Am leaving it too long between visits to this site, am missing lots of hot girls and need to spend more time posting on peoples blogs.

The time that has been wasted has been spent getting wasted and having a life so its not all bad news. Have taken a couple of photos to send to a friend that I'm toying with the idea of putting on here but they show quite a lot lol. Ah if someone says do it enough I might lol.

So... its almost christmas, but I fuckin hate this time of year. Its fake, forced, fun for all the family bullshit. Bahumbug! If you are also not feeling the christmas spirit join me in saying a big fuck off to all those who are, and have been, playing christmas songs and getting the decorations up way way way in advance of the acutal 12 days of christmas.

Rant over lol.

Anyways before I forget, saw this chick with a great t-shirt the other day, it said 'Spooning Leads to Forking', now I think that is Hi Larious!

Wow what the fuck happened there. My life got busy with it and actually had social contact outside of work!

Been cool though, had my friend Marc's wedding reception that I nearly didnt go to cause I was being stupid. Ended up being a cool, drunken night. Marc's wife looked stunning in her dress and Marc was well loved up, happy and well drunk by the end of it all.

Man I envy finding someone who would want to marry the other, never seem to make that kinda connection lol

Ah well I've got a three day weekend, have bought Assassins Creed 2 and lots of beer so am sorted till I have to go back to work on Monday lol

Right going to put Memento Mori on my iPhone and go make a pot of coffee!

Laters all, hope it wont be soo long between blogs next time.

M

A few vodkas later.... And I'm back in the room.

Sure the the start of winter has kicked in the SAD effect which is why I've been so up an down over the last few days. Am looking on the brightside again currently and plan on trying to stay that way.

Have even gone so far as to try and set myself up with a date.... just not sure if I've got one yet. Still the anticipation is giving me something to focus on and sort of something looking forward to at the same time.

For some reason my break up has only just started to really get to me. I think its because now when there is so much going on I realise breaking up doesn’t just mean being single, it means losing your best friend.

I knew that already because I've missed her since the split. Miss her kicking me in my sleep cause I've rolled onto my back and started snoring. I miss her stealing all the covers and me waking up cold and having to snuggle up against her to get warm and hearing her still half asleep complain that I'm cold.

Seem to have been left stationary as my friends settle down and get married.

But I guess there is always someone else waiting to be met in a bar or over coffee or somewhere. Just not sure I want to meet someone to have to keep going through this cycle.

Ah fuck it I need a drink, who else needs a drink?

Man have I been busy lately, dont know why everythings just gone so nuts? Has anyone else had the same problem? Am writing this while 'working from home' lol, and as I cant check out this site from work I think its a big plus!

Been so tied up (and not in a good way) I havent been able to get my tatt done, if I can am going to pop into town today and see if it can be done.

Also its been several months since my break up and I am starting to feel the fucklust really badly, I need to get some soon! Going to hit the town tomorrow nite and see how my luck holds.

Might calm down after a good session on the water this afternoon/tomorrow.... then again.

So got some fresh ink! Oh I forgot how sweet the pain of getting a tattoo can be. Its like an enjoyable pain that ends in some (hopefully) good ink.

Let me know what you all think!!

Cool-O-Ramma, am booked into have another tattoo done tomorrow afternoon. Will post up some pictures soon as I get the chance.

Dont suppose there are that many of you reading this blog but for the rare and random few I'll recap whats been going on for the last few weeks in the form of a weather report;

Work = ok with shit spells, mainy sunny.
Home = sodding shower is still leaking somewhere and its ruining my kitchen celling, wet spells with cloudy patches.
Sex = currently very dry with no sign of rain.
Forecast = ink is on the horizon.

If there are changes I will update the predictions as new information becomes available. Wind would be nice.

Am gagging for a session on the water to help releave the stress and tenstion. Irony will be that soon as I've been freshly inked and cant go in the water for a bit will be when the wind picks up and my kitesurf friends will be posting messages on their facebook pages about how good the wind was and what an epic session they've had. Bastards in advance.

Man rum gives a pretty hard core hangover the next day!

Still managed to drag my ass out of bed and into town for a bucket of coffee and a really nice rasberry and white chocolaite muffin.

Ended up in HMV buying the Bourne trillogy on blu ray and AD/DC's Back In Black to replace the copy I lost a few years ago.

Going round a mates now to help sort his kite out and make sure it aint gonna go flat straight away.

Hope your all having a good sunday!

I reach toward the sky, I've said my goodbyes, my hearts always with you...

Man its been a shit day. Really have a problem with people who wont talk to you directly when they have a problem, instead they just cause shit and they when asked wont say what the problem is or why they've dont it.

Fuckitalltohell lol

SO anyone else had a bad day or generally wants a moan please post it in a comment below!