Happy New Year SG! Very late I know....but hey ho. I still have not decided if I want to stay here...the girls increasingly look the same, and most of the friends I made when I joined have left...But still I keep coming back. I am even considering trying as a hopeful again - There are a few truely stunning PSW hopefuls, and although every woman is stunning in her own way, I think SG need to bring back 'thicker' curvier women to the mix 
Anyway - I got the job, started a month ago. Its ok, not as good as the last one which I adored, but at least this one lasts longer. They guys I work with are nice, I am in an office for a bit until we go to site (I work for a rail construction company) and they feed me cream cakes. I keep getting a tad worried that I am incompetent, but I think that is me being paranoid. I hope it is anyway!
I am still with AndyG - we have been together over 4 years now, and have talked about getting married...not sure when that will happen mind as we a both broke! But the thought makes me happy
I now have 3 cats - did I tell you? The latest is nearly 1, totally black and called Danzig I will post a pic in a minute...and I will leave you with some pics from my sets on Zivity - feel free to come and visit me there and leave me some love <3
Anyway - I got the job, started a month ago. Its ok, not as good as the last one which I adored, but at least this one lasts longer. They guys I work with are nice, I am in an office for a bit until we go to site (I work for a rail construction company) and they feed me cream cakes. I keep getting a tad worried that I am incompetent, but I think that is me being paranoid. I hope it is anyway!
I am still with AndyG - we have been together over 4 years now, and have talked about getting married...not sure when that will happen mind as we a both broke! But the thought makes me happy
I now have 3 cats - did I tell you? The latest is nearly 1, totally black and called Danzig
I will post a pic in a minute...and I will leave you with some pics from my sets on Zivity - feel free to come and visit me there and leave me some love <3
Been ages right? I know, useless.
New Job = Awesome! I love it, - working on a construction site is so much fun. Never thought it would be, but bloody hell it is!
Modelling = Kind of taking a back burner atm. Have put on a shed load of weight, so I am not too happy with myself...I am of course still modelling for the other site I am on, and loveing it!
Cats = I now have 3! Got a little black kitten a few weeks ago. He is called Danzig, and is totally adorable, except getting into everything and harrassing my other babies...still, what do I expect from a kitten?
Andy = 3 1/2 years! My longest relationship yet, and still going strong. He is a darling...
Thats it! Any news for me kittens? xxx
New Job = Awesome! I love it, - working on a construction site is so much fun. Never thought it would be, but bloody hell it is!
Modelling = Kind of taking a back burner atm. Have put on a shed load of weight, so I am not too happy with myself...I am of course still modelling for the other site I am on, and loveing it!
Cats = I now have 3! Got a little black kitten a few weeks ago. He is called Danzig, and is totally adorable, except getting into everything and harrassing my other babies...still, what do I expect from a kitten?
Andy = 3 1/2 years! My longest relationship yet, and still going strong. He is a darling...
Thats it! Any news for me kittens? xxx
Thanks everyone who sent me congrats on the job, means a lot to me
Should be starting next Monday, and am crapping myself already! What if I have forgotten everything?! What if I can't do what they ask me too? Ahhhhh!!
Anyway, I am working near York Train Station for Colas Rail. They will be doing improvements to the line from now until November, and I have been drafted to take care of the admin side of things. I'll be writing site reports, taking deliverys and ordering the men around when they haven't filled in thier reports
In other news...not a lot actually! I have put on tons of weight since I've not been working, so I am hoping the walk to work and back every day will help me lose a few pounds before Download Festival I am so excited for it!! Also have Bugjam lined up, and seeing Primus in July. Can't wait! And now I have a job I will actually be able to afford these things!
Should be starting next Monday, and am crapping myself already! What if I have forgotten everything?! What if I can't do what they ask me too? Ahhhhh!!
Anyway, I am working near York Train Station for Colas Rail. They will be doing improvements to the line from now until November, and I have been drafted to take care of the admin side of things. I'll be writing site reports, taking deliverys and ordering the men around when they haven't filled in thier reports
In other news...not a lot actually! I have put on tons of weight since I've not been working, so I am hoping the walk to work and back every day will help me lose a few pounds before Download Festival
I am so excited for it!! Also have Bugjam lined up, and seeing Primus in July. Can't wait! And now I have a job I will actually be able to afford these things!This week I have been struck down by the dreaded flu/cold...again. I keep getting sick! Maybe the a) late nights b) smoking like a chimmney and c) being overweight have something to do with it? Anyway, am ill again. Headache, runny nose, coughing and I have gone a bit deaf in one ear. Fun times!! I couldn't sleep last night so was up online til 1am. Late for me!
Still no sign of a job...I worked it out and I will have been unemployed 8 months on the 10th of April. Its too long, and call me naive but I never thought I would be out of work this long!!
Went to see the tattooist from my previous post the other day. His work has improved no end since the last time I saw him, his attitude has not. Don't get me wrong, I like him, we have been friends for about 10 years! But although I am still disapointed in not getting the reception job, after seeing him the other day I am kinda glad I didn't too. I think I may have wanted to kill him after a week! He was going on about all the jobs I should apply for - that I already have. Then going on about the fact that he doesn't understand why people choose to be 'alternative' and then wonder why they don't get jobs...I am not stupid, I know that the way I look will be a barrier to a lot of people. I just didn't think it would be this bad! Then he was on about tattoos on the neck, saying he would never get any cos they would cause work trouble in later life...he has stars behind one ear onto his neck, and a flower behind the other?! All in all it was good to see him, but I find him a bit patronising. I have made my choices, and I understand in some cases they may cause issues. I am not that naive, I knew that all along!!
I don't really have a lot else to tell you tbh...I am still selling stuff on Ebay, so feel free to stop by and have a look. I really, really need the money :S Today I will be jobhunting, washing up and tidying...fun times!
<3 Fliss xx
Still no sign of a job...I worked it out and I will have been unemployed 8 months on the 10th of April. Its too long, and call me naive but I never thought I would be out of work this long!!
Went to see the tattooist from my previous post the other day. His work has improved no end since the last time I saw him, his attitude has not. Don't get me wrong, I like him, we have been friends for about 10 years! But although I am still disapointed in not getting the reception job, after seeing him the other day I am kinda glad I didn't too. I think I may have wanted to kill him after a week! He was going on about all the jobs I should apply for - that I already have. Then going on about the fact that he doesn't understand why people choose to be 'alternative' and then wonder why they don't get jobs...I am not stupid, I know that the way I look will be a barrier to a lot of people. I just didn't think it would be this bad! Then he was on about tattoos on the neck, saying he would never get any cos they would cause work trouble in later life...he has stars behind one ear onto his neck, and a flower behind the other?! All in all it was good to see him, but I find him a bit patronising. I have made my choices, and I understand in some cases they may cause issues. I am not that naive, I knew that all along!!
I don't really have a lot else to tell you tbh...I am still selling stuff on Ebay, so feel free to stop by and have a look. I really, really need the money :S Today I will be jobhunting, washing up and tidying...fun times!
<3 Fliss xx
Just found out if I had contacted an old friend 2 weeks ago I could have had my dream job - working in a tattoo shop as a receptionist. Words cannot describe how gutted I am right now. I can't stop crying. I just want a job, earn some money, get out of the house. Working somewhere they accept me for me. I feel like I will never find that 
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