decided its time i started to date.
never dated before.
im only interested in women... any advice? sites? speed date places?
most up to date pic. im starting to look old!
xXx
never dated before.
im only interested in women... any advice? sites? speed date places?
most up to date pic. im starting to look old!
xXx
just a short one to say,
i have a flat. its 5mins walk from where I work so i can save on petrol. however i will admit, without my familys support i would still be homeless. i hate not being able to be fully financially independant. but the uk makes the cost of living stupidly high and then refuses to help because your a working citizen?!?! what about the tiny ammount im earning? just because im working doesnt mean i automaticly have spare cash for things. every penny i earn will be sucked up by my rent, water, electicity, gas, council tax, road tax, petrol, car insurance, and lastly if i can food! there is NO money for luxuries at all. by luxuries, i mean how i was previously a size 18 and i have now lost weight i think im about a size 12??? and i look silly wearing my size 18 clothes with belts tied up pmsl. a luxury would be some new clothes that dont fall off hahaa! fun times. i hate the world making basics so expensive!
i think i also mentioned on here that my girlfriend and i broke up in nov. we remained living in our flat together till mid december and so we didnt stop being "couply" till we divided at that time. to start with i felt i was better to get on with my life how i wanted to and that she was going to hold me back. ive passed though so many thoughts and emotions since dec and this week moving into my own place has made me more than ever realise how much i love her and how incomplete things feel without her around. we just fit together so well and all those petty things that we where rowing about seem NOTHING to me in comparison to the hurt i feel each day with her absence. we are still friends and still very much in contact. but as much as i am pleased we are both doing the things we want to do as individuals i would give my left arm to have her back. they say "you dont know what youve got until its gone"... well now i know the true meaning of that. I feel more certain than ever before in my whole life of how strongly i want her by my side as my partner for all my days. she is my world and i can only hope that after we have both acomplished some of these individual goals for ourselfs that she too finds a path back to being with me. i can honestly say now that she has my heart and if we do get together again im asking her to be mine forever and to marry me. how crazy does that sound.
she has told me how she misses me too and so i suppose i just play a waiting game. cant help thinking how broken ill be if she soesnt find a path to me though.
sorry for the rant.
Danni
xXx
i have a flat. its 5mins walk from where I work so i can save on petrol. however i will admit, without my familys support i would still be homeless. i hate not being able to be fully financially independant. but the uk makes the cost of living stupidly high and then refuses to help because your a working citizen?!?! what about the tiny ammount im earning? just because im working doesnt mean i automaticly have spare cash for things. every penny i earn will be sucked up by my rent, water, electicity, gas, council tax, road tax, petrol, car insurance, and lastly if i can food! there is NO money for luxuries at all. by luxuries, i mean how i was previously a size 18 and i have now lost weight i think im about a size 12??? and i look silly wearing my size 18 clothes with belts tied up pmsl. a luxury would be some new clothes that dont fall off hahaa! fun times. i hate the world making basics so expensive!
i think i also mentioned on here that my girlfriend and i broke up in nov. we remained living in our flat together till mid december and so we didnt stop being "couply" till we divided at that time. to start with i felt i was better to get on with my life how i wanted to and that she was going to hold me back. ive passed though so many thoughts and emotions since dec and this week moving into my own place has made me more than ever realise how much i love her and how incomplete things feel without her around. we just fit together so well and all those petty things that we where rowing about seem NOTHING to me in comparison to the hurt i feel each day with her absence. we are still friends and still very much in contact. but as much as i am pleased we are both doing the things we want to do as individuals i would give my left arm to have her back. they say "you dont know what youve got until its gone"... well now i know the true meaning of that. I feel more certain than ever before in my whole life of how strongly i want her by my side as my partner for all my days. she is my world and i can only hope that after we have both acomplished some of these individual goals for ourselfs that she too finds a path back to being with me. i can honestly say now that she has my heart and if we do get together again im asking her to be mine forever and to marry me. how crazy does that sound.
she has told me how she misses me too and so i suppose i just play a waiting game. cant help thinking how broken ill be if she soesnt find a path to me though.
sorry for the rant.
