Well... my orders to Washington have been deleted... now I'm going to Texas. Cant say I'm thrilled about being told I get to go to my dream assignment in WA for over a year to get told in the last months I'm going to TX instead. On a plus a few of my good friends are headen there to so I'm in good company and to boot I've already got a place to leave, although it is in a double wide trailor... goin to TX gotta go all the way right? My tour in Korea is almost over 70 somethin days left. One 2 week field eval and recovery and 1 readiness inspection and I'm on the golden ride home for a 30 day vacation! Started to order new parts for the bike so I can get her straight this summer so I'm good to go OCT 6 and 7 for THE HORSE SMOKEOUT WEST II in COTTONWOOD ARIZONA. I cant count how many birthdays and holidays I've missed for being over seas but I aint fuckin missing this rally! I think it's time I finally named my bike. I've always known she needed a name but I've spent to much time cursen her for leaking oil and not starting. After a year you realize how much you miss some one er something ah whatever she has a soul! Her name is Vanessa. Yeah after the SG I know cheesy but it feels like it fits right. I'll just call her that for now and sometime before NOV I gotta get a new fender on her and I'll have my bud pinstripe her name on the fender "gas tank is already crowded". Speaking of NOV thats when I'm going back to Iraq for my 3rd tour... but it will be my final, no more re enlisting after this. With my current scheadule I dont have to worry about being stop lossed pass my contract. So all is shitty but I see the light at the end of the tunnel and it's shinning on motor cycles, rum, smokes and boobs. 
Suicide
Nearly once a week I think about it
We've all thought about
I think how it would be so easy
I think about how quite it would be
Nothing but rest
I haven't come close
I've thought about it, but can't do it
I've wanted too but couldn't
Why is it we think it
Why do we want it
I do not know
Something is divine
Something always stops me
I think I know
I doubt it's celestial
We must keep walking
We must drive on
Why?
I guess I'll figure that out at the end
ok I guess it's been enough months to update this even though I'm sure the only people who read my blogs are random people that happen a by it. I went to Hondia in south Korea near Seoul last night and was blown away. We ran into a american so it was nice to talk to some one who spoke english and she was heading to a concert. we followed and when I went in it was a fucking Koean punk concert. I was just blown away. I thought of those story line where what if something in the past didnt happen the way it was suppose to so it happend another way. What if punk never took off in the states? I walked into this place and it looked like 1980's new york punk it was insane. I havent been to a show or moshed in 5 years and I just fell into it. If I can figure this out I'll drop the pics.
holy fucking shit I'm losing my mind and I cant sleep. I've misplaced my wallet today and I'm going nuts. My entire life revolves around that tri fold peice of leather. Everything that matters is in there. I'm waiting for my coworker to get out of class to see if he picked it up from the shop hopefully figuring that he knew I wasnt coming back was going to drop it off to me after class. It sounds dumb as hell to me but it's the only other option than someone stole it... That would really suck balls including I could get demoted for losing my i.d. card and it would take nearly a month to get a new debit card which is the only way I can get money.
Aight this is a repeat of last year. I'm fucking pissed it's my birthday yet again 4 years running and I'm in korea my fucking unit wont give me the day off but I were married theywould give me my aniversary off. I'm realling fucking annoid. I'm tired of this shit I'm home sick I miss my bike I really fucking hate this place.
UP DATE!!!!!!
