https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yyDUC1LUXSU
Just try to not shake your ass to this I dare you

This is how I felt a couple week ago : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0DfyAIkGw0
This is how I feel now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZw2CB_Ir_w
Now what

Theme : Im a bad motherfucker
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i01bRbgy_8Q

One more class down. Filled out paperwork to start my break before student teaching in the fall. Nervous but excited about the opportunity. Been really trying to focus on myself right now. Tomorrow I have a fetish video shoot. Haven't done professional film in awhile. This should be interesting. Other than that just trying to stay busy. How is everyone else?
Cheri

I am doing inventory. If you are a toxic person in my life I will cut you out and bury you in my past.

Had my EGD procedure. They gave me a drug that pretty much made me pass out in less that a minute. Spent the day in a daze. I now have bruises where they tried to put the IV in me. Not fun at all. I am trying so hard to get through this. It is hard to hold it together and not feel ashamed that it has come down to something so evasive. Please understand if I cry or get emotional.
Love
Poly

Been filling my blog with music. It is who I am and always will be. So let me see where are we? I didn't sleep through my last sleep study , redoing it on Tuesday. Have my EGD tomorrow. Not looking forward to it at all. I don't think anyone looks forward to something so evasive. Pretty much going to be a zombie for the rest of the day after. Right now I still have two pounds to gain. Now you say to yourself: wait you have to gain weight. Yes I do as I have to be at a certain weight for the surgery. My concern now is what if I do all this and I can't have it. Will I go on? Will I be frustrated? Will I try to be better myself? The answers are all yes. Why because I will never give up. Not on me and not on anyone else. For someone I know:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EY0_oVV29PM

Love and peace
Poly

Sexy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j0Zb8G8rE1g

I bought pallet wrap today. It's going to be a great week.

Sooooooooooooooo tired. Someone come cuddle with me.