Danni
xXx
hope everyone had an amazing christmas. i had a lovely time with family and got lots of pretty gifts.
me and youngest brother:
me and younger brother:
one of my presents was an origami book, i started with the easiest... origami pizza!
im going to think up lots of things to try in 2012 and also need to work out my plan of action regarding somewhere to live, and where i want to live!?!, and how to earn enough cash to be able to eat as well as have heating! oh dear oh dear. i hate that life costs so much for us to just exhist... what about LIVING?!?!
im going to keep positive and i live by the motto that "everything happens for a reason". yup.
merry christmas all
xmas kisses
xXxXxXx
me and youngest brother:
me and younger brother:
one of my presents was an origami book, i started with the easiest... origami pizza!
im going to think up lots of things to try in 2012 and also need to work out my plan of action regarding somewhere to live, and where i want to live!?!, and how to earn enough cash to be able to eat as well as have heating! oh dear oh dear. i hate that life costs so much for us to just exhist... what about LIVING?!?!
im going to keep positive and i live by the motto that "everything happens for a reason". yup.
merry christmas all
xmas kisses
xXxXxXx
i let my membership run out, i even nearly didnt bother coming back. sg has become rather boring.
i remember when there used to be about 5 sets uploaded a day! now you get what... 2?! they are putting so many girls into the "hopefuls bin". i also remember when this site used to promote curves and unique styles. now all the new girls seem to be a standard slim figure with a few tats and all do the same styles for there sets! i thought sg was all about letting the model herself choose what image she wanted to portray????
there was something special going on here. a diverse yet strong connection of individual souls proving to the world that you didnt have to look like a bleach blonde page 3 girl to be sexy. i feel this site had the opportunity to show the world a message or two and that unfortunatly it has sold out. alternative in the most visually accepting way to the masses, nothing too offensive to the "regular people".
so rant pretty much done, the reason i have come back is to keep in contact with a few old links on here, to make some new friends and to finally go to some meet ups.
2012 is going to be a year of new beginings for me, i recently broke up with my girlfriend and so for the new year i plan to take on as many new opportunities and fresh experiences as possible and to hopefully be a better person for it
and who knows who or what i might find along the way?
love and hugs
danni
xXx
i remember when there used to be about 5 sets uploaded a day! now you get what... 2?! they are putting so many girls into the "hopefuls bin". i also remember when this site used to promote curves and unique styles. now all the new girls seem to be a standard slim figure with a few tats and all do the same styles for there sets! i thought sg was all about letting the model herself choose what image she wanted to portray????
there was something special going on here. a diverse yet strong connection of individual souls proving to the world that you didnt have to look like a bleach blonde page 3 girl to be sexy. i feel this site had the opportunity to show the world a message or two and that unfortunatly it has sold out. alternative in the most visually accepting way to the masses, nothing too offensive to the "regular people".
so rant pretty much done, the reason i have come back is to keep in contact with a few old links on here, to make some new friends and to finally go to some meet ups.
2012 is going to be a year of new beginings for me, i recently broke up with my girlfriend and so for the new year i plan to take on as many new opportunities and fresh experiences as possible and to hopefully be a better person for it
and who knows who or what i might find along the way?love and hugs
danni
xXx
so i started learning roller derby, i have now upgraded from fresh meat status to rookie! horrah! 
this also meant that i was christened my derby name which is "Lolly Rot"
im thinking my style is going to be zombified willy wonka throwing lollipops into the crowd
just need to get really good now woohoo.
other good news is that my dad should be returning home from afghanistan either late tonight or tomorrow.
short and sweet
xXx
this also meant that i was christened my derby name which is "Lolly Rot"
im thinking my style is going to be zombified willy wonka throwing lollipops into the crowd
just need to get really good now woohoo.
other good news is that my dad should be returning home from afghanistan either late tonight or tomorrow.
short and sweet
xXx
a short one...
