It's good to be back. Look at all the titties! I've missed you sg

So it has been 3 long years since i last posted. This is fucking crazy. first of all i just read all of my old posts. and jesus christ i was a kid. I had a lot going on but I think i was happier then. I'm back on SG these days becuase of someone being incredibly awesome and gifting me 3 months. who ever you are thanks! Being that i have become more of a recluse since i last posted i will post all of the major life changes.

1) I dated a girl for almost 4 years. i was going to marry the lady. she broke up with me becuase i am dumb. i was in love, Now i am not.
2)I moved to new jersey, back to florida, to california, back to florida, and now finally NYC
3)My father passed away
4)I rescued a pitbul
5)my ex took my pitbul away
6)I put out an album, and toured most of the united states
7)my band broke up
8)I dugg for gold atop a mountain
9) I have a "real" job
10) I moved away from all my friends and family

I think i am going to start journaling again. I 'm not sure why after reading my old posts, i am a horrible writer. anyways have a good night.

fell of the face of the earth...back on the wagon, back on the bad, its cold, pretty dark, and there is defiently no cotton candy....i think i lost all my friends and i think i lost all my respect. on the upside i am looking at sg in a public library in nashville.

Alright so its 4 in the afternoon and i finally got around to posting on here. As of lately i haven't gotten the chance to sleep, a whole lot and i ave been trying to get caught up but now i have my sleeping pattern flipped around. i generally go to bed around 6am and wake up around 4...this is not a very lucrative method of slumber being that i don't get to work as much. Here is a run down of whats been goin on as of late. One of my best friends Molly moved in with me almost 3 weeks ago, and it caused al ot of turmoil with my landlord. However i convinced him to let her stay. Now she he has been her for awhile and i took her in knowing that she would be relocating to Orlando and wouldn't know anyone or have a job. so now that 3/4 of a month have passed she still has not gotten a job and i think her main intentions wile staying here is to get drunk every night, eat up all my food, use up all my shit, and hook up with my roommate. all things that would normally be ok but she has not made an effort to contribute anything to the house hold. infact she even gets me to buy her things....i am starting to see why people become homeless, not because they can't sustain a living, but because they don't understand the idea that you need to adapt to society just a little bit in order to be able to make a little money and pay for your own way in life.... enough about molly for now i am just frustrated with her. the other big thing in my life right now is my bands progress in the recording studio. this Thursday marks our last recording session and then we just have mixing and pressing. i am very excited about it. this will be my first mass produced cd while playing in a band. every other band just made a couple hundred cd's this one is going to be in the thousands... we are playing Chicago again this winter and all through out the Midwest....then maybe the Manhattan area later in the spring. ....on too why my sleeping pattern is all fucked...so Saturday night me and my best friend Matt were drinking and we hosted a bond fire at his house. it was bad ass 40+ feet in the air when it got lit, we had good friends and god beer, plus his sister was down and it was nice catching up with her, i left his house around 2am and decided to call my friend Katie up in Vero, and we both decided we really wanted to go to the keys. so i drove to Vero got there by 3 then drove to key west, got there by 8am.....we spent all day in key west ate some awesome gyros and then went on a 3 hour snorkeling tour with free booze. by the time we got back to shore, Katie was trying to make out with a German lady that couldn't speak English and stealing wine from the boat. I didn't realize how drunk she was, i guess the first sign was when she pissed on my front bumper. we tried to go downtown but about 5 minutes into the journey she was collapse on to the floor and started crawling, i promptly picked her up through her over my shoulder and walked her back to my car....mind you it wasn't even 730 yet. i pulled over on the side of the road and slept for an hour then drove back to Vero...i made it back to orlando around 6 and pretty much have been sleeping ever since...it was an excellent time but i need to get my sleep pattern fixed....now on to the big issue. i received a phone call from my landlord this morning telling me that he didn't receive my rent...this is 2 weeks almost 3 after it was due. i gave my room mate 160 in cash and the rest of my rent in a check to pay the rent. he said he slipped it under the door....so now i think my room mate is stealing from me....GREAT! I think I am getting out of this apartment. ...so thats how shit is circulating here on alafaya woods court....aka Puerto Rico.

UPDATE: today might of been the best or the worst day of my life....I don't have a tumor! instead i have a buldging disk which means either it will get better on its own or it might require surgery in which case i would be out for a few months.....i am not a daddy! she took a pregnancy test and it came out negative...but she still has not gotten her period....the crazy girl has been calling me which makes me think shes into me and my friend apologised for the night....now she just has to apologise to her boyfriend.....so basically everything has potential of being good or really bad still but there is potention...

p.s. i have a special hat that makes me ugly its sweet!

