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AUGUST 25, 2008 @ 01:42 PM | 2 COMMENTS


So there's been a transistion. When you can't find anything less than what was before, can the test become what the teacher wasn't?

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Never knowning what to do anymore leads to unique solitude. Where you sleep can be comforting to a degree, but when the train rolls on, keep up. 400 years later we rest.
JULY 28, 2008 @ 01:26 PM | 1 COMMENT


Nothing really going on anymore.......
JULY 4, 2008 @ 03:39 PM | 1 COMMENT


JUNE 4, 2008 @ 11:56 AM | 5 COMMENTS


HI. I want one.

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MAY 14, 2008 @ 12:11 PM | 6 COMMENTS


Been listening to Bob Marley all day, it's fuckin raining out, but the say is close to ending. gET The Fukc Out. It's not so bad here at work, I have a little free time, but I'd still prefer to be other places. Like walking, maybe down a beach, or road, in the sun,... or a patio, with a beer. Just relaxing.....

This is my new band..... Feel free to enjoy us.
http://myspace.com/bossrebel


It Doesn't make Much sence.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Tomorrow isn't real, and yesterdays' a fake
like me more than anything and I'll be your last mistake
I give what i take when I'm bored and awake
you listen to your side and my mind will slowly break.
A friend is a feeling that rarely fades,
but a test to the rest is what can't be made. I see that it goes on from day to day, with less than what was once called love taking it all away. Motivation saturated by the greedy success of one, rather than just simply love. I miss the innocence that used to be fullfulling. It's sooo hard to get back to how we used to feel before all this distain for everyhting took over and enveloped our lives.


Used and abused for a ride
kill me softly, lets star a riot.
Wake up when it's over and know that it wasn't true.
Lose what's lost and remember only you.
and i promise you mom, that i won't shead a tear
and my father would know that it's not for the beer
and I moved back into the house to stay awake.
But before long this life I could not take.
Out again for what it's worth and taking it slow now. No need to Rhyme, or make sence. Just spill what they feel they say.



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APRIL 19, 2008 @ 10:27 AM | 6 COMMENTS


let's add randomness to the world
let's tell them what to do.

Woke up this morning, to find a clock above my head,
took a look around before i realised I was dead.
Stumble to the kitchen to fetch myself a drink
whiped the blur up outta my eyes, so i could clearly think

So it's been a lovely week. With the sunshine, and the blue skys. So I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried, but the words that I want, no they won't leave my mind, and I wanted to let you know that I'm ok. I left once before but I walked through the door, knowing life wasn't gone along so far.

and i Got up out a bed. smile

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MARCH 27, 2008 @ 06:54 AM | 15 COMMENTS


CaN'T decide what to do next. smile
MARCH 6, 2008 @ 03:55 PM | 13 COMMENTS


So what do I have going on... I guess start off with some good news. I got laid last night! That was pretty enjoyable. 2 Nights in a row.

I'm on a streak! I can't wait till tonight... I'm going for 3. I've also been looking into getting my girlfriend a sex toy for her and/or us. If anyone has some suggestions, i'll gladly take em.

As for the rest of the shit that's going on. Things suck right now and I need a change. My Band broke up, my house is crowded and full of crap, my job is driving me insane, and alcohol is starting to cost to much. I've thought about moveing far away, or jsut around the city. Still haven't decided what to do yet. Depends on what i can find for a new job.

As for my look. I plan on getting my hair cut soon. My friend recently got a job at some salon here in town so I think I gonna get her to cut my hair soon. I haven't had one since last January 2007. It's gotten quite long but I like it that way. Time for a change though, clean myself up, and start fresh.

One thing i desperately need to get on is a fucking tatoo. I've wanted some for a while, but I'm so indecisive that I can't pick anything. I need to jsut get really drunk someday and go get one. I know I'll be happy with it, but I just can't make the decision. So that's my little bit for now. I'm still trying to learn to write more and express myself, it's getting easier, but I'm not there yet.

Thanks.
FEBRUARY 5, 2008 @ 03:54 PM | 21 COMMENTS


So I wanted to try an keep up with this blog thing. I love reading other peoples blogs, but there is so little going on in my life right now, that I just got nothing to say.

I spend my days working, and evenings watching sports, or random shows or movies, and playing vids, like Rockband(PS3), and other Random Wii shit.

However, my band just finished our CD, so feel free to check us out!!!!! The Satellite Hearts.

http://www.myspace.com/thesatellitehearts

If you have an opinion let me know! I'd love to hear it, good or bad.

So that's all I got for now,... I'll be around.
JANUARY 24, 2008 @ 01:40 PM | 6 COMMENTS


Fuck I hate being Sick. I've avoided the sickness for the past few years... no flu, no colds, nothing. It was great, but so far this winter this will be my third time. It's the dry, itchy, swollen throat that gets me the most, but the painful coughing, and stuffed up, aching muscles, tired body are just a bonus. I've tried drugs, and sleep, and soup, and alcohol, but nothing really curbs the feelings. It's just a wait it out thing. oh well. Maybe the weekend will bring some sort of Joy.
on a happier note, things at work are getting soo much better. Always tring to look on the brighter side of things, being sick for a few days really isn't so bad. I'll be over it soon. I could really go for some ice Cream right now. It's been so long, and it's winter, but I really want some. Maybe I'll pick some up later.

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