So on March 24th I gave birth to my two little miracles what an experience! I was induced at 37 weeks due to Pre-eclampsia.

My water broke at 9.30pm on the 23rd and by 10.40am I was pushing. My first son Mason was born at 11.56am and my other little man Seth was born at 12.21pm.

I cannot believe that they are nearly 2 months old. Time has gone so quick. Becoming a mum has been the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I am also working on my body so that hopefully in a year i can start shooting for sg again and hopefully one day become a suicidegirl.

Well that is the end of my baby rant.. Hopefully I will be back soon



Saarni xx

Very excited to say that I will finally be going to an SGAU ball with the lovely Xahlia and my fiance I am so excited but at the same time very nervous.. I am nervous because I am afraid I will not be happy with my weight.

The twins are due in about 2 weeks or less and I cannot wait to hold them and start getting my old body back. I know pregnancy is such a beautiful thing but when you have had self esteem and body issues your whole life it plays with the mind. I know that sounds selfish but it is the truth. I would not change anything for the world and I am grateful to be having two healthy boys but it has been hard emotionally and physically.

Well that is my rant for the day Here's a pic of me last week at 34 weeks



Saarni x

So I am now 31 weeks and over it!!! Just want the time to go by quickly and have my two boys here with me already.



Once i get back into shape and have had some time I will def be looking at shooting again. I miss it already and I still have hopes of becoming an sg.

oh and I am back to black.. pic from my very first set


If you have instagram follow me @ashleysheona

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You know what really frustrates me. People criticizing other people on how they look. It should not matter whether you are tall, short, skinny or curvy. The only thing that should matter is your personality. ( that is my opinion )

The other night on facebook I posted this picture of my belly at 22 weeks.. ( with twins )

I later received a comment stating.. 'you're fat' nothing more, nothing less.

I'm sorry but every woman puts on weight during pregnancy. It can be everywhere or it can just be your stomach and boobs. I personally do not think I have put on any extra weight except my boobs are huge and so is my stomach.

I find it so annoying that anyone can have the balls to say that whether I am pregnant or not. Why should it matter how much I weigh??

Saarni x

I has the internet back weeeooooww. I am so glad to see Zephyr on the front page again she is such a babe!

Saarni x

So it has been a while since i have been able to update my blog. A lot has happened in the last 5 months I am now engaged to my high school sweetheart ( who yes i only started dating in march but i know he is the one ) and 5 months pregnant.... with TWINS! Found out yesterday that we are having two little boys. Both are nice and healthy and just above average. The good thing is that they both have separate sacks as they are from two different eggs. I am also hoping to shoot as soon as the little ones are born. Becoming an SG is still on my list! Well enough of the chatter I shall just show you in photos

My gorgeous ring

16 weeks

12 week scan

18 weeks

19 week scan


Now other new things
dyed my hair red

Added more to my arm

Saw Motley Crue

Met this lovely lady


Saarni xx

I am writing to say that I will be away for a month or two. I have a fair bit going on at the moment.. Good and bad.. Hopefully will be back shortly.

Much love

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Everyone needs to go check out my sexy friends first set in member review 'Blue Heaven' Xahlia
Shot by the wonderful Amy Elizabeth. GO give her some love

Saarni
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I know I have been away for a while. I promise I shall blog tomorrow and let you all know what's been happening

Saarni x

So I am flying out to the states on Friday for 3 weeks and I am going to LA first for one day I need help deciding what I should do while I'm there.. What is a must see.. Any ideas >.<

Saarni