Next to the place that you sleep is
a spot for me, and i'll gradually switch the two.
So you can be where i am and i can be with you.
And the kitten that hides in between our backs
i'll bring up to our heads, so she can feel like us.
And she'll purr softly.
Make us giggle in our sleep. Cause it's so meak.
But, perfect for us here in
this bed, to bring us closer.
Henny
a spot for me, and i'll gradually switch the two.
So you can be where i am and i can be with you.
And the kitten that hides in between our backs
i'll bring up to our heads, so she can feel like us.
And she'll purr softly.
Make us giggle in our sleep. Cause it's so meak.
But, perfect for us here in
this bed, to bring us closer.
Henny
Day off today: Hazaa!
I had a weird dream last night. It was full of action and "matrix" like floating, etc. At one point I became lucid
and tried to swing my fists at a few nameless characters. But, my arms moved soooo slow. It was like being stuck underwater. All i wanted was to connect dammit! But, when i woke up this morning it made me think of a great idea.
What if there was some kind of game that put you in charge of choreography? You'd be on a movie set, and map out where and when certain characters would do certain things. It wouldn't have to be an action game...but i'd prefer it that way. I mean...would you really want to choreograph a tea party? We'll, i guess it could be used as some sort of digital story board as well. Hmmm....Then i'd have to make some sort of good audio sync so the dialogue would be crisp. Maybe it would let you make your own sound effects as well. I'll bet someone has thought of this already...I think i remember something like this..but not as in depth. This could be used as a real tool. More thinking to be done...
Saturday....come sooner!
ps. i miss the cancer plan
I had a weird dream last night. It was full of action and "matrix" like floating, etc. At one point I became lucid
and tried to swing my fists at a few nameless characters. But, my arms moved soooo slow. It was like being stuck underwater. All i wanted was to connect dammit! But, when i woke up this morning it made me think of a great idea.
What if there was some kind of game that put you in charge of choreography? You'd be on a movie set, and map out where and when certain characters would do certain things. It wouldn't have to be an action game...but i'd prefer it that way. I mean...would you really want to choreograph a tea party? We'll, i guess it could be used as some sort of digital story board as well. Hmmm....Then i'd have to make some sort of good audio sync so the dialogue would be crisp. Maybe it would let you make your own sound effects as well. I'll bet someone has thought of this already...I think i remember something like this..but not as in depth. This could be used as a real tool. More thinking to be done...
Saturday....come sooner!
ps. i miss the cancer plan
Today I just want to write music and smoke.
And I will.
Working with some lyrics:
To be moving; and then be stuck
is death i've heard. So, how could I
care that your moving on? Millions of stories
are half finished.
There's no time. And, yet you return.
If you only knew
it started before you got here.
You'd see there's a ways to go yet.
If I could somehow make
you understand, you know i'd never hesitate,
to bring you peace.
Just weird seeing your friends act like children. But, gotta learn somehow?
And I will.
Working with some lyrics:
To be moving; and then be stuck
is death i've heard. So, how could I
care that your moving on? Millions of stories
are half finished.
There's no time. And, yet you return.
If you only knew
it started before you got here.
You'd see there's a ways to go yet.
If I could somehow make
you understand, you know i'd never hesitate,
to bring you peace.
Just weird seeing your friends act like children. But, gotta learn somehow?
I can't believe I'm working at Starbucks again. I think I told myself I would never work there again. And, somehow I forgot that. But, I like the store I'm working at. It's busy and a lot of people to talk to. I wonder if my energy will run out sooner or later as it usually does. More coffee?
Tried out for a band last week. I made it. They sounded like Radiohead. I sang for them and played guitar. They wanted me to come in and sing vocals for a few recordings. I didn't show up. Why? I'm not really sure. Maybe the fact that it was an already existing project. I've written so much music, and put so much time into the sound I want...it almost seems a waste to use other people's ideas. I put that wrong....I'm not necessarily writing something...but playing this weird voice in my head. It sings to me. I get closer and closer to that sound...i can't stop now.
Jackie came and visited. It was great to see him. We're both different now in our older age. 25! I like the man he is now. Bastard.
Biking a lot. Dear god it's tiring. But, it makes me so damn happy!!!
Tried out for a band last week. I made it. They sounded like Radiohead. I sang for them and played guitar. They wanted me to come in and sing vocals for a few recordings. I didn't show up. Why? I'm not really sure. Maybe the fact that it was an already existing project. I've written so much music, and put so much time into the sound I want...it almost seems a waste to use other people's ideas. I put that wrong....I'm not necessarily writing something...but playing this weird voice in my head. It sings to me. I get closer and closer to that sound...i can't stop now.
Jackie came and visited. It was great to see him. We're both different now in our older age. 25! I like the man he is now. Bastard.
Biking a lot. Dear god it's tiring. But, it makes me so damn happy!!!
I don't believe you
your face gives you away
a lacking of circulation, you've felt warmer
and you can't even push through
But, why do it now?
When you have nothing to lose. Imperative.
I've built a fire out of blue smoke.
it makes you look cool.
And let's me sink through the walls.
your face gives you away
a lacking of circulation, you've felt warmer
and you can't even push through
But, why do it now?
When you have nothing to lose. Imperative.
I've built a fire out of blue smoke.
it makes you look cool.
And let's me sink through the walls.
at what point is there a focus
a blackhole to move us away
that moves from corner to corner
erasing what was today
with no echo or violence to warn
the heart beat descends and falls through
to the posture of each statue
that the ancients waited and then drew
a blackhole to move us away
that moves from corner to corner
erasing what was today
with no echo or violence to warn
the heart beat descends and falls through
to the posture of each statue
that the ancients waited and then drew
walking by the sea
is quite good for me
i need a fresh start
to continue the art
waves show me change
constant exchange
and so i become
until i am done.
is quite good for me
i need a fresh start
to continue the art
waves show me change
constant exchange
and so i become
until i am done.
