My mother decided that she only has less than a decade left in her life to do anything so she wants to spend it being happy. As such she decided to move in with her new boyfriend 2000 miles away from her family to be happy. I grew up barely knowing my grandparents as they either past when I was younger or lived away from me. I can not forgive her for walking out on her grand kids like this. If this makes me petty I'm find with that. We have sacrificed for many years accommodating her in our home because she lost hers due to her bad financing and she is leaving us because she found an old boyfriend with nice property near a lake and has money. There is no forgiveness in me for this. I shed a tear for my children when they were finally told their grandmother decided to move to another family. They love their grandmother and the hurt and their love for her could be seen in the tears in their eyes. Why someone would do this is beyond me. Good riddance. I don't need anyone hurting my kids, nephews, or niece. Unforgivable.

Feel like taking photos...

Somedays I feel like I'm living in quicksand.

Any hopeful wannabes in Hawaii? Really? No one?

Still no hopefuls in Hawaii who'd like to give a photographer wannabe a chance? ....

Alright, I'll try again in a few more weeks.

Alright. I'm back. Did I miss anything?

Started to grow plants. Next step, get a rocking chair, old sweater, yarn, and lots of cats. When the hell did I stop buying PS3 games and started to get plants?!?!

What?!? It's only Tuesday? Oh, crap.

...just finished filling more than 12 dozen plastic eggs with candy and coins. I've become the damn Easter bunny in my old age. Great.

Back from Vegas and no photoshoots to show for it. :-(

And I'm not a millionaire... Which means I gotta face work and sort out differences to move on. Sucks.