Very excited to say that I will finally be going to an SGAU ball with the lovely Xahlia and my fiance 
I am so excited but at the same time very nervous.. I am nervous because I am afraid I will not be happy with my weight.
The twins are due in about 2 weeks or less and I cannot wait to hold them and start getting my old body back. I know pregnancy is such a beautiful thing but when you have had self esteem and body issues your whole life it plays with the mind. I know that sounds selfish but it is the truth. I would not change anything for the world and I am grateful to be having two healthy boys but it has been hard emotionally and physically.
Well that is my rant for the day Here's a pic of me last week at 34 weeks 
Saarni x
I am so excited but at the same time very nervous.. I am nervous because I am afraid I will not be happy with my weight. The twins are due in about 2 weeks or less and I cannot wait to hold them and start getting my old body back. I know pregnancy is such a beautiful thing but when you have had self esteem and body issues your whole life it plays with the mind. I know that sounds selfish but it is the truth. I would not change anything for the world and I am grateful to be having two healthy boys but it has been hard emotionally and physically.
Well that is my rant for the day
Here's a pic of me last week at 34 weeks Saarni x
