***** I wrote a lot in Japanese, but it was rejected.....orz......**********

I won't write my blog in Japanese in future. Just today.
I didn't write anything bad, I just wrote about myself, thinking about a lot of being more positive and good.
I love you all. I'm so happy to meet many ppl, and become friends here. Everyone's so nice to me, and I used to think that nobody loved me at all, and I always felt alone all the time, but now I don't feel alone anymore. I used to cry out loud every night, cos I hate myself, but all my friends think me as fun girl, so I have to be a fun girl to them all the time.

I think something's been changed inside of me.
I love you, please remember that Rokko loves you always!

jeeez......

I think I've got a cold.
NOT "I think", I AM SURE I've got a cold.

I keep myself warm, and stay in bed all day today.
I have 3 lovely boys with me, and they'll warm me

I booked the ticket for trip in Europe! Yay!

I'll be leaving for Paris on Oct 24th (actually, this is my b-day), and coming back to Japan on November 2nd. So, I can stay there for 9days. Maybe I can visit sevaral countries. The first place I'll be coming is Strasbourg where is close to the border of Germany and Switzerland.

After that, I'll move to London, and meet my friends band "Al + the Black Cats". It's the band from Lowell, Michigan, but they've been touring in Europe for a long time ( their gfs said it was almost 15months),
and they are planning to come to Japan for the tour, so I need to meet them for discussing about their touring in Japan.



The book says "France is kind of gateways for many european countries, it'll be easy to visit every west europe countries from France.", so I would love to visit to Netherland, Italy, and Spain if I have enough time!
I need to make my plan!

I posted.

I don't know why, but it's gone.....
I wrote quite a lot, with using Japanese-English dictionary.....

PARIS!!!!!

My dad will get me a ticket to Paris, and I'll be staying there from October 24th to 29th!
It'll be the birthday present from him!

My parents spoile me yet, so I can't be independent, but they don't care about that!
I have to make plan something great! I spend last Decembe, whole month in Paris, and I really enjoyed staying there.

I think I have much time, so maybe I'll take a train, then visit Netherland or England, too.
Wow, thanks, dad!
I just can't wait!!!!!!!!!

Now it's October, and my B-day is coming up. In these 2-3years, I wasn't home in Japan, so I'll be having my b-day first in a while. My mom phoned me, and asked me what I want for the gift from her, so I send her linked-URL. This bear speaker is only available in Japan, I guess. I checked the US apple store site, and asked my friend who's working at the apple store in NYC, but I just found that it's available only in Japan so far.

But the problem is, I don't have my iPod
I'm kinda SONY crazy, but now it's the time to switch from Walkman to iPod.

Now I realized that my room isn't enough huge for 2 ppl.
But I love having a guest here, so when you come to visit Japan, come and see me, too!

LAZY.....

doing nothing, then my weekend's over.....
I always regret when the weekend's over, if I've done amything fun.

it's almost 2am, Monday here, and I know I have to go to my bed, but I'm watching "Breakfast Club" on TV.
It's quite late for making some coffee....
I hate staying alone midnight.
I think I have to find a roommate.

I found the guy who's playing AIR-GUITAR on the train platform!!!!!
I tried my best not to laugh, or look at him

I still wonder what or whose song he listened to.
Maybe King Brothers??? It's their hometown, and I see them at this station very often.

aaawwwiieee.....
I really really really wish I could come back to NJ!!!!!
I've been missing everything in Union City, like Pathmark, NJ transit, The cupcake cafe behind the Port Authority (actually, it's in NYC), my landlords Juan+Kathy, and friends!!!!!!



This is the west side of Manhattan, and 57th street is just fromt of this point.
I really loved this place, and loved watching Hudson river and Manhattan. Beautiful.

Also I miss many friends in Bowling Green, OH, and Grand Rapids, MI, too!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to meet my friends, because I'm so sad here in Japan!
Why nobody visits me in Japan.... I used to travel all around the states, and meet my friends.
I know most of my friends are not enough rich to come to see me in japan, and they are all busy.

I wish I could come back....