I finally got myself a job. Not my dream job and actually not that much different that the conservative restaurant jobs I had back when I was a Michigander but at least I'm FINALLY bringing in some money. I was starting to feel pathetic having to borrow money from my parents for rent and stuff. The whole thing has made me feel like I can't go out and spend money on anything fun, so needless to say I've been staying in for a couple of weeks watching netflix (which I am in love with by the way).

I'm posting some pictures of my trip out here to Oregon a few weeks ago....Everyone was curious as to what it was like travelling for four days across the country with two cats and a dog. Surpisingly it wasn't so bad. My dog was a bigger baby than my kitties...They are strong and adaptive, well for cats at least.

Also, just when I became single of the heart recently my ex came out of the wood work and declared his undying love for me. Jeez...where are they when you need em? It kind of caught me off guard because I had absolutly no idea he was thinking these things but the more I think about it the more happy and excited I am to see how this developes. He was my true love and the boy I lost my virginity to and I've always loved him but I'm not sure if I'm madly in love....but I think maybe that's a good thing because I'm not as irrational as I usually am about relationships in this case. Soooo...I'll let you know what becomes of this. So much for being single, it can only happen when you don't want it to, or so it seems.

Cymagen and I are shooting a set together next week and I'm super super excited about this!! Also there may be a Mary and Roza multi set in our future as well so keep your eyes peeled for that! I think those of you that know us are going to shit your pants...that's all I'm going to say!

xoxo

Roza

oh jeez....sorry for leaving that depressing lame blog up for so long!

Portland IS awesome!! I've met lots of cool people so far and will be getting my things here by wednesday. I'm sure once I get unpacked I'll feel more at home in my apartment and also in Portland. I still don't have a job but I have a feeling I will by the end of this week! I hope!! I hate not working, it makes me afraid to spend money and then when I am working I don't have time to do stuff...it's part of life I guess.

Yeah that guy was dumb. I'm over it....my heart is now single for the first time in five years. It's weird how different I see the world and I couldn't have picked a better time to have this awakening. I'm in a new city, beginning my fresh start and if feels amazing!! I notice guys everywhere now and I actually notice them seeing me....It feels good to let go and to be honest with myself rather than make excuses for someone who doesn't know what he wants out of life.

I've found a photographer!!! and will start shooting amazing new sets that will blow your minds!Cymagen and I have been discussing a shoot so as soon as all my stuff gets here I'll give you an update on that.

sorry for the bitch fest of a blog last time. I'm happy!!!

hope you all are too.

xoxo

yay!! for Portland!! and BOOOO for stupid boys. I'm so fucking fed up with them all at the moment. I'm going to get dressed up and leave this empty apartment and drink myself into an oblivion and find someone new. FUCK YOU!

So, I'll be off sg for a short while so I thought I'd write once first. I leave for Portland wednesday night and if everything goes according to my plans I'll be there friday late at night or saturday morning! The movers say that it could take up to 14 days to get my stuff so I could be in an empty apt. for a little bit. I'm pretty nervous about the strain on my cats, they aren't so into the travelling thing. 35 hours is a long time for two cats and a dog and me in a little kia! haha...wish me luck and to those of you that I have numbers of expect a call during the trip!

I'm pretty damn dissapointed in my set that's in member review. 219 comments and then NOTHING! Come on people....seriously! I was pretty skeptical about member review and this is why! I don't have a photographer in Portland and this is going to be my last set until I get one and it isn't going up! Whatever...nothings cooler than being naked on the internet for free and at the whim of comments to make me a little annoyed.

Take care and wish me luck! I'll write to you agian when I make it safely to Portland and hopefully I'll have some sweet pictures of my adventure!

xoxo

I thought you might all be interested in seeing some old school pictures of yours truly! I just got my hard drive from my old lap top that died so I have all my pics from 04-06 back agian!! Here are some of me at 19 as well as a couple from my first photos I did for sg!

enjoy...and comment tons more on my shot gun blues set ok?? you can find it in member review!

xoxo

Have you seen my new set?? Its called Shot Gun Blues and it's up for member review!! Go check it out and comment as much as you can! Every one counts and gets me closer to the front page!

I leave for Portland in 23 days! Holy crap time is just flying by for me! I'm hoping to shoot two amazing sets with Alissa before I leave which I'm sure will blow your mind! haha....

I found an apartment there and now just need a job which shouldn't be too difficult. No I just have tons of going away partys to organize and tons of hours to put in at work to save up cash for moving.

Here's some pictures of some of the things I've been up to as of late. Hope you all had a good 4th of July weekend....hope you all loved my new set!

xoxo

NEW SET!!!

Shot Gun Blues is up in the hopeful section and under member review!! This means...I need your comments!!! So here's a preview but go leave your comments by the set!!

I hope you love the set!

thanks!

xoxo
ROZA

I have a new set going up for Member/Staff review!!! Shot Gun Blues. Photo's by Miss SheLa!

When it is up...check it out and leave me comments!!!

xoxo

so much is new in my life!! and there's so much I have planned this spring/summer! I'm a very happy camper. Sorry for not updating my blog but that bruce willis one was just almost hard to top!

I leave to see mary the 25th and I'll be in Portland looking for job and roof to put over the heads of me and my babies. I have no idea if I'll be able to afford to live near Mary or downtown but I soooo hope so! So far the cost of living there seems to be comparable to Ann Arbor so that's good.

I am offically a college graduate now. I finished my stats class and my degree is on it's way! This has been making job hunting more exciting. Hopefully I'll be able to get a job in my field in Portland. God knows I can't in Michigan....so far planned parenthood is my dream place to work with my degree...without it I'll be searching bars and restaurants everywhere hoping to waitress. Either way I'm happy to be leaving Michigan!

Mary and really want to live by each other so our cats can play and we can have coffee in the mornings! We have the same nerdy friendship fantasies as each other so it should be interesting to see us living by each other!

In other news I have a couple new ideas for sets but no one to shoot me! Any ideas?? It's been really hard to make a time to shoot with either of my photograhpers and I'd like to get two sets done before I move in ten weeks...



Okay well that's about it for me....I have weddings, graduations, camping trips, and all kinds of fun stuff coming up and I'm sure I"ll take pictures and post them asap. Hope you are all well and having a good spring so far!

xoxo

I just found this and really, it fits with the way I've been feeling lately. The ladies in l.a know how I feel about mr. willis...unfortunatly I talk a little bit too much about him when I drink. It's just that there aren't enough good guys out there fighting for justice anymore...we have to go back and get the aging action heros because they are the true heros!! I don't trust these new whipper snappers as far as I can throw em!