cartoons. I continue to love coming to this site and seeing all it has to offer every single day.
So for anyone who actually will read this I feel the need to say this. I love any and all tattoos on any person. I feel tattoos are a visual expression of a person's personality. I hope that my own body has a ton of tattoos one day, but the reason I could see this never happening is because of my family. My family is very "conservative" for my taste and I say this because I am absolutely terrified to get any other tattoos because I feel that my family will shun me for doing so. Just being a member of this site has helped me be so much more confident in going after this body art pursues.
More pics of my little buddy to come. This whole thing has been so life changing. A couple of months ago my sister and I were not seeing each other as family at all. The moment I got to come into the room and see Marcus Nathan for the first time was the greatest moment of my life to date. I couldn't think of not sharing this with SG because even though I am a shy person; both offline and on, I feel a sense of familiarity with people from this site because I absolutely love tattoos and being different; which, anyone who actually reads this is aware of, being "different" in my family is liking cartoons. I continue to love coming to this site and seeing all it has to offer every single day.
So for anyone who actually will read this I feel the need to say this. I love any and all tattoos on any person. I feel tattoos are a visual expression of a person's personality. I hope that my own body has a ton of tattoos one day, but the reason I could see this never happening is because of my family. My family is very "conservative" for my taste and I say this because I am absolutely terrified to get any other tattoos because I feel that my family will shun me for doing so. Just being a member of this site has helped me be so much more confident in going after this body art pursues.
Man, today is just one of those days that eats away at you and gives nothing but suck back. I hate job hunting, I actually miss consistent employment. Freelance work is nice, but I just want someone to give me a job now! Plus Colorado drivers suck in this weather condition; which makes no sense. How can people live in a snowy state and not know how to drive in this weather. Mini rant done, thank for listening.
For the longest time I have felt out of place in the world. I always felt I had to hide who I truly am because everyone, and I mean everyone (family and friend) around me, would look at me in a strange and weird way when I tried being me. I still feel this way, but since joining this site over a year ago I finally feel like I can be who I really am in some part of my life and it is liberating. I have never felt this freeing feeling ever in my life as I did the day I joined. I feel I don't need to hide that I like mange and anime. I don't need to hide that I wish I had more tattoos than blank skin. I haven't felt like me my whole life till I joined SuicideGirls because I haven't met anyone on this site that isn't true to who they are. In my daily life in Colorado I feel that if I step out side of anyone's comfort zone that everyone will look at you different; regardless of who you are, what you look like, or what you like. I know no one is listening but it feels so good to get this out and possible for maybe anyone to know that this site makes me feel like I am myself for probably the first time in my life. If you listen thanks you 
and thank you to all of the SuicideGirls community for making me feel at home.
and thank you to all of the SuicideGirls community for making me feel at home.Long time, and sadly not been too busy. past 6 months I've been looking for a job of any kind but to no luck. Luckily I've been able to work for my dad getting his house ready for someone to live in which has kept me sane. Not having work sucks when most of your friends have a job of sorts, but it could be worse. I'm looking up still and hoping things work out.
Sweet, I'm on a one month countdown till I get to go out to Cali for a week. Gonna be in the San Fransisco bay area, so need ideas on what to do out there. Also finally got an invite to Google+ and I have to say it's interesting to play around on haha. hope it goes public sooner so more people can join. might end up being a facebook killer, who knows.