FuCK the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... right now life is crumbling, my doctor says i might have a tumor or "growth" that is close to my cerenbelum. which would translate to either me being cippled for life or just midly ..or it could be absoulutly nothing...i find out on thursday after he gets my MRI's in...mean while my ex girlfriend who has ben in town for 3 weeks deicded to stay even longer and on top of that told me that she is late on her period....so basically if i don't have a tumor then i get to raise a child that i am not able to raise right now and she is in no state to even mentally tackles the responsibilities of growing up a kid....on to the next drastic emotional grinding in my life.. i have been courting a girl from down south for about 2 weeks now, she lives almost 2 hours away things have been going really well and she seemed to dig me alot...until last night.. now i have always dated BI girls and honestly i don't get jelous or wierded out when i see the girl i am with make out with another girl but last night me and this girl were over at one of my best friends house who is very attactive but to me she is like a sister. needless to explain they started getting hot and heavy while i stood by...it would of been a fantastic event however i felt ackward watching my non-blood related sister make out with the girl i have the glimar in my eye for....they ended up makeing to much noise and the cops came out...i offcourse got to do the talking and that quickly ended there party we all went inside and took a warm bath... clothed, and they started at it again... once i realized i would simply not be able to handle watching my friend make out with her i got up and went to bed, later that night the girl i have interest for crawled into bed with me naked. we made out alittle bit but we were both too tired to go any further.....so to anyone out there who reads this WTF does this mean?!? is she into me / my friend/ or both of us? ....anyhow tumor/children/crazy girl is pretty much rulling my life i am off to get drunk and forget my days...

Time to Breath finally! The last 2 weeks have been crazy, mainly n account of starnge people comming into mylife and haveing way to much time off of work. so first off, drop week was this past week and i can now sadly state i am not attending UCF this semester. things just got to much between commuting and working crazy hours i just couldn't take it and my grades suffered from it. so now i am trying to work more....but there seems to be a problem with that too. i started a new job here in orlando which is fun and seems like it can pay really well.... however they are not giving me the hours i need to fulfill my finacial obligations...meanwhile i am still sorta working my old job which makes my schedule of availability that much harder to compute. i am extremly stressed and i think my body is reacting to it... i developed these incredibly intense headaches as of latly that tend to last the entire day...they started off by being triggered soely by orgasms but now are randomly occuring through out my day....it has me worried and this is luanching into paranoia.... ok enough of the boring sad stuff... some good things have come out of the past 2 weeks, my band got back in the studio and the new album will be pressed here shortly! i am extremely excited....i have been spending time with alot of old friends and its been very nice, and they have been introducing me to alot of new friends. this past thursday we car pooled to jacksonvillie for the blood or whiskey show...they played a 20 minute set and maybe 50 people showed up at the venue, which sucks for them but it was awesome being able to hang out with the band and kick back copious amounts of alcohol. they actually gave me a "bag of beer" which had 4 cases in it of good expensive beer. we got a hotel room and had a fucking great time. we then drove home the next day to play a show in melbourn that sounded absoulutly great but almost no one showed up....then on saturday i went to my parents house to celebrate my fathers 80th birthday...for a an old fucker that man can knok back a few...i decided i needed to spend some time with friends down south so i drove to vero beach, met up with one of my best friends for a movie and then went out with a new friend to an abandoned biulding and watched the sun rise this morning....drove back droggy and instead of fullfilling my obligations to my friends at screamfest i stayed home all day and cleaned, painted, and wrote music.....i know that sounds like a rant that is way to long and i hope it makes sense...i just needed to get the words out and worry about the context later... i am tired and i need to get up for another job interview in the morning. hope that i don't have a brain tumor! thanks for reading! Good Night!!!

No time....
Damn my weekends keep getting better and better this weekend started off with a fare -well party for me at my old job,its nice to know that i am useful in some regards, then spent most the night fucking my ex stupid... to the point of her passing out and later telling me a couple of lines that i would never believe but once again its nice to hear about how you are useful and good at something.....either way though it was a big mistake. then on saturday i ventured off to the tossers show with the siderunners....who are both incredible bands..i ended up spending most of the night being drunk in the bands hotel room making sculptures out of colly flower assortments and listening to the tony from the tossers fuck a groupy in the bathroom my friend cara just puked in....then we crashed at carols house who woke me up at 11am with the quote "Alex do you want to go see mickey mouse??" she ended up having VIP passes from her dads company so me, my violinist, and my friend steve rocked out all the disney parks.......for free! and had an incredible time... anyways i start my new job tommorow at 8 am as a "Party Artist" latert.t......r....a....transmission fading....

so an ex girl of mine came down from nyc this thursday....that was awkward but is that wasn't enough i have another ex coming on tuesday to live with me for a week until she gets "settled" she says......great... these are the people i should say no to but for some reason they keep coming back into my life....sans all the ex relations shit this weekend was bad as fuck! had a bad ass show on friday had 300+ people dancin it was amazing then got drunk from sun up to sun up yesterday/today...all over the east coast of florida. between vero beach and daytonna beach coming down hard tonight just woke up alittle bit ago....gotta pay rent, gotta pay bills, gotta sober up.... i am going back to bed!

Open mic night at the haven off of aloma! going to be pretty wicked sick, thee obscene is probably florida's best punk band and only surf punk band!

...weekends of spoilers

babies come home

modest

vicious

modesty again