Well got the week kicked off ready for the weekend. I loved my job but lately just burned out, I like having the responsibility I have but I really need help and they refuse to hire more people. Got a couple jobs ill be putting my résumé up for and we will see.
Luckily I'm going to Montana next month to the Marlboro ranch so I'm pretty stoked to get out and free cigarettes so that's excites me.
And my mom just started her first round of chemo yesterday that has bummed me out I love Her so much an it just worries me I'm optimistic about the outcome but its still hard having two parents with cancer :/ take care folks and much love.
Luckily I'm going to Montana next month to the Marlboro ranch so I'm pretty stoked to get out and free cigarettes so that's excites me.
And my mom just started her first round of chemo yesterday that has bummed me out I love Her so much an it just worries me I'm optimistic about the outcome but its still hard having two parents with cancer :/ take care folks and much love.
Oh lawdy, I'm once again stuck at work :/ I just need a break, a good escape to clear my head and not focus on this job. I've seriously been considering moving on from this place. My mom always wanted and still wants me to go into the plants like my dad and don't get me wrong the money is out of this world and the things I could do for my family would be great. But that takes sometime to I through school.
I know I've chosen a rough neck lifestyle and I'm sure ill work my ass off for many many years but I'm ok with that. I just need a change of venue, I suppose I the money were a little better where I am at now I could consider staying but as of now its over worked and under payed. And that's not just bitching I literally go above and beyond and it's time for some appreciation and my drunk of a boss and doing it.
Other than that life is good NHRA drag racing is in town so I will be there all weekend, it's time for some ink that has always been a release of stress for me blah much love folks
I know I've chosen a rough neck lifestyle and I'm sure ill work my ass off for many many years but I'm ok with that. I just need a change of venue, I suppose I the money were a little better where I am at now I could consider staying but as of now its over worked and under payed. And that's not just bitching I literally go above and beyond and it's time for some appreciation and my drunk of a boss and doing it.
Other than that life is good NHRA drag racing is in town so I will be there all weekend, it's time for some ink that has always been a release of stress for me blah much love folks
Holy cow it's been a really long day. I'm waiting on my call out to go back to work to start the second of a three barge tote. So been at work since 7am finished at 9:30 got off at 11pm turn around for the other barge is 6-8 hours then another 7-12 hours to pump that one off. Then repeat for the 3rd barge hopefully all goes smooth so I can make the farmers market on Saturday....
The farmers market has been a big dream of mine for quite sometime now and when approached by one of my buddies and Chef of a local restaurant who cooks with a lot of my produce with the idea of jump starting a market I jumped. So now my focus has gone from using my primary job to help build my own dream of expanding my garden into a small farm and owning my own specialty foods store.. Hope everyone is great much love
The farmers market has been a big dream of mine for quite sometime now and when approached by one of my buddies and Chef of a local restaurant who cooks with a lot of my produce with the idea of jump starting a market I jumped. So now my focus has gone from using my primary job to help build my own dream of expanding my garden into a small farm and owning my own specialty foods store.. Hope everyone is great much love
Holy shit! I'm so exhausted work has been really crazy about a month ago I was burned by 312 degree liquid asphalt over 50% of my face and neck and almost lost my left eye. It was traumatic and painful. But I voiced back with no scaring just some discoloration that will fade in time.
They have been working the dog piss out of me and its just been dragging me down just since the accident I haven't had the drive as I once did towards my work. I've been reall focused on getting my resources together to expand my garden into a small farm.
After this past Saturdays farmers market the first one in my town had a successful outcome I've been motivated on really stepping it up so fingers crossed
They have been working the dog piss out of me and its just been dragging me down just since the accident I haven't had the drive as I once did towards my work. I've been reall focused on getting my resources together to expand my garden into a small farm.
After this past Saturdays farmers market the first one in my town had a successful outcome I've been motivated on really stepping it up so fingers crossed
Oh lord, what a New Year!!' After over a year of fighting I won custody of my daughter which if your in Texas that's damn near impossible. But I'm proud of myself for the person I've become and it just goes to show how hard I've work to get things done...
Well been a bit since an update.... The weather is starting to change and riding weather is on us, I love just getting on the bike and feeling that cool air hit me just clears my head,,, got court at the end of October so between now and then ill have a mediation session and hopefully my baby momma can grow up a bit and realize what's best for our daughter, I stress everyday that something isn't set in stone and I worry most about the state not doing what's best, I'm the only stable thing in my daughters life and ill be damned if I have to give my money to someone who won't even spend it on her own child...
Well this coming week will e my one year mark at my job and I can honestly say its been an amazing one, I've come a log way from where I was just a year ago and for that I am so thankful ill never go back but ill always look back and be encouraged that things will get better and with a little hard work anything is possible...
Well this coming week will e my one year mark at my job and I can honestly say its been an amazing one, I've come a log way from where I was just a year ago and for that I am so thankful ill never go back but ill always look back and be encouraged that things will get better and with a little hard work anything is possible...
Supper stressed out I need Monday to come and go.... I'm ready to hop on the Harley and go away
