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JUNE 15, 2008 @ 03:36 PM

I feel like I'm in the long dark black tunnel which its exit is impossible to find, again.
I don't know what I need to do.
My doctor always tells me to live with my parents. But they don't want to, and I don't want, neither.
I want to know where the exit is. I'm in darkness.
KILL ME, PLEASE.
Comments
Faytal_Kraydel

Faytal_Kraydel

Upper Darby, PA
November 2007

JUN 15, 2008 03:48 PM

♥ I hope the way lights up for you soon

LieLock

LieLock

Wilmington, DE
July 2004

JUN 15, 2008 04:18 PM

its hard because everyones light is different. You have to just do things that feel right to you..and hopefully before you know it things will be better. I am going through the same with lost in the dark..so no words of wisdom but I know how you feel and I am sorry *hugs*

sirin

sirin

Santa Fe, NM
November 2007

JUN 15, 2008 04:40 PM

don't lose hope, Rokko. *hugs* kiss

MinusFourDegrees

MinusFourDegrees

Williamsburg, VA
October 2007

JUN 15, 2008 04:41 PM

Honey, I think we've all been there. I went through a pretty dark period of my life a few years back, and it didn't really get better until I had a wake up call. But I can assure you, wanting to end it through other means will solve nothing. Take it from me. I tried it and almost "succeeded" in doing the most selfish act imaginable. A couple of minutes and CPR made the difference. Looking back now, I'm glad I'm still alive and am able to experience everything.

You can PM me if you need to talk, and I can give you my e-mail if necessary. Just don't try anything you'll regret. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel...even if you can't personally see it...I assure you its there.

Keep positive, gorgeous. kiss

SocietysPliers

SocietysPliers

Ocala, FL
October 2004

JUN 15, 2008 04:51 PM

SocietysPliers

SocietysPliers

Ocala, FL
October 2004

JUN 15, 2008 04:51 PM

Oops. Double posted. But I'll leave the big ol' hug for you again:

kiss

strandedone

strandedone

Monessen, PA
May 2008

JUN 15, 2008 05:58 PM

A lot of us have been through this. It may not feel like it now, but it will get better in time. Please talk to someone before you do anything drastic. I've gone through some really dark times myself, and I know it sucks, but it will get better. If you need someone to talk to, message me. Take care of yourself. *hugs*kiss

Ilsa

Ilsa

SUICIDEGIRL

Spain

JUN 15, 2008 07:36 PM

kiss kiss kiss

Coyotemike

Coyotemike

Kearney, NE
May 2006

JUN 15, 2008 07:42 PM

I really hope you're ok frown

Mrs_Misha

Mrs_Misha

Los Angeles, CA
September 2003

JUN 15, 2008 09:57 PM

there is a light at the end of the tunnel, you just need to keep looking for it. I've been there too and now I am living in the light...

I'll be in Japan in a few days!!!!!!

Nikhita

Nikhita

SUICIDEGIRL

Fiji

JUN 16, 2008 02:02 AM

sweetness, focus on something that is positive and good for you, maybe start learning something new, you shouldnt have to live with your parents if you dont want to

eventually you WILL be okay

it's just a matter of time.

Coccinelle

Coccinelle

Czech Republic
January 2007

JUN 16, 2008 02:42 AM

kiss kiss kiss

QueenieX

QueenieX

United Kingdom
January 2008

JUN 16, 2008 04:23 AM

hang in there darling, the light will appear. the world still moves and you do with it. *hugs*

haraggan

haraggan

United Kingdom
March 2007

JUN 16, 2008 05:49 AM

I promise you - it DOES get better. even if it feels like it can't possibly; it really does.

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