A year.
Damn.

In less than a month, I'll be leaving my twenties behind and thrown head first into the age of responsibility, maturity and humility. Problem: I'VE ALREADY BEEN LIVING LIKE A 30-SOMETHING SINCE I HIT PUBERTY. Hell, mentally I'm much older as some of you can attest. Looking back, it's been an interesting ride but in my honest opinion, nothing to write home about. Not that I feel there's a finish line I must cross and give up absolutely on any chance of committing some 'youthful indiscretions'. The problem is two-fold: a) I don't know how to let loose; b) No one wants me to, because I'm 'the reliable one'. Somehow, some way, I need to cast aside that long-standing role and finally have fun like a majority of my friends have been all their lives... as inconsiderate assholes. LOL jk kinda

Essentially...


I have to put everyone's interests far, far off to the side (preferably off the table entirely) and nurture my own. Work wise, it's going well. My main camera was giving me problems earlier in the week yet I took the time to find out what other purchases I'll have to make in the future to expand my business. It won't be easy at the start but once I get the ball up one side of the hill, my hope is it'll crack and crash into an avalanche on the other side.

Fingers crossed.

Speaking of laydeez, congrats to Bruise and Kurosune turning pink!
Also, can someone buy Leandra, Paprika, Yulia and Aymi's sets before I do?
Lastly, someone make Brittan and Tez get naked before I fly to their respective towns myself and shoot them (with a camera, naturally).

While I'm temporarily in a demanding mood...
MAKE ME A MULTI & !!!

Rexy demands it.



GO FORTH AND MULTIPLY.

Spent most of the week with my dog Zeus.

Been really slow on the whole editing-my-personal-photos deal. They've taken a backseat to work but I finally worked on ONE, taken during the underwhelming 'Supermoon' event.



It's niiiiice, you liiiiike? I'll be getting more and more out there again. It's been difficult to remain motivated for my own creative endeavors. Work is work and I have to keep up because of a paycheck, but ...ugh. Hopefully, I can get more humans involved. Clear the block with a couple portrait/candid shoots.

RANDOM INTERNET BULLSHIT

ONE MORE THING, FUCKERS!!!

Nearly four years ago, I met this girl. This pale, pale, greasy-haired funny sounding girl... After 3.5 hours of mini golf, go karts and "accidentally" decapitating kids while playing lazer tag, it was pretty much confirmed that we were meant to be in each other's lives. Who is this shifty-eyed git with a fear of the sun, you ask? Why Leandra, of course!


*this is what alcoholics in a hotel bar at 10am look like. ah, memories*

Her latest set Darkly Dreaming (shot by Milloux) JUST went live in MR so you should go check it out after reading my blog. What's the harm in that? YOU'RE ON A PORN SITE. Titillation and horndoggedness are the main reasons you're here! Own up to it, twonks. I'm certain you'll enjoy it!



Hooked ya in.


fyi, she also told me that if the set hits a certain number of comments, she'll send me video of her taking on this candy all kinds of sexy like!



...OK, she didn't. A man can dream, however.





PEACE OUT, BITCHES.

To be honest, I didn't do much during my absence.
I grew out my hair.

I traveled a little...

Tried to get back into some hobbies and habits of mine.

My dog is still emo.

Hung out a little and tried to make the best out of home base.

Lastly, it turns out I closely resemble him:



This is why I don't own an iPhone.


So yeah... how's that for a image-heavy blog?! Whiny babies.





p.s.
p.p.s. See what the fuss is all about! REXYNOTSOSEXY. Surely, if two celebs follow me, I can't be all that bad.

Oh, hi there.

It's the end of an era.
Most likely.
Maybe. Kinda sorta.

A week from now my account will expire and I've no plans to return. Three years and some change feels like enough time at this place. I honestly don't know how the Old Schoolers can cope; I feel like I've been here a decade myself. I can't claim that SG didn't have an influence in my daily goings-on for that span, for better and worse. Ya take the good with the bad... dem's the facts of life, folks.

Overall it's been an interesting and surprisingly soul-strengthening experience. No no, not due to the whole individuals-discovering-brotherhood-through-their-uniqueness gobbledygook that's been espoused on this site since its inception. More like the tenet that is keep-your-shit-to-yourself-because-you-can't-truly-trust-anyone-this-is-the-internet-after-all. I obviously learned that very early on. I'm unsure if having a callous heart and cautious mind are assets or not, but I thank you, SG. It's definitely made me more mindful and weary of others, online and IRL.



On the flipside, SG did help me out in my confidence some, if you can believe that. Not to claim that whenever I catch my reflection I see a winner that could bed any skirt that I make eye contact with, yet I now think I'm an all right looking schmoe. What else... It's helped me with my photography as well. More in regards on how NOT to shoot a naked human being... also, less Photoshop is more. I've a tad of regret about not photographing anyone here, but it's not like I can't do things outside the site!

Plus, there are the bona fide friendships that began thanks to this place. That I'm thankful for most of all. If it wasn't for two people - TigerAngel for harassing me for TWO YEARS to join, and Jaylin inviting me to Prom in '08 (only a month after I registered here) and introducing me to folks, I never would have met burntsolace, Maribell, SpidersAndArrows, mugglefucker, etc... Establishing early bonds like that gave me the drive to give others a chance. Now I can't get rid of some of you suckahs if I tried. (those suckahs being Leib_, SillyK, Coollkefonzie, Luella_DeVille, Bellica, Leandra and Xtine).

I wish I could give each of the 91 people in my friends list a personal thanks ...but I'm LAZY.
Believe me when you read that I'm grateful to have such supportive and inspiring people in my life.




We had some memories.

One thing's for certain... if this truly is the end, I'm gonna miss all the ass. Sooo much ass.

Speaking of, if some of you bubblebutt hussies want to exchange numbers and stuff. ...y'know, to drop a line occasionally.
"How's it going? Family doing well? Wanna see my butt?"





Ohh, I'm just being serious.

 

I may need a hot date.
(if tickets are still available within a week)