-the new flat rocks! we have nearly finished redecorating etc.
-had a great xmas and i dressed up as hello kitty for new years eve
-my girlfriend lynn has started doing drag kinging (female dressed up as a guy like opposit of a drag queen)because she has started this with a troupe i have offered to help but ill feel silly dressed as a guy so instead i dress up ultra colourful (more than normal!) and i become kitty starr, i am like a glammed up housewife who makes the cupcakes and tea for rehearsals. i will be assisting at shows as im not an on stage kinda girl. It may seem a tad over the top but i love dressing up...
-which leads me to my next point, i have wanted to learn burlesque for aaaaages. however i have decided that this year i would like to make it my aim. if anyone has any tips for a beginer feel free to say
here is a pic of my girlfriend as "jake le buff" with me "kitty starr"
hugs
Danni
xXx
p.s- i just had a thought which name would be better if i was to do burlesque...
"kitty starr" or "kitty bean"????
see my girlfriend always calls me kitty so thats easy, and i have been known as starr since i was at school. but on sg i have always been starr bean because once long ago in 2006 i was going to become an sg but i backed out, my name would have been bean.
i think kitty starr sounds like others may already have it, but kitty bean is different. damn i dunno.
-the new flat rocks! we have nearly finished redecorating etc.
-had a great xmas and i dressed up as hello kitty for new years eve
-my girlfriend lynn has started doing drag kinging (female dressed up as a guy like opposit of a drag queen)because she has started this with a troupe i have offered to help but ill feel silly dressed as a guy so instead i dress up ultra colourful (more than normal!) and i become kitty starr, i am like a glammed up housewife who makes the cupcakes and tea for rehearsals. i will be assisting at shows as im not an on stage kinda girl. It may seem a tad over the top but i love dressing up...
-which leads me to my next point, i have wanted to learn burlesque for aaaaages. however i have decided that this year i would like to make it my aim. if anyone has any tips for a beginer feel free to say
here is a pic of my girlfriend as "jake le buff" with me "kitty starr"
hugs
Danni
xXx
p.s- i just had a thought which name would be better if i was to do burlesque...
"kitty starr" or "kitty bean"????
see my girlfriend always calls me kitty so thats easy, and i have been known as starr since i was at school. but on sg i have always been starr bean because once long ago in 2006 i was going to become an sg but i backed out, my name would have been bean.
i think kitty starr sounds like others may already have it, but kitty bean is different. damn i dunno.
we went to brighton the other week for my birthday, i still havent gotten around to uploading the photos because work has been manic and we are moving flat (i know tut tut excuses)
so here are two quickies for you:
this is me in moomoos on the pier
this is my yummy lynny also in moomoos
then this is us outside somewhere
with the new flat we will be moving in on 18th dec
so our place at the moment is full of boxes
cant wait to wake up in our new flat xmas morning
on a different subject, something funny happened to me today... i watched a trailer for a porno and i wet myself laughing because the girl starring in it was an old friend!!! pahaha! then it flashed to a scene of her in a rather spread out and nude position to which i shock horror squeeeeeked then turned off. i dont know what ill say next time i see her hahaha!
hope everyone is well
xXx
so here are two quickies for you:
this is me in moomoos on the pier
this is my yummy lynny also in moomoos
then this is us outside somewhere
with the new flat we will be moving in on 18th dec
so our place at the moment is full of boxes
cant wait to wake up in our new flat xmas morning
on a different subject, something funny happened to me today... i watched a trailer for a porno and i wet myself laughing because the girl starring in it was an old friend!!! pahaha! then it flashed to a scene of her in a rather spread out and nude position to which i shock horror squeeeeeked then turned off. i dont know what ill say next time i see her
hahaha!hope everyone is well
xXx
OHHHHH MYYYY GOSHHHH!
we started flat hunting last sat... today we viewed some and it was the first one we saw that was perfect and we move in right at xmas!
yes we are nuts!
i cant wait!
xXx
