I have the best tattoo artist ever. So good in fact it took me three months to get an appointment. Went into today to get some work done to my arm.Had to set up a follow up apt for next month. Thankfully he had a cancellation and was able to get schedule me. Thank you Danny Ross from Love and Hate Tattoo for being amazing. In other news I'm loving this vegetarian thing. Today I made cauliflower imitation potatoes. My mother in law was the best and had given me a gift card to Target. Was able to use the new food processor tonight to make said yumminess. I also have a gift certificate for my LYS. Will head over there next week. It had been a truly spectacular month.
Love
Cheri

Inspirational
Take a step back. Look at yourself. You are human, you are beautiful and you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, or your best friend betrayed you, or the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to and let go when it’s time. Don’t hang onto painful memories just because you’re afraid to forget. Stop taking things for granted, stop taking life granted. Live for something, live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you know what real love truly is. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone’s day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to it’s full potential. Just live dammit. Let go of all the horrible things in your life and just drop everything and live.

Jam out time.
rocking out

Dah I have a tattoo next Thursday and no one to hold my hand. Yep I'm a big wuss.

Hey guess what world? I'm selfish and don't give a shit about you.

Day four without meat. Doing good so far and my taste buds are thanking me. There are two things I am doing right now. Doing the 30 day trial to see if I can stick with it. The second is 25 days of spanking. Today will be day 5 of spanking every day . I have bruises on each cheek the size of a softball. Sitting at school today was so much fun that I found myself standing most of the day. Enjoy the flashback and know that I miss seeing your faces. \https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEDw9xgSmSc
Cheri

Last night I cooked a huge vegetable stew. It took forever to prepare all the ingredients.But as I look back to that wonderful smell in the house and how delicious it was not being processed I knew I was heading in the right direction. I am going to order a book todayfrom ebay. Here is the listing from Amazon http://www.amazon.com/Lean-Luscious-Favorites-Delicious-Healthful/dp/0761506446/ref=pd_sim_sbs_b_2. As I have already tried a few of the recipes I am confident this will become my go to resource until I built my own collection of recipes.
Weighed myself this morning and I am at 161.8 and yes I just told you that. I will attempt to blog at least twice a week with updates on food and weight. I hope everyone is well and know that I love you.
Cheri

Enjoy this video in the meantime.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTQNwMxqM3E&feature=player_embedded

Just when I thought it couldn't get any weirder I find this.

Did I mention I want to become a vegetarian?

Had a fight with Sir this morning because I stayed up too late.He asked me what time I came to bed and I answered late. He reminded me that I couldn't live like a rockstar to which I replied I haven't stayed up late in months. It made me angry and frustrated.On one hand I see his point, he is looking out for my health but on the other hand I feel like he is treating me like a child. I actually said to him " Would you like to set a bedtime"? He also said he was going to spank me super hard for staying up. The sub in me wants to take the punishment but the rebel is like fuck you stop treating me like a kid. After he left I sent him a message telling him I was sorry. At this point I think we need to sit down and compromise somehow. Thoughts?
Love
Cheri

I so want to shine right now.