I stay to my parents home those days.
I can sewing like I want. *Joy*
I dream about a factory with my stuff, but I first dream about my liberty, that I have. I just scare to give my liberty for materials things.

Now, I feel confidence.
Last months I feel lost someday, because I was sick, because my boyfriend feel less emotions with me, because job,...
But it permit me to ask me some questions. Now I feel better, I know where I go and I feel hapiness.
My boyfriend is like an angel, he wants to be happy in every circonstances but stay sensitiv and (lucide). For me he's a light. It is funny because some people didn't like him. When he was younger he had a bad sens of humour and hurts people. When I was youner I feel alone because of my sense of humour but now I just know that I didn't meet the "good" person for this.

Anyway.
I had some wishes about myself. Wishes are funny. Even if I didn't do this, I know that it is what I want.

1- meditation
2- to pray. I have no religion but I want to feel connect to what you want to call it, the earth, the energy, god, destiny, cosmos, ... pray is not asking but say thank you for what I have,...
3- take care to my body with little sport's activities (exercices). (even I have a velib' card ^^)
4- try to eat better (more fruits, less coffe? but prefer plaisure (so I don't stop coffe))
5- try to be disponible for people (it is what I don't do the most) (speak to my mother when she ask me something even if she choose this moment when I'm on toilett, answer to my phone (I hate phone for speaking),... Be patient (I'm the inpatience),...

So time for pictures:

^^

Hello!

new pictures of me, say me what do you think about these:












What's new?

hum...

I'm happy 'cause I've seen (the end) of the gig of a old french band: la souris déglinguée
I really don't know why but I listen the album (one of the first) again and again.
I could apreciate a music in a intelectually way (the drum oh yeah, oh the guitar is great, oh the rythm, ...) but for these band, I really don' know I like it.
I think it is a lot because of the lyrics, and because it is remind me my BF.


I see a movie of Bunuel, "journal d'une femme de chambre" I think Bunuel is one of my favorite director's movie. My favorite movie is "un chien andalou", I like "l'age d'or" bur it is maybe too long and I love "Belle de Jour", even at the begining I find this movie strange because the actors play a little bit unreal. But with this movie I had a so lovely crush with one of the character (Marcel). The actor was extraordinary too (Pierre Clementi) he has done some movies, I love him. (He's dead now ^^).

So, Journal d'une femme de chambre is so fantastic even I really love the first half of the movie.
It is with Jeanne Moreau...
Now, I just want to see this movie from director Jean Renoir who I love so much (the son of a french painter Auguste Renoir). Jean Renoir has done "La grande Illusion", one of my favorite movie too...

Ok, who cares about the movies I've seen, writing in a bad english?

Anyway,
now the weather is so sweet in Paris.
I live in a so beautiful place, it is hard because I'm often sad (I search a job, it is a bad period ><. People could say "how happy I will be if I live this place"...

So, pictures of Paris again, Notre Dame, in 5 minutes from my room:




(not the better point of view of the cathedral but I like to shoot like that...)


and some shop, the night, with doll's face, a little bit creepy but so lovely.

In April, there are not just fish, there is my birthday too.
It's gift's time.
I would like to be queued ^^
but, there are so many girls who are waiting so much. I prefer that girls who are waiting more than one year have a set in the front page now!

Anyway, I give you some gifts: some picts of me. If there are not a gift for you, why are you here?









Oh, I look so bad girl, in real I'm worse.







Anyway, some fun things I've put on my head.

Some safety pins on my nose. My BF often said me "look all we can put on your hole!", but it's in private.










I thing I'm in love with Paris. I've create an album.

Hello,
I hope you're alright!

So, I spend the most of my times in Paris. I is frustrating because I love it and hate it.
Anyway, first, it is the best place of the world, or not.



I have a lot of pictures of my travel between my BF's place and mine. I travel the Seine and it is a strange and great feeling.

Now, smoking in bars are forbitten. I can go there now. I have my fetish even I don't spend a lot times in bars.
There are some great book shop of independant comics I love too, where I bought a silkscreen of Antoine Bernart that I love so much.
If you come to Paris I can show you the bookshops, the bars, where to buy musics and clothes. But, I don't know a great place to eat for cheap ^^

I try to do the most exhibition,
this month, I go to
Palais de Tokyo (yesteday)
Jeu de Paume
Bibliothèque Forney for an exhibition of an old fashion magazine
Orsay to draws statues
Musée de la mode et du textile for Christian Lacrois exh.
Musée de la mode Galliera for the fashion of 1920's
Musée de l'armée for an exh. of costume
Centre Pompidou for Louise Bourgeois (I go there 4time for week)
Some galeries but not enough...

And I try to see some movies, but not the "commercial movies" because cinema is too much expansiv for me (8-11 euros the movie). I prefer to go in Cinematheque Francaise (3 euros for me), there will be an exhibition of Mellies soon, and there are lot of cool movies), sometimes in MCJP there are free old japanese movies, excellent, and I go to the centre pompidou again, because I have a card and so it is free, there was a rerospective alain resnais...

Anyway, I try to stay connected to this.

So, pictures now:






But for real, I search a job.
Life is so expensiv here.
50cl milk: 1,01 euros
1 bread: 1 euro
isn't it crazy?
fruits too and meat too. I think I real need meat, It'is could be cool if I'll be vegan, but my body don't want.
I loose weight and I don't like it (and you don't like it too apparently ^^)

So, I do some clothes, I do paintings and drawings,...
So, here is a little drawings with indian ink:


inspired by skinhead's style but not a skinhead ^^, more a fashionvictim you know...

And, I have to learn to use Illustrator but I don't like it so much.

Unqueued...

It is a good news because my set is accepted but now...

I'm waiting again and again to be queued. ^^

Some news later I hope!
!kiss!!

Yo!
hello my dears,

I want to share some pictures of me I've done:

What is your favorites?


I love casquettes.


casquettes ans high heals


More me




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strange hair




Hair growns

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good night from France.