Tis been awhile.

At times i don't care to take this site seriously. It takes too much time to intigrate into new online communities.

But - i guess if by chance anyone would come by to read this - i do have a question. Just how could it be, the one true love of my life - the one i have sacrificed so much for ~ in the end could be the one to hurt me the most. The scar of our love i wear now across my life with friends, with family. It never ends. My fate concealed and my heart empty now until what seems to be forever.

thankfully i have absorbed my love to my art and now to a woman. Otherwise i would have not made it this far. But - this question. Why and how could it be that someone who was so right - can turn out to be so wrong. Where have i gone wrong. Where, i think is more of the question, where does love go wrong.

alright ~D