Sorry it took so long for me to update. So here it goes. No update on the boy. I don't want to air my business. Things are going well as far as I can tell. Completed my sleep study on Tuesday and didn't really sleep so now I have to retake it. Had an echo cardiogram yesterday. That was fun. Gel everywhere. I do not enjoy being poked and prodded. All part of what needs to get done I guess. Having a hard time dealing with my emotions as of late . Could be school, work, possible surgery, moving and new relationships. I am a strange and confused girl. All I want right now is to be held. Trying to hold onto any bit of sanity I have left. Hugs Poly

Its Monday and you know what that means. Shenanigans.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNGPqsJR5D8

Why do exes keep poking me? Stop that.
Oh and going to try this soon. Im thinking something geeky
http://sincityds.tumblr.com/post/43120668489/ive-never-seen-this-before-interesting-very

meh

So uh yeah he's pretty amazing. In other news. Went to doctors today. Well on my way to getting all the test done. Next week is a sleep and echo test. Hooray for sleepovers. Did I mention he can cook , makes me laugh and well .....

I get to see a boy tomorrow. wohooooooooo
Dancing around my room to this. Just panties and a tight tee. Let that image swim around a bit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cA-Tqc3PYkQ

Im a happy chica and someone knows why

Soooooooooooooo I went to the lapband meeting. After sitting through a presentation they brought me back to weigh me. Turns out I am 6 pounds too light. So I am not fat enough.That made me feel good and mad the same time. All is not lost. There are still tons of testing to do and consultations to see if I can quality. All of this is covered by my insurance. I have to fill out a 15 page questionnaire and return it to the office next week. I am going to update this blog every week as chronicle of my journey. Feel free to share with me your stories. God knows I need the feedback and support.
Love Poly

I may not always be the girl you want me to be , but I am the girl I am right now. I am just dandy with that.
Love ya Poly
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPMNvU1pS-0

I have an appointment on Tuesday to go over the possibility of lap band surgery. What are your thoughts on it?
Cheri