I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaack on SG
Love me agaiiiiiiin
HAHAHA

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I`m back on SG !!!!!!!!!
After almost 4 years

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OK, a looooooooong time ago from my last update,
almost 8 months,
I didn't want to write all that i was passing,
it's almost one year that o broke up with my boyfriend.
And I don't surpass that yet.
I pass through many many things in 2006
A severe depression, many diseases, lost friends,
many many aaaaa fuckin' lot of bile spilled
I suffered a lot this year, I expect that in the journey of this can surpass all that, and I don't want to explain more 'cuz I want to leave all behind.

U can post me in my fotolog:

My fotolog *

I cut my hair after the dreads i made me 'cuz my hair ended so ugly
but i look better now
I upload new pics.

Hope u like it and give me ur opinion
sorry that i've been so disconnected from SG ;(
i'll answer all the post

This is from Halloween <3



One of my best friends <3 & me



Another from Halloween.




Collage Halloween, when i cut my hair 1st time



The most recent.

This year have sucked in a superlative way .. i can pass over my ex - boyfriend thing .. It's so hard .. and i still love him so damn much .. i don't know why if he forgot me so fast and all the things that he have done ..

In other thins my pc sucks ! i can't up my pics and i have new ones !! a lot .. so .. i've to put one with URL ..

My friends an i made me purple dreds i was so happy with them .. but i'm not allowed to take them to school



This were one of our songs .. and now match so much with me ..

"No Ordinary Love"

I gave you all the love I've got I gave you more than I could give
Gave you love
I gave you all that I had inside and you took my love
You took my love

Didn't I tell you?
What I believe
Did somebody say that?
A love like ours will last
Didn't I give you all that I got to
Give, Babe

I give you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I give you all that I had inside and you took my love
You took my love

I keep trying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like
You and I
Baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
(Ordinary)
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
(Ordinary love)

When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Ahh

Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
Love like ours wont' last
Didn't I give you all that I got to
Give, baby

This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love
(Ordinary)
This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love
(Ordinary love)

I keep trying

I keep trying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like
You and I
Baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love

Keep crying for you
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you


A Beautiful Lie

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
Cuz this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful...

This is our song ..

Demolition Lovers

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

This year have sucked in a superlative way .. i can pass over my ex - boyfriend thing .. It's so hard .. and i still love him so damn much .. i don't know why if he forgot me so fast and all the things that he have done ..

In other thins my pc sucks ! i can't up my pics and i have new ones !! a lot .. so .. i've to put one with URL ..



This were one of our songs .. and now match so much with me ..

"No Ordinary Love"

I gave you all the love I've got I gave you more than I could give
Gave you love
I gave you all that I had inside and you took my love
You took my love

Didn't I tell you?
What I believe
Did somebody say that?
A love like ours will last
Didn't I give you all that I got to
Give, Babe

I give you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I give you all that I had inside and you took my love
You took my love

I keep trying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like
You and I
Baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
(Ordinary)
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
(Ordinary love)

When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Ahh

Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
Love like ours wont' last
Didn't I give you all that I got to
Give, baby

This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love
(Ordinary)
This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love
(Ordinary love)

I keep trying

I keep trying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like
You and I
Baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
Ordinary love

Keep crying for you
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you


A Beautiful Lie

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
Cuz this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful...

This is our song ..

Demolition Lovers

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

Well i haven't updated in a loooong looong time.. i wasn't in very good mood to write all my catrastophic life since december ..

January and February have been 2 of my worst months in all my life i was in a very deep, awful and worrying depression, do you remember about my boyfriend thing? well that's the reason .. he told me that i should give him some time .. 'cuz he had to think some things but he "didn't want" to break up .. but i was really really sad and very very depress, i never stop eating .. and those days my appetite disappeared completly .. i had principles of cough and flu .. and with the depression and with the no eating thing .. i got worst .. veeery .. then my cough and flu converted into a chronic bronchitis, i lost weight, i was very sick i looked very awful, my parents were so worried about me .. and me with all those feelings .. i can't believe it still .. i started to eat again 2 weeks later .. but things with my ex didn't went well .. those days .. every day were hell .. i didn't go to school for a week (for the bronchitis thing .. ) my ex .. changed a fuckin' lot .. i still haven't a fuckin' idea of what could happened to him .. he isn't the guy i used to know .. the one i used to love so deeply .. ironically we complied 10 months in San Valentine's day .. i imagined that day sooo different he even't call me .. i told him a friday that i want to talk to him that weekend .. exactly : sunday he told me ooh yeah i'll go to your home .. he didn't came, i call him aaaargh a lot of lies it passed monday, tuesday (valentine's day ) i wanted to talked to him 'cuz i thought in a limit day 'cuz i couldnt be like that .. no .. it was a lot to me .. and for my health too and i didn't want to pass Valentine's day in expectation .. i called him that day .. he told me that he would go next day .. i knew that he didn't want to go on .. i cried a fuckin' lot and the next day .. he broke up with me .. he's such a bastard all the things he said to me .. that he wanted to marry me , have kids with me .. "forever" .. bla bla all was shit .. aaargh so many things now he's with a slut that i hate.. i think that he's with that whore long time ago .. since we were a couple .. i'm not sure but once i felt that .. aaaaaaaargh it makes me aaaaargh so much frustration .. you can't imagine how much .. i'm better now .. i've to .. 'cuz i had another illnes .. after i knew about that whore .. and another stuff (and a lot) after all the stress, exams, my parents out of town, my grand pa's death those days .. all that .. my body can't resist it .. i ended in the hospital with an intravenous injection for my chronic gastritis .. it was veeeery painful .. 'cuz it was like a explosion of that .. if i haven't gone ... x_X probably i wouldn't be here .. very , very bad times .. the same with my band for the same thing 'cuz that stupid it's a guitarrist there .. so you can imagina how difficult it is .. we have to talk .. 'cuz there's a show in April 8th that's very important .. ah there's so much stuff .. i'll tell u later .. ir was enough ..

