ive having a good weekend! i was expecting to be working but an online friend from wow came to town to visit! its so cool to be able to meet people that ive spent hours playing with online. i wasnt aware he was coming till only 2 days before he arrived, but it worked out ok since i work nights he isnt alone all day while everyone else is at work. i want to meet more wow friends now!

today i decided to bake a little since i dont have to work till late tonight. it wasnt the greatest idea since it was nearing 30 degrees celsius outside but the increased temperature inside my little basement suite was worth it! bacon cupcakes are amazing! i made a coffee flavoured cake which had great texture and a subtle taste and topped it a cream cheese icing and a piece of candied bacon on top. so good!
i havent been this proud of something i baked since i made my glorious triple chocolate cheesecake a few years back. years!

screw the old entry its been 2 months now. i havent even been playing wow. im not sure what ive been up to. i dont really do anything!
i guess i do sleep a lot.
im getting a new tattoo next september. just a bit of a poem on my forearm (fuck whatever my boss thinks). anthem by leonard cohen. im stoked.
oh. and i have been questioning my sexuality as of late. i am in love with a boy. we live together and although our relationship doesnt have the best track record, we are really good together right now. however, i like girls. a lot. i have never met another female that i have had romantic feelings towards, but i feel a stronger sexual attraction to them over men. none of my confidants know, but im not ashamed. i just wanted to tell someone.

my name is rory, and i love boobies.

im seem to be maintaining a one entry a month habit. not very much but im kind of a recluse and this is alot for me. im having trouble sleeping as of late and my stomach has been bothering me again, much like it was last year before i was diagnosed with ulcers. im trying to keep a food diary but its about as successful as this one.
im developing a slight internet shopping addiction. i dont live in a major city so i need to buy certain things on the internets, but i find myself looking for things i dont need. what i need is to save money! bad rory!

also, i watched Lars and the Real Girl yesterday. its was a great movie. ryan gosling isnt just great eye candy but also a very talented actor.

My man is back in town and i am one happy lady. oh yes. happy.

i need to turn a page. i feel like ive been stuck in one place for a while and although im young i feel as though i gotta get one the move while i can. move to where i dont know yet, but i think that will come to me when it should. it sounds kinda deep but im pretty sure its textbook stuff. everyone gets in ruts from time to time and feel the urge to find something new. i guess discovery is just a really exciting thing.

car was fixed and it was covered under warranty. yays! however work then went to shit and now im enjoying some jamesons and coke. yays!

there isnt much in life to complain about when you really think about it. whiskey fixes alot of things.

my little sis is coming to visit me tomorrow! i havent seen her in a while so it will be nice. she went and got herself knocked up a while ago, so we are going to go shopping. it should be fun!


things that have happened.
-went on my trip to BC, had fun, bought kick ass tool bunnyhug. (hoody for those not in sask.)
-started playing wow alot more. it keeps me preoccupied so i dont spend as much money, and it lets me spend time with brad.
-car went broke. its going to get fixed on friday)

thing happening in the future.
- gigantour!!!!
-city and colour!!!!
-(hopefully) some new ink.
-and the search for a new job. i like my current one, but i wont like it by the time brad moves back. i just like him too god damn much.
-a healthier diet, less refined foods and regular supplements. im not necessarily dieting to lose weight, but by eating healthier i know i will anyway!

Working the graveyard shift seems to make my blogging skill suffer. almost 2 full months since my last post. I have been on the site plenty since then, but if i dont do anything but work and sleep there isnt exactly much to report.
I get to see my lover in 3 days. Its been nearly 3 months since ive seen him last. The anticipation has grown larger then all previous christmases combined.
and i <3 Lavonne.

for an entire week all i did was sleep, now i cant seem to be able to sleep at all.
i tried to go out for cake yesterday but my efforts were kyboshed by a schmancy pantsed theatre opening. i had a mojito instead.
61 days till i see brad. thats way too long. im feeling lonely and i need some affection.