I knew when I made the decision to try for SuicideGirls what was required. I honestly do want to be able to be a part of this. I just love the freedom and the opportunity to "let the creativity flow", in a manner. But with my 14 hours a day, 5 days a week schedule, I find it hard to meet up to the expectation of being constantly active on here. Not only that, I find it even harder to think of something to blog about, knowing no one genuinely gives a shit about what I have to say. My life isn't that interesting, I'm a workaholic. I'm way focused on my life goals that I've had for over 5 years. I've wasted a lot of time on people who never deserved a second of it. Perfect example of what I was saying before. I can hardly imagine anyone being interested in this ramble. It's not that I don't like being on here and being exposed to something totally different, a completely different group of people. I guess it's more of a personal thing.
FEB 25, 2012 01:34 AM
but youre still here and that is what matter 
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MAR 05, 2012 04:22 AM
You say "Not only that, I find it even harder to think of something to blog about, knowing no one genuinely gives a shit about what I have to say. My life isn't that interesting, I'm a workaholic." Sometimes a few words can go a long ways. Most of my blogs are just songs that I've been listening the fuck out of lately. I know that if you posted a sad song and a sad face right after it, people would easily get the idea that you're sad. Just something to think about when you don't have much to say and you want to post a blog
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MAR 05, 2012 04:35 AM
your attitude, your look, all is pur SG'style. Just be natural and spontaneus on your blog and sexy ni your set, and time will work for you ! 
