Well... My good mood has died horribly. Oh well!

Seems ever since the awesome beach trip, She's stopped talking to me really etc. But still mentions to other people about her boyfriend being a jerk or that she's thinking of looking elsewhere for a guy. Bah... Being ugly really sucks. Me and her have quite a few things in common, And being with her brings out the best in me, But she'll never consider me because i'm ugly... *Sigh*

Other news. Weather has been nice all week... So i've been enjoying what sunlight I can get. Walking and cycling mainly. Trying to keep positive etc...

Am also kind of annoyed because my friends at work decided to make a dating site profile for me even though I didn't want one and kept telling them not to do it. And that girl knows because they said and i'm just all argh and all about the whole thing. I don't want to be on some dating site!!! >_< Don't want any of that really... I don't know... Don't like it. Lots of long reasons etc etc etc why I don't like it...

*sigh*

Almost the weekend... Got nothing planned as usual. Guess i'll just wander around outside as usual... Catch a little bit of sun by myself. One more night of rubbish work...

But for now... My self-esteem is pretty shot, And my general mood has been unhappy. Got to stay happy though, Even if I don't feel it... >_<'

Take care people. Hope you all have good weekends!