I'm back!!!

well I'm not sure who it was who reactivated my account with a gift membership, but thanks!!

Grr..I couldn't get on for a while.

Stupid internet *shakes fist at it*

Did anyone play April Fools jokes on anyone ?? Share the details

Happy Easter everyone!!

Damn, I certainly don't get the comments here I used to

Okay, I'm back.

What did I miss ??

Waiting 4 hours in a hospital sucks...especially when it's for you.

I had an allergic reaction to something, which caused me to break out in these lil spots all over the top of my back. I felt soo weak and tired all day yesterday..and still do. They didn't do much for me. besides some blood work, and poking me everywhere.

I just hope it goes away...it's ITCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know about anyone else, But it still bothers me when I take the time to write someone and they don't write me back..Or you see they've written to a kazillion other people, but not you. It makes me wonder, where the fuck are people's manners ?? hahaha.

Anyway, it's the last day of the month. Summer is fading fast, as per usual. Gotta enjoy it while it lasts!!!

Loves ya all!!

My vacation is over!!

I don't wanna go back to work!! Will someone hide me ?? I'll bake them cookies everyday!!

I'm back....whatever that means.

*coughs* this thing on ??

Where is everyone ?!?

I just took a long walk trying to clear the cobwebs outta my head. I've had a lot of 'news' to try and digest today, and it's hard to know how to feel.

My ex-fiance is getting married. It's been 5 years since she ended things, 4 since we've spoken, and now here she is telling me how happy she is and can't wait to be this new guys wife. I don't know why I should care, but for some reason I do. I can't help but wonder why this guy is somehow good enough, but I wasn't. Maybe it's silly to sit here and dwell on why people make decisions 5 years ago, but it still hurts.

...and of course, Jenn is getting married as well. Now I couldn't be happier for her, and I can tell she's sooooo excited about the big event. She's been my best friend I've ever had for the past 4 months, and nobody deserves to be happy more than she does. But along with happiness, there was a bit of sadness on my part as well. The instant I read the news last night on here, my heart sunk....and part of me felt soooo bad and I couldn't hold back the tears. I knew in that instant that some things were going to change, and I really didn't want them to...

But afterwards, I looked myself in the mirror and hated what I saw. What kind of friend would I be to rain on her parade now ?? and if I loved her as much as I think I do, I'd want her to be happy....and I do. I realise now how selfish I was being and I'm soooo sorry.