I can't up my pics where i'm singing!!! but there's others .. i pierced my lip!!



My SG blouse arrived in january or february i don't remember .. aaaaaaaaah i looveee it what do u think?






And here's a pic from yesterday .. awful resolution .. you now cellphones



Friday .. oh it's my birthday .. time is running out (like muse's song ) so fast .. Hope that i could be happy and i could have a lof of fun (altough is difficult in this fuckin' shitty town )

Thanks for all your comments!!

hi, im kryziz, i'm here in samara akasha's home and we're doing nasty stuff yeap
if we got more than 100 comments we're going to post pictures

Thanks a fuckin' Lot for all your comments I luv ya thanks for the my friends condolences and comments of my pics I appreciate that so much well i haven't updated for a while .. I played with my band &#9734; LeveL of Luxury &#9734; Friday 6th It went very weLL kryziz took some pics of me and the other members .. I luv to sing



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This friday we played too but i hate when i don't hear anything.. No one could hear my microphone .. Only the Alexis one (the other vocal) I hate that! 'cuz i'm there like a muppet anyway the last song rocks

I'm so fuckin' sad.. 'cuz my boyfriend changed a lot with me.. i gave him a letter.. i've spoken with him a lot of times.. and he goes the same fuckin' and awful way that he's being now with me i don't bear that 'cuz I luv him sooooo fuckin' much.. we've 9 months being couple.. and I like him, i luv him everythiiiiiiing.. ! I hope that he could be like he was before ..




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Thanks for those who left a comment in my last journal uptdate of my friends who died Last week and almost all my hoLidays have been very difficult.. In New Year's afternoon I was in the Jesser's funeral .. It was so horrible when you see the family, mother,father and brothers mostly crying so hard .. I cried a lot that day heard the father and brother's words .. See when the coffin/tomb it's going down.. It was veery difficult..

New year's party sucked a lot.. for all that that happened my father was scared.. and he didn't let me go out with my boyfriend and friends i was going to go to a rave most for fun that other reason.. Anyway they left me in my home .. Monday.. I didn't do anything important..

Yesterday kryziz and danny came to my home.. it was very fun we watched Queen of the damned and we ate sushi ooh it was so delicious .. I laughed a lot.. I want that so hard

Today i went to practice with my band &#9734; LeveL of Luxury &#9734; I sing in: Pulmonary archery - Alexis on fire and in Ride the Wings of pestilence - From first to last i love that song..

I took some pictures in this week ... hope you like it

AkAsHa in purple <3


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Hope this year will be fuckin' nice to everyone

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&#9734; My life sucks letely..

&#9734; Today 2 friends died one of them was more close to me.. in x-mas many friends, my boyfriend and I were in his brother's bar.. And I felt very fine.. 'cuz I was talking with him (Jezzer the one who was more close to me) and he invited me a bit of his british beer and food.. hehe and he said .. Hey you pigs! The ladies first .. I liked him very much he was really nice.. I can't belive it.. He was only 16 years old.. fuckin' alcohol i hate it.. they were drunk in the highway.. You can imagine what happened... I can't belive that i was with him Sunday's evening .. we were having fun.. and now.. his gone.. ='( &#9734;


&#9734; This 3 december have sucked: 3 years ago.. My dog that I love more that my friends.. She was my sister
dies .. Last december one of my best friends almost dies and she was in coma.. and one girlfriend call me to tell me that one girlfriend of hers died and the fuckers animals of shit raped and mutileted her.. and now Jezzer.. aaargh what days &#9734;

&#9734; My x-mas sucked I've been crying 'cuz my familia (my grandpa's etc) they always are criticizing me but i didn't cry for that it was other detail.. but I fuckin' hate that it's ALWAYS i'm so sick of it.. &#9734;

&#9734; Then my boyfriend change a lot with me.. he says he don't but i feel it.. It is not paranoia ¬¬ I luv him very very much.. in x-mas afternoon i cried a fuckin' lot.. i Wrote a letter for him.. &#9734;

&#9734; My father doesn't want that I come out with my boyfriend and friends i was discussing with him the other day for that.. It's stupid for many reasons that i'll go with them to PLaya in new year's eve to stay there in new year's day.. &#9734;

&#9734; I'm so sad.. I hope that all this pass away fast.. And I could be happy .. 'cuz so long ago that i'm not.. I hate being in the emo - doom state..

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