mmmmm...... grasshoppers......

well, i still don't know if or when i'm going anywhere, and i'm getting tired of the waiting game. in other news, i went and saw ministry last night in Seattle..... the only thing weaker than the show were the 5 dollar glasses of ice they were trying to pass off as whiskey sours

well, i'm getting ready to go to drill and find out if i'm getting deployed or not..... now i'm starting to get nervous.

guns, guns, guns.... my life would be so boring without them.

i think i'm going to go buy another one next payday..... if i don't get deployed somewhere....

i just got a new gun yesterday! i got a Taurus Millenium PT 145. it's a .45 caliber auto pistol, and it rocks! some friends of mine tried to tell me to get a 9 mm, but i personally think the .45 just makes th 9 mm look stupid.

i am bored right the hell out of my mind.

well, this week went by pretty quick, which is good 'cause the end of it was pay day.

it's been a weird weekend, but now i have to go back to work.

well, what a shitty night i just had. i went out with this girl i've been trying to hook up with lately..... we went to a club and she proceeded to all but fuck some other guy right in front of me. this isn't the first time this has happened to me, and i'm getting really sick of this shit. as i left the club i vented my rage in an admittedly juvenile fashion... by punching any innanimate object i passed on my way to the car. yeah... that did a lot of good. now my knuckles are all bloody. yay. but hey, i gotta' vent somehow, don't i? sure, i could have beat HIS ass, but SHE ain't worth going to jail over.

well, smae shit different day. work is really sucking lately, if we don't get some more people like NOW i don't know when i'll even get a day off