Such a long time away from SG !
I was busy. I got a new boyfriend, I had some school exams, I did some nunchaku, I'm looking for a job... Maybe planning to get tattooed at the Tattoo Art Fest in Paris.

Pics with my new piercing on the eyebrow !

I left my MacJob. It was too hard to not rock'n'roll every nite and party every day.

I told a boy I was thinking about him at every moment and he said : "I'm sorry, me I don't". Not that bad.

I'm going to London with my family tomorrow, so you won't hear about me until the next week !
Have a nice day

I began my McJob the day before yesterday.
So I worked almost all the weekend in a fast-food restaurant... The first day, it was difficult. I was in my uniform, giving hamburgers to people, and all the people were angry and hungry and Saturday night... It's a hard job, but it's still a job !
And yesterday (on Sunday) it was hard too but I was better... I like this job, yeah, but my back fucking hurts !

The end of the post is in English.

J'ai décidé d'écrire en français pour ce post car je n'arriverais jamais à exprimer toute ma tristesse dans la langue de Shakespeare et j'ai vraiment besoin de partager ce que je ressens maintenant.

Comme vous le savez peut-être j'écris dans un fanzine. L'autre jour, un article pas terrible a été proposé par une rédactrice et je lui ai donné quelques conseils pour l'améliorer. Son petit ami, que je connais très bien et avec qui j'étais encore amie il y a quelques heures de cela, m'a envoyé, en colère, un mail haineux et homophobe m'enjoignant à "bouffer la chatte" d'une ancienne rédactrice de ce fanzine, qui est bisexuelle et qu'il détestait.

Profondément choquée, j'ai décidé de quitter ce fanzine qui pourtant occupait une place de choix dans ma vie.

A part ça, j'ai été embauchée aujourd'hui à Mac Do, comme vous pouvez le constater sur cette photo. J'espère que tout est ok pour vous.

As you maybe know I'm a writer in a fanzine. A couple a days ago, a girl wrote a chronicle, quite bad. I told her some advices to get her chronicle better. Her boyfriend (who has been my friend for a long time) told me by email : "eat the pussy" of a bisexual writer I'm friend with.

I'm so shocked and sad that I stop to write in this magazine. I leave it, I don't want to be insulted anymore. I feel sick of this. I loved this magazine. I loved to write in it.

I've been hired in MacDonald's today. I begin work on Saturday. You can see me in my uniform on this pic. I hope everything is fine with you.

I tried to paint a table and to make graffiti in my room, a Clockwork Orange tribute... Here is the procedure :
I paint it with my finger because I didn't have tools.

I took me about half an hour.

Then I stick some stuff on...

Because I love Edgar Poe.

The legend says he died as a virgin.

Then I varnish it...

And all vanish !

It was my tap-room before the tragedy...

And after.

And again after...

Painting, it's not my stuff as you can see. Gonna go play to GuitarHero and get drunk.

Thanks everyone for your kind words and advices. I decided to continue my studies ! I realize that when this morning I missed my exams because I was too drunk yesterday.




I bought this shoes but they're too big for me, so I sell them on Ebay !

Studies

As you maybe know I'm a student in History. I like it, yeah, but I'm not really a good student... I had an exam today on computer science. I had 9,8/20. Not really good. I'm tired because I don't earn any money... Studying isn't a good job for that !

Work

To be a journalist (my aim) you need to :
1) Have a advanced degree
2) Make work experience scheme.

So I think I need a break in my studies. I've been looking for work experience sheme in a newspaper, on Internet, and a guy called me. The work is far away from my home, it's not well payed (360 euros/months, about 300 dollars) but if I do that I'll need to get my studies in stand-by, and my parents will worry and maybe be angry...

Money

But I need money and I want to work !
I sell a lot of stuffs on Ebay. Like Rokko, I want to travel a lot !

Conclusion

Don't know what to do...

I always cut my hair myself and make shit and then go to the hairdresser. But today I've been a pro ! I cut my hair better and better, I shall not go to the hairdresser

I bought fake lashes and a jean slim, now I look like a superficial bitch who wants to look like a rock star !
I had hard times last days, because of my so-called social life. Now, I think this will go better... I'll maybe be at a SG party on Wednesday, I hope so but I have school on Morning and my parents won't want me to go out, but... I'll say this is very important for me

Some pics of me today

I'll be there ! Hope to see Honey Manko and all the lovely and rock'n'roll people here in Paris !