WE'll it has been a long time since I updated anything on here. Mostly because I was finally able to ween myself off of looking at hot chicks with tats n peircings every day. Truth be told I have moved again almost as far as I did last time. I'll give you a hint... I'm not in Iraq.... I'm not in the states... Where could I be those are the only two places I go?... I'm in the land of the morning calm..... KOREA Bitches... as much as I didnt care that the needs of the army wanted me here they did agree to send me where I've always wanted to go even before I joined the army TACOMA WASHINGTON well not exactly tacomma I MEAN SEATTLE actually I will be living in tacoma next year but thats as close as I'll get to seattle in the army. So korea is a basket of new experiances if you know someone who has been ask them about juicy girls. I am really glad I didnt come over here when I was 18 it coulda been some big problems. I have to say I am impressed with the country I came here with pretty low expectations but it is a lot better than I thought. I am however very disapointed in my new unit. It is just pretty pathetic in my view a bunch of half assers hiding from IRAQ FUCKIN BITCHES. That really gets me I've been in 4 1/2 years I've spent half my time in Iraq and not counting all the 30 field trainings and normal field bull shit I really havent had much down time in the army so these guys really piss me off. I've been high strung all day because of this shit. I've been here about a month and I keep telling myself it's ok it's alright but I think something snapped on the inside and I'm loosing controll. It might have been the other day we had a walk through in our barracks and some e-5 looked at a picture of my family with my dad brothers and me all in uniform. He asked somethin about it kinda gave him a brief backround on all of us and was proud to say my dad was Vietnam era. This fuck looks at me and said you better make him proud. I dont know exactly what he meant by that but it did piss me off. First off I've been in the army nearly 5 years completed 2 tours in Iraq including the invasion been a well rounded soldier. I'd make any dad proud and I know I made my dad proud because he told me. I dont this seeking my fathers approval or to make him happy. I'm glad it does it does help to have his support and understanding. But I dont need some chump telling me nothing about my family. We'll I guess I just needed to get that off my chest I havent told any one here that because some one always say's something to some one and I know it would have gotten back to him and started problems so yeah thanks for listening to me rant...... well 11 more months maybe 10 if I dont take leave and I'm outta here on my my to WASHINGTON BABY.
peace.
Jason
WE'll it has been a long time since I updated anything on here. Mostly because I was finally able to ween myself off of looking at hot chicks with tats n peircings every day. Truth be told I have moved again almost as far as I did last time. I'll give you a hint... I'm not in Iraq.... I'm not in the states... Where could I be those are the only two places I go?... I'm in the land of the morning calm..... KOREA Bitches... as much as I didnt care that the needs of the army wanted me here they did agree to send me where I've always wanted to go even before I joined the army TACOMA WASHINGTON well not exactly tacomma I MEAN SEATTLE actually I will be living in tacoma next year but thats as close as I'll get to seattle in the army. So korea is a basket of new experiances if you know someone who has been ask them about juicy girls. I am really glad I didnt come over here when I was 18 it coulda been some big problems. I have to say I am impressed with the country I came here with pretty low expectations but it is a lot better than I thought. I am however very disapointed in my new unit. It is just pretty pathetic in my view a bunch of half assers hiding from IRAQ FUCKIN BITCHES. That really gets me I've been in 4 1/2 years I've spent half my time in Iraq and not counting all the 30 field trainings and normal field bull shit I really havent had much down time in the army so these guys really piss me off. I've been high strung all day because of this shit. I've been here about a month and I keep telling myself it's ok it's alright but I think something snapped on the inside and I'm loosing controll. It might have been the other day we had a walk through in our barracks and some e-5 looked at a picture of my family with my dad brothers and me all in uniform. He asked somethin about it kinda gave him a brief backround on all of us and was proud to say my dad was Vietnam era. This fuck looks at me and said you better make him proud. I dont know exactly what he meant by that but it did piss me off. First off I've been in the army nearly 5 years completed 2 tours in Iraq including the invasion been a well rounded soldier. I'd make any dad proud and I know I made my dad proud because he told me. I dont this seeking my fathers approval or to make him happy. I'm glad it does it does help to have his support and understanding. But I dont need some chump telling me nothing about my family. We'll I guess I just needed to get that off my chest I havent told any one here that because some one always say's something to some one and I know it would have gotten back to him and started problems so yeah thanks for listening to me rant...... well 11 more months maybe 10 if I dont take leave and I'm outta here on my my to WASHINGTON BABY.
peace.
Jason
Viva las vegas.. #1 you do not drive on the top of the hoover dam ya kinda go below it. #2 Vegas is fucking huge and the people are rude fucks.
So yeah I've been home fer a couple weeks now. Finally got the drinking thing outta the way. after week two I got controll of it. Gettin pretty bored now fallen into the ruitine again. Havent talked to anyone on sg since I've been home so you know who you are "lame asses" we'll whatever I'ma gonna getta beera
I'm Home Finally, if you owe me drink you better pay up even if you think you might owe me you do.
