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Im still waiting and waiting and fucking waiting. This set that i shot back in Jan still isnt "finished". whats even more infuriating about this situation is that he says he is working on it, but i can see he is spilling all of his free time into other things/shoots/editing. He can turn stuff out in no time, so why is mine taking months? It sucks though because we use to be friends. Oh well.
I cannot wait till the middle of august!!!! I will be in VEGAS for five or seven days!! i havent been able to decide yet haha. I cannot wait to explore the strip, and jump into lake havasu. Im going to be staying with one of my best friends, but she just moved her boyfriend from MI to out there last week, so i may need a buddy out there!
Just the other day, i spent over four hours running between my workplace, talking to HR and then the college that im trying to get into EMT classes....or was is a better word. I pretty much gave up for this semester, since somebody at work told me that work would pay up front for the classes since they did for her or she heard that they have done that before. So i never thought to get financial aid (since im paying out of district fees) or anything since i had been told, time and time again, that it would be taken care of. So i guess my dreams of being a EMT will have to wait till the winter semester.
Im dying to shoot again for the site, but i have been a little self conscious lately. It seems like no matter what i have done, little by little the scale has tipped up a little bit. Its really disheartening. Oh well, gotta work harder i guess! lol Does anybody have any tips for losing weight, and actually keeping it off? I have been eating healthier, and slowly getting back into working out...i.e running.
Severe asthma + running = dying for me. lol.
work is finally getting better, which is fucking awesome. I now work in the control room, which means that i am the eyes and ears of all my officers that i have on the floor of the casino, not to mention the cops as well
it's so exciting!! It really makes me happy that i was finally given the opportunity to show that i can actually work all of the cameras, enter information into our programs, and actually dispatch people where they are needed......and i get to do it all by myself!! 
Love you all! xoxo
p.s. I got bored and decided to take some pictures of my new bathing suit after i got back from the tanner. dont hate me, but they are from my cell phone


Im still waiting and waiting and fucking waiting. This set that i shot back in Jan still isnt "finished". whats even more infuriating about this situation is that he says he is working on it, but i can see he is spilling all of his free time into other things/shoots/editing. He can turn stuff out in no time, so why is mine taking months? It sucks though because we use to be friends. Oh well.
I cannot wait till the middle of august!!!! I will be in VEGAS for five or seven days!! i havent been able to decide yet haha. I cannot wait to explore the strip, and jump into lake havasu. Im going to be staying with one of my best friends, but she just moved her boyfriend from MI to out there last week, so i may need a buddy out there!
Just the other day, i spent over four hours running between my workplace, talking to HR and then the college that im trying to get into EMT classes....or was is a better word. I pretty much gave up for this semester, since somebody at work told me that work would pay up front for the classes since they did for her or she heard that they have done that before. So i never thought to get financial aid (since im paying out of district fees) or anything since i had been told, time and time again, that it would be taken care of. So i guess my dreams of being a EMT will have to wait till the winter semester.
Im dying to shoot again for the site, but i have been a little self conscious lately. It seems like no matter what i have done, little by little the scale has tipped up a little bit. Its really disheartening. Oh well, gotta work harder i guess! lol Does anybody have any tips for losing weight, and actually keeping it off? I have been eating healthier, and slowly getting back into working out...i.e running.
Severe asthma + running = dying for me. lol.
work is finally getting better, which is fucking awesome. I now work in the control room, which means that i am the eyes and ears of all my officers that i have on the floor of the casino, not to mention the cops as well
Love you all! xoxo
p.s. I got bored and decided to take some pictures of my new bathing suit after i got back from the tanner. dont hate me, but they are from my cell phone






