Maybe you should become a long-term observationist before you enter into a relationship. Never should it appear that someone has just fallen in your lap and vise-versa. Keep a watchful eye. Yes, I know nothing about your now past boyfriend, though I can guess that he was a RETARD. Haha! I for one, don't understand why people continuously try to get together when it's obvious that it won't work out. You can't get all serious right away ... years of observing faulty relationships - I know. Acertain what you need before jumping headlong into what may be a snake charmer's life.You'll find that if one is easily appeased ... they are not easily settled. Even when I go out to restaurants and I see typical collegian love birds, George Carlin comes to mind and I think to myself: "THESE PEOPLE ARE FUCKIN' DUMB!" Just because of the way the vast majority act and converse - and I begin to think, "boy, they really settled for less." Then, I think "maybe it's because they are less!" Not so much in an elitist tone. Or maybe they want the time to drain away - or they can't stand the pain of waiting, and so they think, "he/she will do - and continually move on to the next joe or jane; then they wake up and they're old. "Where was my knight in shining armour?" The point is, that you have to really analyze character traits in someone. Get into their brain and make deductions based on what they say, and get a broad feeling of their overall attitude, and you can get a feel for how they'll act when you facet that mindset towards other parts of their life that they don't tell you about - like if they're likely to have a lasting love for you. No one's perfect, but you can still get close if someone will willfully absorb your flaws and you theirs. That's mutual respect. If you do go into another relationship - keep on eye on the sideline.

I've always liked that I've never seen anyone that I was completely enamored with, enough to take a plunge. I think some women are beautiful ... but then I just remark that they're attractive, even while I may be swooning in my mind. That rarely happens. I just like company and the feeling that I'm appreciated. I know that I can stand the wait, and if nothing satisfy's me - that's ok. But I want as near to the lady in my mind as poss., even though nothing's clear. Just don't dwell on it, it'll be ok for you. It could be that this a good thing.

Then again, people who read this might think I have no clue what the fuck I'm talking about. Reader's discretion, what can I say?

Correction: I said 'snake charmer'. What was I thinking! More like 'snake venom swindler' or somthing like that! Ha!