Too afraid to have a party, and have no one show up -

I have unpacked all my boxes - mostly dishes and glassware -
Too tired to vacuum right now..........

Love this place! Perhaps a condo /housewarming party?

Whaddya' think?

It is done - I am moved. I feel better, and the place just screams, " Rhana" .....................

OMG! I'm moving today!!!

I'm going to see The Black Keys tonight with my BFF's!!! Wearing a Corset ! Surprised?

I move into my very own place, all by myself, next week! I can't believe it is actually happening - The painting is almost done - and my friends say it looks like ," me " !! It's warm, cute and cozy ( like me )
In other news ( as MadScience would say ) -
I have met a guy who I am finding very attractive. I'm astonished - gobsmacked - that I could actually feel something like that ever again! I'm not going to say any more about him - 'cause I don't want to jinx it. Really.

So I managed to download my pics from the Dirty Show - and then to up load them to Facebook! That is first - all by self - I can't figure out how to do SG - so you'll have to go to my facebook page to see any of them. Sorry, but c'est la vie!

Trying to rise above, but keep keep crushing all those around me . Having problems with family members who live far away........ Probably a good thing they stay away too. I have no patience for anyone -

Ran into the ex and his gf at the Dirty Show last night. He tried to pretend he didn't see me . I DID notice that his girlfriend is almost a whole head taller than he is - that was a small consolation............
I'm just at a really low point in my life. I can't seem to get my ass moved out of the house I've been living in for 25 years. I'm overwhelmed and paralyzed - I could really use some help

nope - paralyzed