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Praisegod faut pas respirer la compote, ça fait tousser

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APRIL 6, 2008 @ 03:43 AM

ok guys, I need to vent somewhere, you are warned, it's not going to be funny...

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I apologize in advance for eventual mistakes, indulge me... it's been a rough night
I broke up with my boyfriend 2 months ago and I'm still living with him... it's been going quite well considering the situation (I broke up with him and he still loves me... skull ) but this morning was just the thing i didn't need.
I spent a nice evening with a group of english comedians (remember, I work in a theatre), they were fun and we went for a drink, then for another in a club, we danced, then ended up in their hotel room emptying the minibar... just waiting for the right time to get breakfast. We had breakfast with champagne (it was weird: coffee, croissants, eggs and sausages and champagne!) and then I went home because I was too tired to do anything more than just sleep...
So I get back home and find an ex boyfriend angry at me because I didn't call him to say I was not going home, and he kept on saying mean things to me like I'm a liar (I said I was with a friend, I didn't mention the english comedians... so yeah I'm a liar but it would have been worse if I had told him the truth whatever ) and that I don't care about him at all...
I just ended up crying on my bed, feeling like shit,and he was sitting next to me, trying to confort me... What should have been a great night ended up like some kind of nightmare for me.
And here I am: I haven't slept since then, he's gone to work, I'm hungry, thirsty and hungover. There's nobody at home except my cats (they're taking great care of me), I'm exhausted but I can't sleep.
I just wish there was someone I could call to come over and just be here while I sleep. You know, just to feel some support.
But that's where it's really pissing me off: he chose the week end when there's no one around.

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DeadRat

DeadRat

France
February 2006

APR 06, 2008 07:14 AM

Je sais que ce n'est pas grand choses, mais je t'envoie des *hugs* à distance.
Hang in there sweety kiss

eliott

eliott

France
January 2007

APR 06, 2008 11:29 AM

moi je veille sur toi a distance cherie, bientot londres.... kiss

Xinh

Xinh

France
April 2007

APR 06, 2008 12:06 PM

pleins de calins *hugs* courage tite dame ! kiss kiss

Trypode

Trypode

France
February 2008

APR 07, 2008 05:38 PM

Bientôt une nouvelle vie s'offre à toi, avec de la bière pas chère ! eeek kiss

grompf

grompf

France
February 2005

APR 08, 2008 07:41 AM

courage je te souhaite plein de bonnes choses aussi ...

Riven

Riven

SUICIDEGIRL

France

APR 08, 2008 12:49 PM

Ah oui le gateau été vraiment trop bon ! tongue et merci pour le compliment ! kiss

P_mod

P_mod

France
December 2005

APR 09, 2008 12:18 AM

j'étais pas au courant du mini meeting, mais oui, certainement smile

Trypode

Trypode

France
February 2008

APR 09, 2008 01:05 AM

Oui effectivement je me suis peut-être emporté sur les bières pas chères... frown
Tu viens le week end du 1er mai alors ?

Bloo

Bloo

SUICIDEGIRL

France

APR 10, 2008 07:04 AM

Je te souhaite bien du courage... smile

Xinh

Xinh

France
April 2007

APR 10, 2008 01:13 PM

oui vivement le meeting biggrin

Dwam

Dwam

SUICIDEGIRL

France

APR 10, 2008 01:55 PM

mirciiiiiii smile

coldandwet

coldandwet

United Kingdom
January 2005

APR 15, 2008 01:07 PM

I split up with my girlfriend of 4 and a half years last March. We're actually back together now, but went through many similar scenarios because we had to cohabit for financial reasons. Its tough and there is no easy solution, but we just developed a no questions asked policy so that we both dealt with the other moving on (this may not be relevant because as soon as we stopped living together we realised we missed each other). Whatever happens though, and however hard it is; don't stop living your life and doing fun things because that would be tres stupide.

Spleen

Spleen

HOPEFUL

France

APR 15, 2008 02:33 PM

J'ai un peu tout lu et je ne peux que te comprendre!
Quand j'ai cassé avec mon ex, j'ai vécu une situation un peu ressemblante. C'est dur de devoir habiter encore ens et en plus sachant que l'autre personne est encore amoureuse de toi.
J'espère que ça va mieux depuis smile

A bientôt su Paris, pour le weekend de ouf!!! kiss kiss

Spleen

Spleen

HOPEFUL

France

APR 21, 2008 03:51 AM

Héhéhé merci wink
et oui je suis contente pour la fin des exams, même si j'ai encore quelques trucs à rendre, je n'ai plus à réviser smile

Bonne semaine à toi smile smile kiss

Varennes

Varennes

Nicaragua
January 2008

APR 21, 2008 05:43 AM

J'espère que tu vas mieux mieux smile

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