About a month ago I developed symptoms to this secret (I'd just rather not say) condition, where I feel endless cramping and stabbing pain. I don't think it's normally supposed to be non-stop, but it has been for weeks. I've been trying to be happy regardless because there's nothing I can do aside from surgery or painkillers, which I'm very much opposed to. I've been doing very well being happy, because it really isn't that big of a deal when I think of the many other things that could be wrong with me. Yesterday, however, my Squeaky was found a very sick little mangled wreck. I don't know what to do.

About a month ago I developed symptoms to this secret (I'd just rather not say) condition, where I feel endless cramping and stabbing pain. I don't think it's normally supposed to be non-stop, but it has been for weeks. I've been trying to be happy regardless because there's nothing I can do aside from surgery or painkillers, which I'm very much opposed to. I've been doing very well being happy, because it really isn't that big of a deal when I think of the many other things that could be wrong with me. Yesterday, however, my Squeaky was found a very sick little mangled wreck. I don't know what to do.