In 11 days i will be on my way back state side.........hopefully things will change then.

I wish i had some company out here in Japan.......been out here almost 3 years....

Finally going home for a month....It's about damn time i got off this island!

Why do things have to be this way
Can't find the right words to say
Trying to figure out the reason why
All i do is sit here and cry

Depression seems to be setting in
Feels like i am missing something within
Alone as i have always been
My ability to live is wearing thin

(chorus)
And i can't do this on my own
Need someone to help me now
Everything around me is breaking down
This pain has to end somehow

Is there anyone that can help me
See the things i cannot see
What is so great about this life
When all i have in it is strife

Sometimes i think how it would be
If this all was just a dream
But this is the cruel reality
Of the life that has been giving to me

Alone....it's all i'll ever be
Alone....the hurt is kiling me
Alone....When will i be free
Alone....saved from my misery

Just a little song i wrote.......

Well i have been out of action for a while but i am back now....so if anyone wants to be friends feel free to add me

Hey whats going on? My name is Steve and I am currently in the marine corps stationed in okinawa, Japan. If anyone would like to add me as a friend that would be awesome!