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Sadistc Son was born on Jan. 31st @ 11:05am 6ibs 2oz, 18 3/4"

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JULY 9, 2009 @ 12:48 PM | 1 COMMENT


Well, I finally got everything taken care of (as far as calling in about the next step in my disability claim) However, in the process, I found out some things.

The post office did, infact loose the paperwork I sent out, but the Disability decision office decided that it wasn't important enough,a nd they could make the decision without it, because they had "all the information they need"

Also, Their conclusion that i can walk fine and not use a ane is becuse the cane is not prescribed.....seriously, wtf.I ended up raging quite a bit yesterday over that shit. I believe my words later in the day were "those peopel need to be raped with a bucket" and "The need a paint can jammed in their asses"

ahh fun times.

I'm on a mission. A mission to find a fucking pack of Peanut Chews in my damn town (I've bought them here before, but can not locate them now) Eric looked in 3 places for me with no luck frown







and of course, I'm still on the lookout for these,,,and will be forever...



stupid candy cravings.

OH YEAH. about a week ago or so, I had the best orgasm of my life. We recently went to walmart at 3am to buy rope (I went in a wheelechair, and made it fun tongue) Eric's been learning how to do certain bondage knots (and I've made up my own, being good at macrame and all)

I never thought I'd be the type of person who liked having my body completely bound. Turns out that I don't get to teach Eric everything, he gets to teach me something biggrin I fucking loved it. Best orgasm I've ever had, hands down.



I Fucking Love my husband!
I am no longer on the hunt for those Peanut Chews. Eric just came home with a pack (actualyl 2, but one's for when I get high) He went searching on the internet, found the 2 places that sell it within 100 miles biggrin and got me 2 of them :} god damn he's awesome.
JULY 3, 2009 @ 02:37 PM | 1 COMMENT


JUNE 30, 2009 @ 01:37 PM


oh dear god. I'm high, I'm realyl hungry (have no bread, milk, snacks, anything)

Tomorrow's Eric's 26th B-day,

AND...buh buh bum,

My left nipple itches.

Also, gonna go watch Grandma's Boy, then probably play some more Assassin's Creed biggrin
JUNE 25, 2009 @ 05:06 PM


JUNE 21, 2009 @ 11:06 PM


JUNE 20, 2009 @ 03:08 PM


So, it's been a week now since we went to the park, and I stupidly walked a lot. I'm still in pain >_> But not nearly as bad as yesterday, granted.

I made a new steampunk necklace yesterday (no pics at the moment though) and am still trying to sell some clothes of mine...with no luck. We have 1$ in the bank account atm >_> It feels so pathetic to say that. We did, however, buy Tickets to the midnight showing of Transformers, because god damn it, wwe've been planning that ince we saw the trailers...this was one of those "we know we don't have the money, and we don't care" because, as I said, it was planned long ago.

We meant to go to DHHR to apply for food stamps this week, but didn't get around to it. We were also going to shoot a new set tomorrow, but with how sore I've been, the location and positions would hurt rather than help. Especially since SG isn't helping me with my money troubles, so why hurt myself trying right now when it's obviously gonna lead to nothing. I could go on a rant about how shitty sets go live, etc etc, but 'm honestly not in the mood.

Oh, amanda made me an awesome Steampunkish hat ^_^ it has a little key, lace, flower and skull on it :} here's the pics she took (I don't look great, but oh well) this also shows a glimpse of my pink/red and black hair.





I think it's adorable, and it's so comfy.

I've gone back to rings in my nips for the time being. Smaller ones than the originals though. The barbells were working, till the right side one got caught on my pillow or something too many times, and well, it hurts more >_> So they're pissy, and it's my own fault. I'm also noticing how much ou piercer sucked the balls...Mine are crooked, and in different places on each tit. I know where I'm not gonna go next time.

I've agreed to possibly sing at my mother's wedding, as I haven't sang in public in a while, and I miss it. However, she wants me to sing the acoustic/live version of "Time after Time" and I need to find someone to play it while I sing (as I can't do the two at the same time very well) She also performes it with a Dulcimer, not a guitar, so I'd have to get someone to figure out a guitar version. Her's the video I'm going off of

JUNE 15, 2009 @ 01:20 PM


JUNE 4, 2009 @ 11:59 AM


So, aside from all the other things I have yet to update about (that of which includes Amanda's wedding, my awesome sunrise morning, etc)

Today, we celebrated this rainy day by getting our nipples pierced (Eric and I) Mike treated us to that and Burger King.

And I must say, that pain was a whole new category of pain, and I wish to never do it again, however, it was totally worth it. But seriously, it was , by far, the most painful set of piercings I've ever had.

Eric got his done first, and got them done with a 12g needle too. Here are the pics:



Oh yeah, I also dyed my bangs red :}

MAY 28, 2009 @ 10:34 PM


well this should be interesting, as I'm a bit drunk.

I did make it to amanda's second batcholoreyte party thingie, where I got stoned, and drank a bit, also, got along with the cunt stephanie--she's the one who got me high. I didn't make out with ehr as I usualyl do when we make up, but I was nice smile we were both civil, and she got me high to help my back smile

um....what else Oh, i re-bleached my hair today since the wedding is saturday, will probably do a second round tomorrow to fix any place I missed, and finish getting rid of the pink. The dye got rid of it for the most part.


And god damn it, I've gained at least 20ibs....so I feel fat now frown so I won't be doing a new set till I loose weight....which won't be happejning tiol I can move without hurting....

warbagarble. i think I wanna go back upstairs since well, there's techno upstairs,a s well as the hubby, and I'm drunk, so it's relevant to my interests tongue
MAY 22, 2009 @ 12:02 PM


Well, I got the ball rolling on the disability claim, which is a godo thing. Still not gonna have any money for at least 3 months...but we'll figure something out.

I missed Amanda's bachelorette party last night >_> The person organizing it told me about 2 weeks ago, and I had it in my head. I was gonna go to the party part but skip the strip club (as it was a dude one, and meh, not a big fan of seeing other wang; would have been all for it if it was a chick one) BUt I didn't realize that yesterday was the day--I was thinking it was the weekend, and I got really high last night because I hurt so fucking bad. I didn't realize the party was yesterday till it was almost midnight. I sent her an apology, and I know she'll understand. Plus, it was probably better that way, as Me and another Bridemaid hate one another, and she's the type to start confrontations. I wouldn't with it being amanda's party, as I have more respect for her than that.

Same goes for the wedding. Amanda even told Steph that if anythign happens, she's the one that's gonna get kicked out, not me regardless. But really, it's Amanda's day, so I'm not goijng to do anythign to ruin that. Steph is that kind of cunt though...

hmm, thinking of other updates that no one's gonna care about lolz.

Oh, we went to the midnight showing of Terminator L: Salvation. It was pretty fucking good. Way better than T3, however, Star Trek has me spoiled for awesomeness, as it was melt your face off awesome.

Oh, I'm gonna end up being blond for the wedding, because the color she agreed on, they didn't have frown but my dumb ass (as previously stated in older blogs) put the pink on my bangs. Only left it in for 10 minutes, so I figured it would wash out easy....I was wrong. It's barely coming out at all...'m washing it every day, even with head and shoulders (as that tends to get dye to come out good) I don't think the blond will cover what's left of the pink frown But at least I know this color is awesome as far as staying in my hair.

Any advice that wouldn't really cost money, as, I wouldn't be able to get anythign that we didn't already have money set aside for?
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