sorry ive been gone so long. life has a way of keeping you from things you like when its at its most depressing and damaging. SO i think i have like 1 month to get a set taken and submitted and accepted for review to keep my account going because i cant afford to keep a paid one right now. so ive got to start thinking about myself and getting back on that modeling horse.

Other than that my life is dull and painful. I will try to make a full update soon <3

So my Microsoft Store opens Sat, super nervous, but I have monday off to get RE6 at midnight and go in half way through the day tues so its all good.

Last night I went to the game with Jason, the new guy in my life that is trying his hardest to be good and understanding because of nick and everything that happened. He's a great guy.
I finally have a day off so I am trying to catch up on school and rest. I am so sore from walking all over Boston last night, and poor Jason hurt his back and had work today. Sigh.

things are changing. we will see if this is good or bad.

Sorry been absent, started my training yesterday for Microsoft so I am super busy but super pumped to be working for Microsoft! The hard stuff is just beginning if you take my personal life out of the equation

Angsty alone. Thought this was supposed to go away after the teen years?

Other hand repeating In this Moment's new CD Blood <3

So got really sick during my friends party, had nick come get me, got in the car, got to the end of the street and got sick, and I didnt even get to drink alcohol. so today in stead of camping I am bed ridden and sick and extremely sore from the cartwheels i did before being sick

feeling crappy for a couple of days now, trying to feel better because I have a party to go to tonight to see people I havent seen in years. Then tomorrow I have to go up north. Just no time to recover.At least I have new Puma's

Lets face it, I am a sexy red head