I've no real plans. However, I was invited to Double Trouble by Posh so thank goodness for that. A giant-sized party for June babies? No need to ask me twice! Besides, I haven't been the most sociable person lately so the event could do me some good. Now I have real incentive to keep up with the P90X, aka Operation: Muffin Top!



Although I don't have definite plans, I still have a wishlist! Oh yes, I went there. You can thank SillyK and allieshamallie for cultivating that monster. I thought it was a girl's tactic on SG but hey... it's the easiest thing in the world now. I've bought for and received from others on Amazon, and I believe their wishlist feature is the greatest thing since sliced bread.

So... the good ol' future ex-wife has a new set in MR today: Post Showtime! Shot by Cherry, who's pretty ace (but don't tell her I told you that... hello, inflated ego). Y'know, for a (really) white girl with thick Italian hair, toes like a monkey's and giant chompers, Lea looks pretty fine.

Dig it.


Also, congrats to Milloux on her first set being bought! Good job, ya alleged busybody.

As few of you already know, one of the girls here is no longer with us. During the weekend, a dear friend of mine along with her boyfriend passed away. I still have difficulty accepting this. She and I kept contact regularly despite the distance between us. We met three years ago on a whim, really. I'd known Evangeline for maybe a month tops, chatting about random things like The Mighty Boosh, indie movies, up-and-coming bands and whatnot... then one day she messages me about coming up to San Francisco for the first time ever and I WAS THE ONLY PERSON SHE KNEW FROM THERE. Naturally, I thought "oh, boy. HERE we go." I never meet anyone so early in a burgeoning online friendship yet something about her made me feel comfortable and not so anxious.

I laugh about it now, how we ran into each other in Union Square. She was bumbling about like she hadn't been in a big city before, and when she recognized me, her eyes lit up. Not soon after, we were going about town like we'd been friends for years. I hadn't met a person so enthused about life, it was refreshing and invigorating. To see the same old haunts in SF through her eyes was an exciting experience. It made me appreciative of how blessed I was to be living where I reside, and to have this new friend in my presence.

It was one of the best days of my adult life.



I'm really going to miss you, Ari.

...really? REALLY?! This is worse than the external schematic of the female reproductive system, in my opinion. Worse yet, THIS ONE. What in the hell, ladies. What in the hell. Like your irrationality needs to be permanently affixed on your skin.

Oh, hey... thanks again to those who helped me through my depression relapse. I'm feeling much better. A work in progress yet the outlook is positive.

Feeling better about regaining my creativity as well. Although my guitar playing sounds very much like Marty McFly being erased from existence while strumming Earth Angel. Anyways, if all goes well, you may see/hear the results in the near future.

This is plain ol' CREEPY.

I always feel like that is the case.

I was going to compose a funny yet perverted Hump Day blog in typical R3X form, but ...eh.

Lately, I've felt less and less motivated to share anything on this site. Photography, illustrations (rare as those are), random links and pics I've picked up from the net, serious thoughts, etc. The inspiration is lacking. It's kinda worrysome because I don't feel the impassioned commiseration I used to in my first three years here.

Or maybe I've simply grown out of its novelty.

Maybe I'll simply tired.

Feeling better.
I've good friends, here and in the real world.
I hope you're just as blessed.

I'd click on Solid Smiley if I were you.

...it's all a ploy to come along next time...

This removes any loopholes you may try to find. Cheaters.